Happy birthday my handsome son Michael I miss and love you with all my heart till I am with you again my heart break's everyday love mother

Merry Christmas and happy new year my son I miss and love you very much I am waiting to join you in heaven it haven't gotten any easier for me here but I know you can see that you and your brother were my world be waiting at the heavenly gate for me love mother

Happy 48 birthday to you my handsome son and happy Halloween I miss and love you with all my heart I will be with you soon and we can celebrate all we missed together I know my life went with you the day God took you I don't know how to live anymore but I know God took all your pain away and gave you a beautiful life up there I will celebrate you today and I know you will have a party in heaven with your brothers and all our family I love you mother

Well my son haven't been on in awhile it is six years you have been gone and my heart is still breaking I miss and love you so much I dream about you all the time and they are so real sometimes they wake me up hope you and Jerry and your dad are all together up there and happy you have a lot of family with you now and I now your not lonely I miss you more than words could say I will always honor your life and post your pictures of you and Jerry you will always be remembered love you with all my heart your mother

Well hello my son it's been awhile since I wrote to you I hope you had a great Christmas in Heaven.I guess you have your little buddy with you by now it was very sad to here that news but I know you will take good care of him everyone is doing the best they can please watch over stephanie.i love and miss you with all my heart we are doing better but life is not the same without you just wanted to say hello I think of you every day.i see to stars in the sky every night I talk to them I feel it's you and jerry looking over me and francie.she missies you very much.well going to bed just wanted you to know I will start writing again so for now good night and I love and miss you so much love mother xoxoxo

We'll my son my heart is still filled with pain .it is two years today I think of you everyday I talk to you when I sit out side and look up at the sky I know you and jerry can here me I miss and love you so much I will start to write again to you and ur brother just needed time to let myself heal a little drs.orders.love mother

I miss and love you everyday love motherxoxoxo

Hello my son its been awhile since I wrote to you we miss and love you wish you hadn't left me.we are trying to go on but its very hard for me because I just don't know what I am supposed to do with my life.I always had you in it and you kept it going all the time.I just feel lost guess its because when something was in your life it was in mine.now its a blank.just memories thank you for them.well gotta go just wanted to say I love and miss everything about you.love mother

Stopping in to say I miss and love you wrote a little story on you and jerry well all that I could remember on those years gives your family something to read when there thinking about you it helps me I guess or I just lost my mind next chapter will be different well gotta go for now love mother

My son Michael just want to say happy new year and I miss and love you I am very lonely without you in my life. I sometimes feel I just want to be there with you hopefully I will join you soon hope you bring in the new year with a bang love you with all my heart love motherxoxoxo

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I love u babe always and forever

My loving husband. Merry Christmas we miss u so much. As u know the kids and grand babies were all here and it was crazy as always. We put ur ornament on the tree and shared our memories of u and the videos of our last Christmas. We know u were here because we all felt ur presence and the light flicked n our video. We love u and have pics of u everywhere and the babies Speak of u daily so I didn't get u but I got memories and I know I'll have u again. I love u always and I ask my dad and Vince to show u a good Christmas and let u know I miss u and love u always and tell Jerry I sure miss his deer meat. I know ur ok u have a lot of family there but just know this ones missing u like crazy and we love u. Ur always n my heart and sound my neck. Love u babe

Merry Christmxas my son I know heaven was beautiful this morning please kiss and hug Donavon /Mathew/Joshua and and my mom and dad and all my family for me I put chairs for you and jerry and Edward. hope you enjoyed watching everyone this morning I know you were here I felt you with me I miss and love you very much at times like this hope you got to see all your grandkids open there gifts I am sure you did cause you can see everything.well I got to get my coffee and will write later love and miss you merry Christmas to all my sons and grandchildren love mother.

Hello my son its Christmas eve and I am missing you terribly.wish you were here with me just thought I would say hello and tell you I love you.we are just sitting around waiting for Santa to come I ask him to bring you home but of course we know that gift won't get delivered.I know you are with me all the time we all miss you so much and love you I will write again tomorrow there will be a chair put by the tree for you so you can be with us in the morning gotta go for now love your mother.

Just want to say hello my son. Just wrote a chapter of you're life 3_5 years old hope you like it still having a hard time excepting that you are no longer with .me and with Christmas coming its very hard.l love and miss you so much it hurts my heart just knowing you will never come home you always came back home n.o matter where you were.but at lease I know you are safe with god and your brothers well I just want to say I miss and love you and will write again soon gotta go for now love mother

Its late my son couldn't sleep just want to ask you to tell god to help little Donna she's trying to have a baby but needed a little help from doctors.please watch over your sisters for me I love and miss you gonna go for now write in a few days love mother

Well my son happy thanksgiving to you in heaven.guess you got uncle junior and Crissy mom by now god is really taken atoll on our family sure hope he is done can't do this anymore I love and miss you so much my heart hurts so bad but I just wanted to say have a good Thanksgiving with all your family in heaven wish you were here with us god really needs ..your help now so gotta go for now love and miss you terribly lonely mother.xoxoxoxoxo

My dear son Michael you are loved and missed so much I just wanted to tell you that.it hasent gotten any easier for me but writing here helps started to write stories hope you read them about your life growing up could be a best seller lol.just wanted to let you know.I talk to you everyday but you know that.another holiday coming so hard without u here luv motherxoxoxo...

Well my son its me again been doing a lot of letters to you and jerry hope your getting to read them because I keep losing them lol I wrote the first story on you and jerry when yous were born.that's a start like keeping a journal. The twins.could be a best seller when I am done loli just wanted to tell you I love and miss you I am doing better I guess this helps me writing love mother xo

My dear son you are43today hope you got that party ready will be waiting for the heavens to rock will be celebrating you Hera wish I was there with you and jerry I miss and love you terribly sending balloons blast the skies tonight will be watching so happy birthday and party down with family and friends there I know they are all with your love and miss you mother.

Hello son just want to say this has been a hard month for me been going through a lot of pictures doing a lot of crying I guess that's good to let it out.need to pull myself together but you know what I am going through cause you are here with me.7more days you will have heaven rocking and rolling43rd birthday well just wanted to say you are loved and missed everyday luv mother

My loving husband. I miss u so very much. My heart is broke and I don't think I'll ever get over it. We had our ups and downs but u were my baby and my life. I wanted so much to spend our life n love and we shared so much together. Even apart u made sure I knew how much u loved me and the kids. We miss u baby and I'm so empty without u. I love u just know that and I will see u again

Good morning my son just want to say I miss and love you very much you know that now that we can share stories I am going to start writing some about you funny and some crazy ones wouldn't be about Michael without those ones lol hope you won't mind family and friends can share stories to kiss jerry ,josh,and Edward for me I know they are. With you be back with some stories love mother

Dear Michael, I miss you so much. You would have loved being here in Florida with us. I thought you were so excited to go but then something went horribly wrong. I will never understand what happen but do know I love and miss you everyday. Love always your sister ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Here I am again talking to you in heaven.your sister found us another way to chat I want you to know I love and miss you terribly. Just wanted to say good night for now.but will talk again tomorrow will have to share some stories for every one to read.love mother