Another year gone, a new one beginning. How can we not see you again? It's just not right. My hope is that Peytan grows up knowing that her Daddy was a good man and that he was looking forward to having a daughter. Sometimes life doesn't go the way we plan. I'm so grateful to have had you for as long as I did, but I still miss you and a mother's love never dies. Hugs to you my baby boy.

Merry Christmas in heaven daddy you are our shining angel . We love you . I'll keep you in my heart forever . Miss you . Our baby girl is growing up so fast . Watch over her Michael . She has your heart . I love you /;-"

Merry Christmas, my angel. I miss you, I love you and I'll never get used to you not being here with us.

Grateful is celebrating Thankgiving, Peytans birthday was adorable. She loves having friends over , And her gramma ! I am blessed. We miss you Always ,. we love you Michael . getting ready for christmas , . I cherish our little girl ! She keeps having talks with me about Santa ...thankyou for this precious pretty girl I love her with all my heart .. Another Christmas without you is the hardest part (sad :"-( xo <3 merry christmas Michael <3
i love u Forever

Happy Thanksgiving Michael. As always, we miss you more and more every day, even more so during the holidays.  I would give just about anything to have you here with us eating your favorite, Pumpkin pie. We love you son.

Today we celebrated Peytan's 3rd birthday. It's so hard to believe that she's 3 already! She's adorable, sweet, happy, smart and quite entertaining. We are so happy to have her in our lives and I thank Julie for including us in these events. I'm sure you were looking down on her. The only thing that would've made today better is if you were here celebrating with us in person. I love you and miss you more each day.

My heart breaks all over again every time I want to call you, why can't we just have one more phone call?
I have so much to tell you. Your daughter is a smart and beautiful young lady, Julie is so wonderful with her. We are so blessed to have them be a part of our family.
You should see your nieces and nephews, two are already driving! Remember when you taught me how to drive a stick shift? Good times.... Shane is almost 6 feet tall at 16, he reminds me so much of you. He has your mannerisms, he's built like you, and he loves shoes! Ha!
We miss you every day, it's not getting easier....I love you.

Three years. Of tears, of memories, of "whys" and of broken hearts. We all miss you so, so much. I still hope to wake up from this nightmare but it never happens. I wonder how can we go on without you but the days pass and life goes on. You will always be in my heart, Michael. I love you more than words can ever express.

I can't believe it has been 3 years. I keep waiting for you to come through my door yelling, "Fooled you!!" But it never happens. Your daughter is so beautiful and Julie is such a great mommy. You would be so proud! I love you and I miss you more than words can express, baby brother. xoxo Til we meet again ...

Happy belated birthday we had some tributes on FB with photos and memories ur sisters, friends and I . . I see you everyday through our daughters eyes . I see her and miss you with all my love Peytan is truly the best treasure we could ever have hoped for . You have blessed my soul with this beautiful little girl our Peytan . We love and miss you so very much .. I hope you will be watching over us with all your heart . I will love you forever .""xo

Happy Birthday, Baby Boy. Today I will celebrate the day you were born and will cherish every day I had you in my life. I miss you and love you so much. We moved to a new house and had no internet for over a week so, belated Happy Father's Day, too. Peytan is quite the little character! She knows who her Daddy is and you would be so in love with her and with Julie for having her. I know you're watching over them and sending your love in ways only they will know. I hope you hear me when I talk to you, which is all the time. I would give anything to hug you one more time. xoxo

Happy birthday, baby brother! I know you're smiling down on your beautiful little girl and rest of your family. You are missed every day and will always be loved. Every time I hear "See You Again" by Wiz Khalifa, I think of you. Til we meet again ... xoxo

Michael, I wished to tell the world today , our daddy is the best daddy in our world and above in heaven . People don't know that ,But I do ,, we Love you Happy Fathers Day . <3

Michael!!!"  Peytan our baby girl is growing and becoming smarter each day . ! She is adorable .the energy where can it come from !. Along with all we are learning together so fast . I do miss you every day oh ' how I wish u were learning with us too ,. All I can do to do my best for our daughter :;"-) xo we love you we miss you so much xo

Today is Memorial Day. I don't need special days to remember you as you are always on my mind and everything reminds me of you. I miss you and love you so much, Michael. It just hurts that we can't tell you that in person. If only ...

