I've had my first Christmas in Heaven;

A glorious wonderful day!

I stood with saints of the ages,

Who found Christ, the Truth, and the Way.

I sang with the Heavenly choir;

Just think! I who longed so to sing!

And oh, what celestial music

We brought to our Saviour and King!

We sang the glad songs of redemption,

How Jesus to Bethlehem came,

And how they had called His name "Jesus",

That all might be saved through His name.

We sang once again with the angels,

The song that they sang that Blest Morn,

When shepherds first heard the glad story

That Jesus, the Saviour, was born.

Oh, how I wish you had been there;

No Christmas on earth could compare

With all the rapture and glory

We witnessed in Heaven so fair.

You know how I always loved Christmas;

It seemed such a wonderful day,

With all of my loved ones around me;

The children so happy and gay.

Yes, now I can see why I loved it,

And, oh, what a joy it will be,

When all of my loved ones are with me,

To share in the glories I see.

So dear ones on earth, here's my greeting;

Look up till the day dawn appears,

And, oh, what a Christmas awaits us,

Beyond all our partings and tears.

Peom Written By: Dr. Albert S. Reitz

In honor and memory of those celebrating Christmas in heaven this year.

1 year later & feeling a different kind of hurt. At 1st it was me being selfish, almost mad at you asking you why & why did it have to be one of my closet friends, but over the last year I have learned a lot about losing a close person in a tragedy such as this. I just want you to know that when I cry as I think about you, it not because I’m being selfish and want you here with us, but its because I think of this day, the few days after and what I had to see and hear and deal with. Seeing our friends at their darkest hour is what makes me cry. My family seeing what I was going thru in those days makes me cry. All the things we have talked about in the past about certain situations make me cry. The details of how this last year went down makes me cry. The fact that our last convo was not so good makes me cry. Don’t get me wrong I wish you could be here with us, but I have realized that you don’t belong here; you belong in heaven to watch over us, your heart was too big. You wanted to be there for everyone and to make everyone happy but you couldn’t, so you moved on to a place where you can do just that! Everyone looked up to, and now they literally have look up to you! I kind of wish I was up there with you, u don’t have to deal with nothing, no bills, stress, work, this shitty ass weather, the crazy ass people around, and this crazy crazy world. I don’t have one doubt in my mind that you are where you’re supposed to be…with the angels looking over.

I’m not going to lie, its been hard knowing that some people don’t hurt the same way as others about the same situation, & how some people just cant take other peoples pain & hurt into consideration. Everyone has dealt with this differently. Some have pulled away from us, some just don’t give an F about anything or anyone, some talk about you as if you were still here, some still cry till this day, some just remember the good times and laugh, some just don’t talk about you at all. I guess that’s their way of dealing with all this. I never understood that & its kind of shocking to be honest with you. I guess this is one of those convos that I would have to save for the cemetery. LOL The end result is all the same though; we are all affected in ways that we never thought. I know one thing is that your memory will live on forever with me. Nothing can change the memories I had with you, and no one will ever understand what you meant to me! I love you so much and miss you more than you will ever know! I pray to god to keep my memories alive and not fade away. That’s all I have left! L

With love Rita Shaba

Re Re, Reet,

Today is the day i lost my best friend. 1 year already ha charcs! It seems like we Were just were riding together last night, or we just got done putting your or my Desktop together. Last favor you asked felt like i just talked to you, yes i will Co-sign for the speedboat, if you come back i'll be the only signer. I still remember when we used to jump the fence to get to your house, which i slept over like everyday. Remember how we used to take a pack out of each carton of ciggs that your parents kept in their room for the pontiac store, lol. Like idiots, Did we think they wouldn't find out or some shit. how bout when we used to hustle danny and his sis in tasbeer, haha, and steal uncle mikes Honda to joyride when we were like 14. or when i almost burned out your corvette clutch bc you were teaching me to use a manual, you used to yell at me like you were gonna kill my azz. Those were the days Brother. I used to love riding with your crazy azz, here i am doing a buck-20 and I still hear you flying by me at dam near 180mph, You always had a lead foot, even a lead hand. I still cant believe your gone Charcs, wtf, you never slipped up, and the only accident had to be tragic, wtf..I'm not worried about it, I know GOD has plans for you, and that you were too good for this place, so he took you away Angel! There will never be a bullet big enough to pierce a hole as big as I have in my Heart because I Miss you soooo much and have so much to ask and tell you, You were and always will be a Real-True-Genuine Brother, till i see you again. On Your Birthday I'm Gonna Get you Rocked Yousif. Love You Forever Azizi! Look After your Family and loved ones, I don't even have to ask. I know your heart is pure, even if you had an enemy, You wouldn't wish harm on him/her!!! ♥ you Mike Forever, can't wait to see you at the gates. R.I.P. IF GOD Isn't working you too hard. or should i say working to acomplish your goals which you always did flawlessly! Your One In a Trillion and would be so blessed if you sent me a friend half as loyal as you!!

