Fuck. Here I go. It feels like a nightmare that I can’t come out of. There was so many little things that just annoyed me about you that I’m going to miss. You slamming your closet door & ending up shaking the wall between our rooms. You making the camera alert go off a million times a day because you kept going in and out the house. You smoking in the garage and I walking out to the fridge & you scaring me because I didn’t see you & you would laugh about it. You taking forever to wash laundry whenever you needed to wash your clothes. Hearing your name yelled up the stairs when it is time for work & then hearing it multiple times just because you’d take your time to get up. You just being Michael, a 24 year old, living life. I know you thought David and I was always nagging you and didn’t care about you or loved you but we really did. I now have to live forever knowing you thought we didn’t care and it is killing me and breaking me inside. I’ll never be able to show you how much I loved you. The nagging at you was because we wanted you to succeed and do the best in life. If I could just walk past you on the stairs like the last time I saw you, I’d stop to tell you how much I love you & care about you. So much shit has happened over the last couple months & I knew you felt like the entire world was against you but you were putting your all in and going through it. You were so happy when you found out you were going to be a dad and when you found out it was a girl, you were even more excited. I’ve known you for so long. We had 5 years of memories before I even met your brother. You were a friend and my brother and damn, the amount of years we’ve spent together, we’ve created so many memories, good, bad, happy, sad, and angry. Life will never be the same without you here. You were way too young to be taken from us and damn does it hurt. We will all be forever missing that piece. I love you so much Michael Anthony Krause. Fly high my Angel. 999 ❤️