Happy Easter, Michael. Every holiday is another sad reminder that you're not here with us, but I think about and miss you more with every day that goes by. I love you, my baby boy.

Happy valentine to daddy love Peytan ,..Peytan said ," She is getting chocolate wasted on our valentine day !!" lol love you everyday,xo

I so wished you were here today when Dad and I stopped to see your Valentine girls, Julie and Peytan. I wish you were here every day, but today is a celebration of love and I know you would fall more in love with both Julie and Peytan every day. Julie is such a strong woman and Peytan is so loving, smart and adorable. Happy Valentine's Day, Michael. We love you.

Happy New Year, Michael. "If I could have a single wish, one and only one, it would be to have just one more hour to spend with my son." Missing you more each day, loving you forever.

We are in the new Year hoping to make it the happiest i will do the best I can . Peytan loves to talk and play . Tonight she found the dinosaurs she really likes playing dinosaurs . ! 2015 a new year for our little angel I love you forever always .

Merry Christmas, Michael. It will never, ever be the same with you gone, but you're in my heart and on my mind every minute of every day. Everything reminds me of you. I miss you so, so much and love you even more. I still can't believe this is real.

Michael it's Christmas in 4 days . Another year has gone bye. Peytan has grown so much . Today we went to Brielles 4 th birthday . All your girls have grown so beautifully , u know that . I cherish every day with our little girl hoping it doesn't go bye too fast . You mean everything to both of us . One wish won't come true Peytan will never have you only in her heart . Praying everyday this will be enough for Her . Love you forever . Merry Christmas xo

Another Thanksgiving has gone by and Peytan is now 2 and adorable. Life is moving forward but my sadness is always present and I think about you constantly. I miss you so much Michael. I just wish I could see you again. I love you more than ever, my son.

Peytan is almost 2 yrs old in 9 days !! We just posted a picture for you , I wish you were here :-( ! Peytan knows just exactly who you are bye your pictures, I don't even have to tell her she just knows. She knows her daddy and loves you very much . I miss you love you forever .

Michael, I just love and miss you so much. That's all.
Xoxo
Mom
P.S. Time does not heal and the heartache does not go away.

Michael,

I just want you to know even though we only had a short time together you and I bonded pretty close throughout our time together. You know I will always take care of your sister and nieces. You have an amazing family bro and I couldn't be more proud of having your sister at my side. I will always think of you my man and will always support your sister. I promise you that. You will be missed and I will never forget you.

I love you, Michael. Not a moment goes by that I don't think of you. Til we meet again ... xoxo

Michael you will never know how much I miss you <3. Heaven gains an angel Our loss heavens gain . I know you will always be in our heart I still rather you here with us than so far away .

"Happy Birthday, Michael. You are always on my mind and in my heart and soul. I love you "to infinity and beyond, " my beautiful baby boy. I miss everything about you and still can't believe you are gone forever."

"Happy birthday Michael ". I know your celebrating in the heavens on this special day . We miss you so much . I am doing okay I have a special little girl keeping me occupied ! She is amazing only a great guy to thank for this and that is you !! I forever love you . You are in hearts forever . The sadness that never goes away is that your gone if only you were here it would brighten my days . Although Peytan absolutely keeps me shining brighter than a star . Happy birthday love you so much . Love

I miss you dearly, Michael. I wanted to let you know that I finally have re-gained custody of Haylie! I know you would be so happy to hear that she is finally coming home. I wish you were here to share in our family's joy. I love you forever, Bobo. xoxo

Happy Father's Day, Michael. We love and miss you so much. I know you're smiling down on Peytan today. She truly is a gift to all of us.

Happy Fathers Day, Michael. I wish you and our beautiful little girl were able to share this special day . We have you in memory that never goes away. I know you would be the best dad a little girl could possibly have.. Peytan will always know her daddy loves her and is watching over her ....I love you forever.

