Here I am in a new year writing how much I miss you I can't believe it's been 12 whole years since u been gone. It just doesn't seem that long at all. I hope your watching down on us and watching all ur nieces and nephews grow bc man do u have a lot lol. We love you mijo n miss u terribly. Forever watch over us and all the kids

Here we pass another year since your passing 11 years today and still can't comprehend how this even happened. You are so so so missed mijo I hope you know that. You are ALWAYS thought about. Until we get to see each other again , I love you mijo. Keep watching over us and all you nephews and nieces ❤️❤️

Today would have been the B.I.G 30 !! But you will FOREVER be 19.. Man time just keeps flying bye so fast. I hope ur heavenly birthday is the best you ever had Mijo. I love you so much !! Until we meet again love , keep ur beautiful wings flying high around all of us.

I can't believe 10 yrs ago today we lost you. Idk where the time keeps going bc it seems like every yr it just happened. I love you mijo , I'm thinking of you today as always. Rest easy baby boy

Today is your 29th birthday. Today and May 4th are never a easy day for me and the girls. We so wish you were here with all of us. Today we celebrate you and think about what could of been. Until we all meet again please never stop looking over us. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND MISS YOU SO SO SO MUCH. Happy birthday my love , party it up there in heaven.

8 yrs has just flown by and still doesnt feel real. I'll never forget that damn phone call. I'd just talk to you 2 days prior but you know that. I'll never forget those words that you spoke that night as much as I didnt want to listen to it but you knew. I dont know how but you knew. I never thought it was gunna happen , but it did. N I can say it OVER N OVER N OVER AGAIN HOW SORRY I AM THAT I COULDNT STOP THEM FROM BURYING YOU , I KNOW THAT'S NOT WHAT YOU WANTED. I should of recorded our convo that night and then you would of got what you wanted but I'm so sorry. BUT I KNOW YOU ARE LIVING UR LIFE NOW THE WAY YOU TRULY WANTED. N I never said thank you for those times you got ahold of me after you passed , I needed that so bad and you saw that. I was not in a good place after you left and I guess that's why you sent those ladies to me not once but twice and at different times. I never believed in that stuff but I'm definitely a believer now. I know you are definitely watching over me and your niece and nephews and all of them at that !!. Until we see each other again baby brother I love you so much n I Miss you terribly but your pictures are around your clothes are hanging up n ur Jay's are still in the box and they will stay with me till the day that I go. I LOVE YOU MIJO !!! I'll be visiting soon !!! Xoxo

Martin I can't belibelieve it's been 8yrs since the lalast time I heard your voice saw your Beautiful smile and got to hug you I miss you soooo much.
Happy 28th Birthday party up with my nephew Daymian he was named after you lol we all truly dearly miss you things haven't been the same since you left us to be with the Lord and be a Guardian Angel. I Love You Martin and Miss You Soooo Much Save A Spot For Me In Heaven I Love You

Wow I am not sure where to start Martin Jr. Pena was I very loving and caring young man. I just can't believe that it's been 6 years already Martin really touched my family and my life's in so many ways. He was willing to help anyone that asked for his help. No matter where he was or what he was doing if called him for help he sure would drop what he was doing to help you at. Every time I saw Martin he had a smile on he's face seem to always make me smile no matter if I was sad or mad at my kiddos he was there to change the mood. In my heart I know and belive that Martin is walking on those streets of gold . Looking down at some of us and shaking he's head cause we know better then doing what were doing. I don't have to mention names we know who I am talking about. Martin Jr Pena I miss you so much I know you got your wings so wear them proud. Can't wait to see you again soon. Love and miss you

Thank you. I still remember the day you passed away. My son Raymond Flores-Ponce sat at the end of my bed with his head in his hands saying Mom he's gone ....over and over. .... He was so hurt and confused. I can't believe that six years have gone by. My son has spoken of you every chance he gets. Thank you for your talks you had with him .he looked up to you. He told all the positive things you told him even though y'all were in the mix. He will never mess with guns cause of what happened to you. I'm sorry it had to be this way however your death changed my son's life. He's got a daughter and I believe in my heart he's gonna make it.

Martin mommy misses you so very much I'll never forget you and I'll always love . Mijo I can't seem to let you go just yet I try to be happy ,but I can't . Your dad Tereso takes you flowers cause I still can't bring myself to go to your grave it still hurts so much