Michael even though  I havent seen you since i was a  baby i still remeberd you because you been in my heart since my batism till now so  just remember i will love forever and ever.

We will all love you forever and we all cant wait intill we meet you again some day.

ps I love you

Michael was always like a big brother to me. I always called ever second i had. I will never forget Michaels voice his laughs his face his beutiful SMILE. If i never met Michae i wouldn't be the person i am now. i have learned lots and lots of things from my bro mike. I always did everything with Michael ther have donee wasnt onee thing Michael and me the have done. Michael had the BESTpersonadily. I dontt think one person can say something bad about MICHAEL.

MICHAEL we all miss you such as:joey,monica joanna uncle yousif anty lameea,lukie and many more<3 R.I.P MICHAEL ONE DAY WELL MEET

"michael was like a brother to me even though i didnt see him everyday i still would talk to him everyday he always called me impalumpa,bighead and marky every time i would talk to him he would say haa marky those were my favorite word right after I LOVE U me and him always did everything togather we go to the movies eat bowl cj barymores u name it we have been there michael your my heart i love u forever  
MARCUS"

Michael I haven't been able to come on to the website to write anything because everytime I come on I have a melt down. But I can promise you I will try to come on often and say hello. I really don't need to write things because you know I come and spend time with you often.I come make sure your resting place is nice and clean for you. I hope you like the wreath I made for your BIRTHDAY TODAY of all your family and friends. I made the wreath with pictures because I didn't want you to get bored or feel lonely. This way when we are not there in person, you are surround by all the ones that LOVE YOU. You had a busy day today. All your friends came out to see you and the brought tons of flowers.

As I am writing this the house is filled with people keeping mom and dad busy so that they don't have a break down. I Love you and miss you. Tomorrow is Joeys birthday and it will be just as hard because we always celebrated yours and Joeys birthday together. We always celebrated it on the 12th or 13th so this year we will have a cake tomorrow with yours and Joeys name but only Joey will be here to blow the candle. We had a cake at the cemetery today and we had to have one at home because since Luke came into our lives all of our birthday's became Lucas's birthday. He has to blow out the candle and cut it. I wish you were here to blow and cut the cake with Lucas.

Today Lucas took the bus home and was dropped off at your house for the first time. He couldn't take the bus before today because, it was upsetting to him that you would not be there to pick him up at the bus. When we registered him in school and he found out that he was going to ride the bus and be dropped off at your house he was so excited. First day of school he told teacher Michael will pick me up at the bus and I had to explain to him that you were unable to pick him up.He loved spending time with you. I know that when he need you a few months ago you were still there by his side, you let us know by 1018. 

Mom Is a mess she is up at 6 a.m  in the morning watching mass or in the dark downstairs  having her moments before we wake up. She trys to be strong for us and not have a major melt down in front of us but I can't blame here if she does. She gave birth to you and we only got the title of brother or sister and it is hard for me so I can only imagine what it feels for her.

I will see you tomorrow because the kids are trying to come into my room and I don't want them to see me a mess.

I love you and miss you so much. You will always be remembered and have a special place in my heart.

michael was a good person he was like my best friend when ever he saw me he wood say hi randi i will never forget his voice and his smile

So, I still don’t understand any of this. One-minute Im fine, one minute, I’m coo coo. I don’t think I will ever understand. The last letter was me thanking you for everything and just being there all the time. After 8-17-10 I didn’t think you were going to be there for me anymore. Everyone said differently, they said you would be an angel on my shoulder watching out and still looking over me in spirit. For some reason I didn’t want to believe that, and was not ok with that! You proved me wrong!!! Like you slapped me in the face.

