I miss you every day. I know that you're with me...just not the way I want you to be. I know you'd laugh at me when I say they'll full of it when they say it gets easier with time...because it really doesn't. It's just different. I don't miss you any less today than I did the day that you died. I think about all the things we did growing up together and I truly thank God that he gave me you. i would give my right arm for more time with you. I mean that. I honestly do. You would be so proud of Michael. I sat and looked and listened to him the other day when he was doing my hair...he's come so far. He's so strong. Amber and I, on the other hand, lol, both have our anger issues over losing you....she is a lot like her "Aunt Jenny"...you always said that.You would be very proud of her for her work in the Air Force. I know that she worries about that. Barry is hanging in there but misses you every day...how could he not. You were the most amazing wife. Always loving and supportive. Not only to him and the kids but to everyone. That's what makes you so unforgettable. I will always love and miss you my friend. Please keep watching over all of us. You were an Angel on Earth, now you're my Angel in Heaven.