Happy Easter, Michael. I wish you were here. I love you now and forever. I would give anything to hug you one more time ...
Mom

"Every time I think of you, I always catch my breath, And I'm still standing here and you're miles away, And I'm wondering why you left, And there's a storm that's raging through my frozen heart tonight; I hear your name in certain circles and it always makes me smile ...". Happy Valentine's Day, Michael. I miss you more each day baby boy.

Happy New Year, Michael. We're saying goodbye to 2013 and hello to 2014 and always wishing you were here. The pain of losing you never goes away but I bring out my memories of you frequently each and every day. You are always in my heart and soul, forever missed, forever loved, forever my son.

Hey lil bro. Another Christmas without you wasn't easy, but I feel your presence so I know you celebrated with us. Its the end of 2013, therefore the beginning of our next year without you. Not a day goes by that you aren't thought of, missed and loved. Happy New Year, Guardian Angel! I love you, Bobo an I'll miss you forever.

Merry Christmas, Michael. We got to spend some time with Peytan today and she is such a joy! She's funny and fun and so very smart. And she can fall asleep anywhere, just like her daddy! We all miss you so much. They say life is for the living, but we are selfish and, even tthough you are in a better place, we wish you were here with us. I love you, my son. Always and forever.

Peytan just had her Christmas pictures taken " Once again Almost Xmas without You, '.I wish you were here needless to speak of terrible two's coming on strong hope our little girl wont be to tough on mommy.."It is slighty unjust when she gives quite the little tude it reminds me who her daddy is, although I do think of you every day . , I love you always . and miss you forever ,,,,........

Michael, time is passing by so fast. Peytan just had her first birthday and she's such a joy. I'm sure you were watching as we sang Happy Birthday to her and watched her sweet little face as she ate her birthday cupcake. Julie is so loving and patient and enjoying watching her grow although I'm sure she wishes you were here as do I. We miss you more as each day goes by. I love you, my son.

Today we celebrate my baby brother's life. It has been 1 extremely long year since he left our world and joined the other angels in Heaven. He is missed and loved more than we can ever possibly express with our words. I can still see his smile and hear his laugh; the memories I have of him will be cherished forever as his spirit lives on in the hearts of all of us who love him. RIP Bobo!

I can't believe its almost been a year since you were taken from this Earth. You are so greatly missed and will always be so loved. Michael, I think about you every day and will never, ever stop missing you. I love you. <3

Michael, today marks one year since the last time I talked to you, saw your face, hugged you goodbye, told you in person that I love you. If I had known it was the last time, I would have held you longer and harder. I don't want to acknowledge your death; I want to celebrate your life. I love and miss you so much, but I know you're listening every day and you know how much you are loved.

I will miss you always, one year since you have been away,.  ,, If i had one wish i wish you to be with us always , You will be in a special way i will do my best to help Peytan to understand just how much you do love her,,She is a beauty and a handful now that we are almost walking..Michael she was a very good baby. She is growing way to fast. i love you

happy birthday uncle bobo. I really wish you were here so we can all celebrate it together.. I hope you're having a fun time up there. Always watch over us. You will forever be missed and loved, don't forget that. Everyone loves you

Happy Birthday, Michael. I love you and cherish all my memories of you. Oh, how I wish you were here.

Happy Birthday baby brother. I can't believe its been a year since I talked to you last. I miss you terribly and the boys talk about you all the time. Peytan is gorgeous and Julie is a wonderful mama, you would be so proud! I hope wherever you are there's a beautiful beach and great music........we all love you!

Happy birthday, lil brah! Its still so hard to believe you're gone. I hope you're looking down on all of us & that we're making
you proud. I got my license back today! I miss you so much; every second of every day. The girls & Justin miss you, too. Your daughter is beautiful & I know you'd be wrapped around her tiny fingers. I love you forever, Bobo.

Peytan is calling you in heaven to tell you Happy Birthday , she loves you somebody is missing in her life that can never be replaced . She will grow to love you . I will always love you also . Peytan is a handfull , I could never dream of what a joy we would have together, i am sorry you arent here, i love you so much and will miss you always and everyday forever,

Happy Birthday Uncle BoBo. I love and miss you so much. R.I.P. <3 <3 <3