Mannnn, there is so much I want to tell you about, UUFffff but, between this page, me coming to visit you once a week, and talking to you thru the air (myself) you pretty much know everything. So I’m going to start with Saturday night. Marvin had his 15 yr Annv. Do you know how hard it was to go there and not see you at the door & ask you if you wanted anything to drink? I walked in crying and walked out crying. Of course drank in between as I was crying LOL. It turned out to be a nice party. I wont get in details right now. But this is what brought me to your page and to write this to you! That night ended badly for me. (Again I will give you all the details when I come to visit you) But I will say this, everything you taught me about the law worked in my favor that night. I swear you should have seen me boyyyyy! LOL You know me always trying to win arguments and trying to be one step ahead of everyone & everything and won’t stop until I am. That night I used your skills, tricks, & trades as if you were there telling me exactly what to do & say… It kind of freaked me out, because I know you had something to do with that miracle that happened that night. There was no way I walked out of that alone with out you right there to help me! Like you always did! Like you heard me talking to you that very moment and you responded. Every time I think about it I get the chills. And whoever knows about it, is also in WOW. Well Mike, now I know that you are always STILL going to be there for me no matter what, and that you are and angel watching over me & all your loved ones. I just needed a reality check I guess. And you couldn’t have picked a better day or situation, cuz that day was special & you would be the only one that could have helped me.

I’m trying really hard to be as strong as you remember me, but every time I talk to one of the boys I cry because they remind me of you, or every time I see your picture I pause everything I’m doing and try to embrace it every time, or when I hear MIKE I look twice and draw a blank when its not you! You were always telling me that I was a very strong person, and not matter what was going on that I handled it well. How am I doing now? Because to be honest with you this may be one of the worst things that has happened to me, besides losing my father and that I was prepared for, and had time to accept it. You were like my wall, I had no filter when it came to you and not too long ago, I was at your house telling you how effed up my life was and how I couldn’t take it anymore, and just broke down. Can you imagine how I am feeling now? Well don’t, cuz its not about me, I have to stop being selfish! In these types of situations everyone wants to be selfish at first for their own reasons, but over time that will change, so don’t hold it against anyone that has been selfish. I’ve been told time heals all wounds…and also been told that there is too much time cant not erase. I don’t know what to believe anymore to make me feel better.

I also want to share this with you. Remember that you had promised me something and you never got around to it cuz you were remodeling the store at the time? Well I want you to know that one of your dearest friends is keeping that promise. As soon as I told him, didn’t even hesitate and said he was going to keep your word. I’m sure you understand why I asked him. It just more sense for him to be the chosen one! LOL

Ok I’m rambling again! I will be coming to visit you soon, and tell you in details how you literally saved my life from a lot of drama, headache, and money. LOL

Love you & miss you & THANK YOU for always and still being there for me!

Hey Mikey,

Today has been a really ruff day Ray is very upset and moody he misses u so much!! You have broken our hearts its not the same without u Ray can not get on the site and talk to you he would rather talk to you alone you know he has a song forever you Forever Young by Jay Z I am actually listening to it right now and crying I bring it up on demand everyday all the time Ray just left to ride your bike today he is just out of it hes coming to visit you he misses you like hell you were the first person he called in the morning when he woke up cousin dumb dumb dada is not the same without  you he has been so out of it. I wanted to take the kids to Rainforest Cafe today remember when u went with us on valentines day u found out we went there so much cause it was selenas favorite place so you made us memebers that day you bumped vanessas head and u felt so bad u didnt know what to do remember u bought selena and vanessa stuff from hello kitty that i said no to and then u bought them that huge stuffed lion from the rainforest (nessa loves it she lays on it to watch tv) monkeys that wrap around them a rainforest watch for selena I cant remeber what else you were trying to pay for everything before I seen you but I caught you lol like always and you said please number 2 i want  to please just fill your information here number 2 I made you a member lol how about when our food came and it wasnt right you had to make your point with the manager lmao we all just laughed our asses off when he left and you said he better take this shit off of our bill!! I miss the dinners you used to come with us I miss Mike just stopping by cousin dada misses it more then anything.  I am so mad at you!! your killing us we need that positive happy person that always said dont worry about anything.  Remember when you and cousin dada surprised me with my cadillac STS you guys went shopping for and you made sure he got it for me you were more excited then I was you are the only one that new and understood Ray and I Im gonna miss you thanking me over and over until i yell at you and ask you to stop! I have alot to talk about its just not that easy. I am worried about Ray Mike talk to him for me like how u used to you know how much I love him its killing me to see him like this pay him a vist let him know you will always be with him. Love you Mike I will come visit you once I get strong enough to right now I cant. We love and miss you very Much!!!!!!!

