February 10, 2023
February 10, 2023
Today would have marked Matthews 37th birthday. Wow - 37, what would Matti be doing, what would he be like? These are questions we will ask for our life time, every birthday, every earthquake anniversary, every single day of our lives. As a family Bruce Sarah and I continue to have wild guesses, would be be married - probably yes, would he have children, probably yes. It is all guess work. I always find it hard to see young men that would be Matthews age and visualise what our yong a would be like, what would he be doing. Always IF ONLY. I cant stress enough how much I miss his smiley face, his very funny sense of humour. His physical being, his wit and intelligence. I want to share so much with him, and I know if he could be here with us now he would be. If you are reading this somewhere in another world Matti, know that you are missed more than words could ever say and in a heart beat, I would give my life to see you one more time, to have you back. I love you so much Matti. Rest in peace, prepare for our arrival one of these days. I hope you are loved, warm, happy and safe. Until then XXXX