August 5, 2021
August 5, 2021
Hello, Panky! first things first- HAPPY 68th BIRTHDAY! I want us to go to dinner to celebrate!
One year has passed since I've visited this page to document my feelings. Not quite sure why it took me so long, but needless to say, in my heart, there you have been, every second of every day of this past year. And, wow, what a year it has been! The world-wide pandemic still rages on, world-wide civil unrest persists, and to top it off, REAL government tyranny has taken hold, with no relief in sight. Only getting worse by the day.
BUT, as we Christians know, from the mouth of our all mighty God, His word, the Bible, these happenings all prophesied, coming to pass before our very eyes! Horrifying for the unbeliever, but joyfully magnificent for Christ's followers! AMEN.
On a different note, Snoopy turns 12 this month. He's slowing down some. I've been retired 13 months now and we both have adapted to our new lifestyle quite nicely, to say the least. I actually can't think of a descriptive enough word to describe it, even awesome isn't good enough. Only one (major) thing missing, that's right - YOU! I drive around every evening, but sadly, there's no where to go. Seems like I'm just biding my time, patiently awaiting our Lord to show me the way to my next "season". He's given me a glimpse into it, but has not finalized anything yet. I'm strongly praying for discernment though, so I'm sure not to miss his clues, as I have a strong feeling the time is near for him to close one door and open the next. You'll be the first to hear all about it.
Well, I don't see much of Chelle, still, but I sure do miss her. I wish she can retire soon, she's aiming for a year from now, next Sept. It would be great if she would want to spend time with me, I hope she'll want to.
Charity has a baby boy, Myles, not quite 16 months old, cute as a bug, and she's planning her wedding! Isn't that great news?! As far as I know, things are the same with Trin, Sis, Andy, Justin and Ty.
Mom's doing well, all things considered. I see she wrote to you yesterday, your actual birthday. I sense it was hard for her, by the things she's written on these pages through the years. I never noticed it until this time though. I guess the Lord has intentionally softened my heart about the way I've viewed our (hers and mine) differences in the past. Perhaps in preparation of my next season, I suspect.
Oh my dear Brother, I'm bursting into tears right now, will you hug me? I need you now, during this time of transition. It's somewhat uncertain and difficult to cope with. As much as I appreciate my circumstances, I feel very alone at times and long for a meaningful conversation. You know, like we used to have.
Not to change the subject Brother, but.... whew hew! Man o man, SNOOPY!! He tootered! Holy cow! Ok, that really woke me up! Got me down off my soap box, I guess! Tee hee! On top of that, he's down here on the floor sleeping at my feet, and having a really wild dream, barking up a storm and his little paws are going 90 miles an hour. I got it on film. Sooo cute. He just got a short haircut to finish off this long hot yucky summer. I'll be so glad when winter and the holidays arrive.
Well, Pank, I guess I'll say goodbye for now. Thanks for listening, I really felt your presence. It was so nice to come here again, after waiting so long. Almost feels like we did have that birthday dinner together, doesn't it?!!
Can't say enough how much you're loved and missed. It goes without saying.
Rest peacefully my Brother, in the presence of our Lord.
With all the love in the whole wide world, your little sis, Cherre.
(Snoopy just woke up, he must have realized we're done!) LUV U!!
One year has passed since I've visited this page to document my feelings. Not quite sure why it took me so long, but needless to say, in my heart, there you have been, every second of every day of this past year. And, wow, what a year it has been! The world-wide pandemic still rages on, world-wide civil unrest persists, and to top it off, REAL government tyranny has taken hold, with no relief in sight. Only getting worse by the day.
BUT, as we Christians know, from the mouth of our all mighty God, His word, the Bible, these happenings all prophesied, coming to pass before our very eyes! Horrifying for the unbeliever, but joyfully magnificent for Christ's followers! AMEN.
On a different note, Snoopy turns 12 this month. He's slowing down some. I've been retired 13 months now and we both have adapted to our new lifestyle quite nicely, to say the least. I actually can't think of a descriptive enough word to describe it, even awesome isn't good enough. Only one (major) thing missing, that's right - YOU! I drive around every evening, but sadly, there's no where to go. Seems like I'm just biding my time, patiently awaiting our Lord to show me the way to my next "season". He's given me a glimpse into it, but has not finalized anything yet. I'm strongly praying for discernment though, so I'm sure not to miss his clues, as I have a strong feeling the time is near for him to close one door and open the next. You'll be the first to hear all about it.
Well, I don't see much of Chelle, still, but I sure do miss her. I wish she can retire soon, she's aiming for a year from now, next Sept. It would be great if she would want to spend time with me, I hope she'll want to.
Charity has a baby boy, Myles, not quite 16 months old, cute as a bug, and she's planning her wedding! Isn't that great news?! As far as I know, things are the same with Trin, Sis, Andy, Justin and Ty.
Mom's doing well, all things considered. I see she wrote to you yesterday, your actual birthday. I sense it was hard for her, by the things she's written on these pages through the years. I never noticed it until this time though. I guess the Lord has intentionally softened my heart about the way I've viewed our (hers and mine) differences in the past. Perhaps in preparation of my next season, I suspect.
Oh my dear Brother, I'm bursting into tears right now, will you hug me? I need you now, during this time of transition. It's somewhat uncertain and difficult to cope with. As much as I appreciate my circumstances, I feel very alone at times and long for a meaningful conversation. You know, like we used to have.
Not to change the subject Brother, but.... whew hew! Man o man, SNOOPY!! He tootered! Holy cow! Ok, that really woke me up! Got me down off my soap box, I guess! Tee hee! On top of that, he's down here on the floor sleeping at my feet, and having a really wild dream, barking up a storm and his little paws are going 90 miles an hour. I got it on film. Sooo cute. He just got a short haircut to finish off this long hot yucky summer. I'll be so glad when winter and the holidays arrive.
Well, Pank, I guess I'll say goodbye for now. Thanks for listening, I really felt your presence. It was so nice to come here again, after waiting so long. Almost feels like we did have that birthday dinner together, doesn't it?!!
Can't say enough how much you're loved and missed. It goes without saying.
Rest peacefully my Brother, in the presence of our Lord.
With all the love in the whole wide world, your little sis, Cherre.
(Snoopy just woke up, he must have realized we're done!) LUV U!!