May 12, 2015
May 12, 2015
Mike, it's been 11 months since i've seen your face talked to my love.my heart has not been the same. People say i should be over it how? 46 yrs of my life knowing you i smell your hands from time to time. i want someone to wake me up from this nightmare. Out of the grandkids Colton and Iziaha talk about you the most. Listening to these songs by Sam Smith really tear at my heart. I've loved you since we laid eyes on each other at John G. in 1968 who knew that we would never be able to say we made it 59 yrs of knowing each other. I've been staying at Michele's to get me out of the house. I know you can't read this but my love you were my very first love and you will be my last so I will always wait for you to come to me in my dreams. I wish i was with you so much my prayer is that one day we will walk down the streets of gold and we can talk with our wonderful Jesus and give him praise. I will think of you this day i don't know what to do on the 12th of June My love my heart. I have to wonder what I could have done to keep you with me at least a little longer.