Merry Christmas, Michael. Wishing you were here. As always, I love and miss you more each day.

Yesterday was another Thanksgiving without you. You were on my mind all day. I miss you so, so much, Michael. You are always in my heart.

Oh Michael, how is it possible that you’ve been gone from us for 7 years? My heart is forever broken and no matter what anyone says or thinks, a parent NEVER gets over losing their child. I love you so much and miss you every second of every day.

Your birthday, 40 I cannot believe it has been so long , yet you’ll be forever young , Peytan was keeping busy with fireworks we celebrated with dinner and cupcakes for her daddy in heaven birthday .on July 3 . She is so much like you .  She’s ready for first grade . , Peytan wants you on earth so bad ! Continue to watch over us Michael . We need you ,your heart is something that will never be replaced . I miss you xo >3

Happy birthday, brother! I can't believe you would have been 40 today. I hope you have been reunited with Ricky and that you two are having a blast. You are so missed, Michael. I love you so much and not a day goes by I don't think about you. xo

Happy birthday, Michael. I can’t believe my baby boy is 40. I'm sending all my love to you as I remember the day you were born and what a sweet baby we were blessed with. I hope you are celebrating with Grandpa Erv. I miss you every day.

Happy Father’s Day, Michael. I wish you could be here for Peytan on this special day. I’m sure you were here in spirit. She’s such a sweet girl and she misses having you here. Watch over her and visit her in her dreams. We all love and miss you, always and forever. ❤️❤️❤️

Missing you on Mother’s Day but I feel your presence today. Maybe wishful thinking? That’s ok-I’ll take that since I can’t bring you back. I love you and miss you more than ever.

We missed you at Easter dinner yesterday. We miss you always. I love you, son.

I missed you at Christmas I miss you now each and every day .  . It’s a New Year 2019 . Peytan is all I have without you I wish it wasn’t true . We love you always Michael . Watch over us from heavens above always >3.

Wishing you were here to celebrate the end of 2018 and the beginning of 2019. Wishing you never left us. Loving you forever, son.

Christmas 2018. We feel your absence every year, every holiday, every day. We just miss you more and more. But love never dies and you will be in our hearts always. Merry Christmas, Michael.

Michael, I’m so thankful for the years we had you in our lives, but still so sad that you’re not with us now. Happy thanksgiving, son. Every pumpkin pie reminds me of how much you enjoyed this holiday. Love you always.

Michael everyday goes by I still wish only you were alive . Thankful for our daughter my blessing . I miss you , sending this blessing in heaven and above :;) we love you always forever .

Michael ; (finally ) prepared and ready for our first day of kindergarten .! i miss you .  Just that we’re prepared and its all going by way to fast Michael . Be still my heart breaks shhh she growing up way to quickly “ /;-( . Miss u

6 years. Gone in a moment. There are so many things I want to say but I still can’t find the right words. Just like that day, I feel like the wind has been knocked out of me. How can this be real? A mother should have time to prepare for such a heart crushing event. I miss you every day. My heart can never heal from losing you. I love you, Michael. Always.

Happy 39th Birthday, Michael! I miss you so damn much. They say it gets easier over time, but that is a lie. As life goes on without you, I cherish every memory I have of you. I love you and will miss you forever.

Happy Birthday Michael . I miss , all the times we share together . I never forgot a single memory .. our beautiful Peytan . You remain forever young , If only we could take back time .i Miss you Michael always.

Happy birthday Michael. I wish you were here to celebrate with all of us. You are so loved and missed.

Happy Father’s Day, Michael. I know Peytan wishes you were here for her. We all do. I hope you visit her in her dreams. She’s so special, Michael. I love you.

Michaael, Happy Fathers Day , I am forever blessed with our beautiful little girl . Time for kindergarten after summer . I am so saddened how much time has pass . It will be your almost 39 birthday  In a few weeks above we miss you :;”. ( , always love,, Peytan and Julie and so Peytan and I are appreciating summer until school starts

Another Mother’s Day is winding down and my heart is still broken. A mother’s love never dies when she loses a child, it just keeps trying to fill that empty spot without you. I miss you more every day.

Michael. ! Our Peytan is getting closer for VPK graduation.  I am getting so nervous about kindergarten . After summer . I know you are with me when I haven’t the energy to prepare for my day. I know you are with me when I have the best laugh. I wish you were here with us not only in spirit but in the now always . :;-! We love you forever . Peytan is 5 . I miss her as a baby ;;-( you know that . watch over us Michael always . I miss u //-;;)

Happy Easter, Michael. I love you so much.