Michael,

I dont know where to start we mis you so much selena asks about you everyday, mommy is Mike coming to get the bike today where is Mike mommy I told her Mike moved by the angels she said why did he move there why didnt he move with us but for what mommy why is he by the angels i told her you where happy there and she said ok but she does not understand why daddy and mommy are so sad she said mommy he moved to a new house like us deep down i feel like she knows and she misses so much we all do poor Ray is lost without his brother. Remeber you came and meet us at the new house on August 14 Vanessas Birthday Selena wanted to know if you were coming to chuckie cheese with us lol you looked around the house and gave us the ok to sign our papers and told me the house was chillin and you walked around and told ray and i what you were gonna fix and how we where gonna move everything and make everything fit. you called that day and wanted to come pick no.2s brain. Mike what are we going to do without you my god Mike we are so lost Ray is in a different world and everything we try to do he gets mad and says we have to do it like this cause this is how mike would do it it has to be perfect, the other day him and ivan changed all the light switches and plugs in the house they turned all the power off i laughed and said mike would never turn the power off lol. I really dont know what to say im just typing i miss you mike who is going to help me pick ray now who is going to turn the hot water off on ray when he is taking a shower no.2 doesnt have anyon else mike everyone always helps ray pick on me but you and i were a team, who is ray going to call when he is at home depot and needs to know what he needs for certain things. Im sorry I am not prepared for this i still cant believe this has happend im still waiting for someone to wake me up from this bad dream. ray and i sit around and talk about all of our crazy times together and laugh and cry we ask why everyday  there is so much i want to say but i dont know how.  I am going to go now i just dont know what to say but we miss youandlove you so much there will never be another mikey you will never be forgotten.

Amy Sagmani

Gnight My Guardian,  I'm Soo tired.  And All this B.S. out here! Please make it stop before theres more drama! Love You Mikey, Missin you Bro!!! I'm Gonna Pray now and Knock out. I'll Be at the shop when i close Ma Guardian!!!

I never thought I would be putting these words together…never thought I would ever have to see my friends the way I have in the last couple of weeks, never thought I would have to deal with a greater loss than my father. L But just like you always used to say “never say never”. I still don’t know where to start, I’m sitting here trying to put thoughts together…I CANT!! I wasn’t prepared for this. And even if I begin to start, im afraid I won’t finish, you know how much I like to talk. LOL But I will say this…THANK YOU!

Thank you for being there all the times I needed to cry, laugh, yell, scream, & talk to someone. Thank you for all knowledge you have given to take with me about this so called thing... “LIFE” Thank you for bailing me out that day my car got impounded, LOL (remember you picked me up in Pete’s car and there was not a so good surprise in it? LOL) Thank you waking me up early in the morning’s cuz you needed someone to talk to! "Aehchee" Thank you for always believing in me when I didn’t in myself & having confidence in me when I felt the whole world was against me. Thank you for standing up for me on more than one occasion. Thank you for letting me be there for you at your lowest lows, and letting me give you advise when you needed it. Thank you for always knowing you can count on me no matter what. Thank you for opening up to me, and showing me what type of person you are deep down inside. Thank you for giving me hope on the future that things will get better even though I used to think otherwise. Thank you for always being in a good mood & trying to make me laugh when I was having shitty day. Thank you for all visits @ LA Insurance when you and I were both bored, the minutes you used to run up on my phone bill, all from the hours of discussions we would have. Thank you for all the times you have yelled @ me for doing stupid things because you always wanted the best for me, even though I would give you shit right back! LOL then call me like nothing just happened! LOL Thank you for talking me out of doing stupid and unnecessary things…(There were so many! LOL) Thank you for all the memories you have given me, for letting me share & be there, for the laughs, the cries, the good times, the bad times, the friends, the fights, the fun nights, the discussions, the debates, the music, the cds, the movies, the Arabic songs, the translating, the nickname “RE”…. UUFfffff Who’s going to call me that now?

Thank you for being there with me & all of your loved ones @ a time like this. Thank you for being there with me all night long watching me work on your posters & giving me the strength knowing how bad it was kiling me to do it, but I have never let you down, and I wasnt gonna start now. Down to the very last piece, I knew you were there…Thank you for all the little reminders that you surround me with to let me know that your there!! Thank you for letting me put such hurtful & sorrowful words in such a beautiful manner towards you…your life!!!

