My dearest son Mathew Lee, today you would have turned 35 years old, God only knows what you look like now, I can only wish I did, April you will be in heaven 14 years, where did the years go? It still doesn't feel real at times, I know we'll be together in the near future I don't know when , I know you'll be waiting for me when I come through those heavenly gates of gold when it's my time. I've missed you so much through the missing years, as I'm sure you know. Your son is 15 now, I know your watching over him , you so loved him, I hope he feels you around him. I so often wonder what we would be doing together if you were here, we've missed so much life with you gone. I haven't been the same since you departed this world.I love you so much my beautiful blue eyed little man. Today, Tomorrow and Always, Forever my son. Til I see you again my love, I'll cherish all the memories we shared ❤️