Always in my heart and on my mind. Happy Valentine’s Day Michael.
Love,
Mom

Another year gone. Still missing you always. Happy New Year my son.
I love you.

Merry Christmas, Michael. I miss you. Every day, every year. And I love you always.

Happy Thanksgiving Michael. We miss you so much! All my love to you forever.

Michael, we miss you so much.. Peytan just turn 5 a few weeks ago ,, seriously cannot believe ' she is 5 years old already ..happens far to quickly .. i wish you were with us !!!! our Peytan is a true joy i love you and Peytan so much .a true blessing Michael :"-(.thankyou for such a wonderful , little girl ,,my heart .  , i miss you >3

Even after 5 years, I can't find the words to describe the crushing sadness I feel everyday since you've been gone. I love you so much. It's indescribable how much I miss you, baby boy.

Another year has passed without you. It hasn't gotten any easier, Michael. I miss you so much, it is almost unbearable at times. I love you, Bobo.

Happy birthday my baby boy! Not a day goes by that I don't think about you and wish you were here. 38 yrs ago you came into our lives and I cherish that day with all my heart and soul. I love you Michael.

Happy 38th birthday, my baby brother! I miss you just as much today as the day you left this Earth. I love you. RIP Bobo!!!

Happy Father Day Michael ! I wish you were here with our daughter and I to celebrate . She's actually having a sleepover and started to talk about you <3 I just listen in the hall . Saddens me ever so deeply "-)! Everywhere she goes she likes to introduce herself lol . I miss u !!!

Happy Father's Day, Michael. I know your Dad wishes you were here on this special day, and I know you would be here for your daughter if you could. Well, you are here in spirit. We love and miss you more and more every day.

If I could replace my soul for yours I would with all my heart .... I miss you . >3 . Love forever ..

Lots going on in our family right now: MIchele got married, Taylor graduates from high school and is going to Michigan State, Peytan has her first ballet recital. I'm so excited about all these happy events! I wish you were here. It would be the icing on the cake, my son. I love you so much.

Grandma spent Easter with us yesterday. She always talks about how special you are to her. To all of us. Peytan resembles you. I don't know if you hear me talking to you but I have to believe you do because it helps me cope even though you're probably saying, "Mom, stop!" I just miss you so much.

Happy New Year, Michael. I love and miss you. Forever. Xoxo.

Merry Christmas my sweet boy. I so wish you were here with us. You're always on my mind and forever in my heart. I miss you so much. If I could hug you one more time, I'd never let you go.

The heartache I feel never goes away, sometimes it's soul crushing how much you are missed. I just want to pick up the phone and call you. I wish you could see my boys. You wouldn't believe how much Shane is like you, he loves shoes and clothes and music just like his Uncle! Both of them are so tall now and driving! Time goes so fast. Peytan is just beautiful and so smart! Julie is such a great mom, you would be so proud! Merry Christmas baby brother, it's just not the same without you. I love you and miss you every day.

Almost Christmas above to you Michael merry christmas sweet angel :;-( . I miss you so much everyday . Our beautiful Peytan talks of you so much .! She so wishes you were here with us . She invites you places knowing your always in her heart . We love you always and forever , I am so eternally blessed with our daughter. I love u wishing you were home for Christmas always and forever . <3 watch over us always :;/)

Oh Michael, Peytan is so pretty and smart and funny! We can't believe she just turned 4, but we also can't believe you've been gone 4 years. I know you're smiling down on your baby girl. Julie too. They are both amazing! We love and miss you.

Michael, whoever said that time heals all pain, never lost a child. We get through the days and nights but the pain never goes away. We miss you so much.

Another year without you. It doesn't get any easier as the time passes. We all love you and miss you soooo much. 3

Happy birthday, Michael. 37 years since you were born--and I cherish every memory. I love you and miss you so much. 1444 days without you; so, so heartbreaking. You are always in my heart and on my mind.

happy Birthday Michael , >3 another birthday 37 ,..although You will be forever young heart and soul . As we grow older .. We miss you more each year its just to long you been gone I can only wish you were here every single day .. I love You ..!

Happy Easter, Michael. It was a nice weekend with family. It would've been even nicer with you here in person. Everything reminds me of you. I will love you forever and you're always in my heart and soul.

I miss you. Everything about you. Oh, baby boy, why did you have to leave us?

Happy Valentine . Peytan has all sorts of storys and questions, she really wants to know why you cannot come down from heaven to meet her.. I wish you could .... Happy V day daddy she misses you and says she is sad as if she knew you. i know she feels it in her heart that she does . i love u always.. xo"