Thank you in advance for being and angel above all of us. Thank you watching & guiding us thru. Thank you for being with me in spirit, Thank you for making me that much stronger as a person to be able to deal with a greater loss. So basically…THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU!! All those thank you’s are Mike just being Mikey. I am so thankful & will be eternally grateful to have had someone like you have such a great impact on my life. So at times like this, I can be that much more thankful for everything around me. I cannot thank you enough Mike, I could go on forever but instead I will let the rest live in a piece of my heart forever.

I will always remember your beautiful smiling face. I miss you more than you know & love you forever! & its not goodbye, its I’ll see ya later buddy!!

Michael, Mikey, Karchy and Charcoal-these were the so many nicknames you were given. Michael where does one start with all the memories you have left us all with and the so many lives you have touched. I myself start back 16 years ago where we were brought up together in Southfield. It seems just like yesterday where we had the streets all to ourselves playing hockey, riding our bikes and then you and Brian giving us rides on your mo-pads! We still remained friends years later when our families moved to West Bloomfield and we hit our teens and those days will never be forgotten! Michael you were a best friend not only to Brian but to me also which I thought was so beautiful. I will never forget how I would always go dial your number and it would always be disconnected and you would call everyone to tell them your new number(everyone knew that habit of yours).  In the winter months we would tag along in your pickup truck while you plowed the streets of West Bloomfield, wherever we were when it involved you it was a good time because you were always so hyper and put on that so amazing smile of yours! There wasn't a time in the world where you didn’t stop EVERYTHING or ANYTHING you were doing to help another individual out, and that’s the man we are all going to remember and miss so very much.  I remember when I met Jeff I was even that much happier knowing he was your first cousin, and so honored to have you be a part of our wedding. As I always attempt to put on my wedding tape I stop myself and come to tears because as much as I want to see you again, I am so heartbroken that you are really gone. My mom feels as if she has lost a son like her own(brians brother).  Brian is so lost without you but I know deep down in my heart you are his angel and will never leave him (just like I use to always tell you "your brians realest friend"). Michael you have such an amazing family. When I see your sisters, I think of three beautiful, respectful and loving girls. I hate seeing them like this but I love going to visit them.  When I see your mom I just want to keep hugging her and comforting her with stories of you. Michael was such a special person and it's very difficult to come to terms with the fact that he died suddenly, but now we have him as our so very SPECIAL angel. 

                                   Love you Mike,

                              your "lil sis" Angela Karmo-Zeer

Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.

I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glint on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.

When you wake in the morning hush,
I am the swift, uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft starlight at night.

Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there, I do not sleep.
(Do not stand at my grave and cry.
I am not there, I did not die!)

You’ve just walked on ahead of me

And I’ve got to understand

You must release the ones you love

And let go of their hand.

I try and cope the best I can

But I’m missing you so much

If I could only see you

And once more feel your touch.

Yes, you’ve just walked on ahead of me

Don’t worry I’ll be fine

But now and then I swear I feel

Your hand slip into mine.

You’ve just walked on ahead of me

And I’ve got to understand

You must release the ones you love

And let go of their hand.

I try and cope the best I can

But I’m missing you so much

If I could only see you

And once more feel your touch.

Yes, you’ve just walked on ahead of me

Don’t worry I’ll be fine

But now and then I swear I feel

Your hand slip into mine.

I am sitting here while the kids nap and just thinking and crying. I can only do this when I am alone or the kids get so confused and scared. I know if you were here you wouldn’t want them scared. I love you so much and at the same time I am so mad at you and I can’t even yell at you. Izzy goes around saying “Stupid Ass” and I think about how you taught her that and how she continually repeats it. She brings a smile to my face when she says it and I don’t even yell at her about it anymore. How do I tell her she will never see Uncle Michael again when I can’t even believe it myself? You will never call or visit her again. How do I tell Gabby her godfather is not here with us anymore? It was only a few weeks ago we were baptizing her and you calmed her down when she cried. You rocked her to sleep and kept her calm through the entire mass. 

I'm Still Here

Friend, please don't mourn for me
I'm still here, though you don't see.
I'm right by your side each night and day
And within your heart I long to stay.
 

