Hello my love! I miss you so much! I dont know why, this year has been so rough. Its like, I miss you more this year the way I did the first year you passed. I know that you are ok, I just miss you being here. GOD gave me another you (Tristan) and I left him, I cause some of this pain myself, I thought that I would find comfort down here with my family. But, it seems that I left my family in Atlanta. I love you so much pooda, my heart aches for you! Pooda! I haven't said that in a long while. LOVE, LOVE, LOVE you forever! Mom!