My body is gone but I'm always near.
I'm everything you feel, see or hear.
My spirit is free, but I'll never depart
As long as you keep me alive in your heart.
 

I'll never wander out of your sight-
I'm the brightest star on a summer night.
I'll never be beyond your reach-
I'm the warm moist sand when you're at the beach.
 

I'm the colourful leaves when Autumn's around
And the pure white snow that blankets the ground.
I'm the beautiful flowers of which you're so fond,
The clear cool water in a quiet pond.
 

I'm the first bright blossom you'll see in the spring,
The first warm raindrop that April will bring.
I'm the first ray of light when the sun starts to shine,
And you'll see that the face in the moon is mine.
 

When you start thinking there's no one to love you,
You can talk to me through the Lord above you.
I'll whisper my answer through the leaves on the trees,
And you'll feel my presence in the soft summer breeze.
 

I'm the hot salty tears that flow when you weep
And the beautiful dreams that come while you sleep.
I'm the smile you see on a baby's face.
Just look for me, friend, I'm every place

Love u All Always

      Thank You to all for your Condolences, Love, And Your Support for my Brother Michael Karcho especially to all his loved ones outside of My Family! The Tragedy has my affected my Family, in a way that I can’t put into words! Mike and I had dreams to be very successful in the construction business. Mike and I worked hours, if not days working together u can say it was our first project together at his parent’s house.  Where are you?  remember we broke the whole house down. Talk about the house, My Brother was the most talented, Unique person i have ever met without a Doubt.  more than anyone I know.  His parents house came out like a professional, he was A natural at anything he did, whatever he put his mind to, he'd Accomplish.. Mike will greatly be missed but never forgotten.  He’s our angel watching over us now, I know  your beautiful and perfectly fine.  We will be here waiting and taking care of each other just the way you wanted it to be until we meet again. we miss you and love you.   GOD BLESS YOU,  AMEN!

Absoulutely, Breathtakingly, Beutiful Memorial Monica! I love all of  you! Joanna, Jessica, Auntie lameea, Uncle Yousif, Uncle Mike, Lucas and My Little Brother Joseph God Bless! You're pain is my pain, The only Good thing that I know is that Our Angel Is going to watch and protect us from Evil (Evil People). Mike will Evade us From That. Our Angel will watch over us... until we leave this place called Earth! and He will always remain in my Heart until God comes knocking to take /Re-unite us with Mike so he can greet us at the Heaveanly Gates! Rest In Peace My Brother, Forever! For Mikey always had the Power of The Kingdom, and The Glory, But Forever Now! Amen...i Know all of us are Going Through A lot, And your Hearts are so Genuine, Pure, and Strong, But Heavy! I know Everything Is Gonna Work Out. Once Again I Love The Whole Family...! I Miss (My/Our) Michael, see u when I see you Habibi, He always Put himself second and even now more than ever, He will Heal our Hearts and Work his Holy Spirit For all His Family and Loved ones!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yo boyy !!  i aint gona ask u wus good cause i know u good my baby !!!  u better then all of us. u got wings and i know they are widely spread for all of us my baby!  words cant explain how much love you mike im ballin typn this tears all over the keyboard its sooo hard to talk to you like this but it also soothes my soul !! if u see or hear me these days u would probly think i was a chick my dude lol  all i say is i love him i wana touch him i wana kiss him i dont care wut who or what my nigga i die for u and i cry for u every day that goes by and i listen to the track from the funeral home every day ill be honest sometime i just cant take it i have no one to turn to or talk to  or anyone that understand me like u did. so i just sit back and talk ur dumb ass and cuss u out for a couple minutes laugh for a couple minutes cry for a few and i go with my day. but let me tell u this my nigga there isnt a minute of the hour that i dont think of you or say ur name accidently but i love it i love that i shed these  tears for u cause ur worth ever tear that come out me and they will never finish. btw i havnt had a chance to swingby the sto and help unc out or send pops dukes to the crib , as u know im still havin them car problems and once i get right im there u better beilive it ill also make sure luke is swell and sweet like u always wanted and every oneelse in the fam i try to reach out to monica and everyone else that i know u loved soo dearly and will do what is ever asked of me , ima stop now boy cause i cant take it anymre i canyeven see the screen anymorw but  i love u i klove i love u love i cant cry emough my love  ill be back later to chat with u   you besta believe it my baby !!!!!!!!!!!! brb