Everyone has something they have to overcome, right? My main thing I need to overcome is loosing you. You were my rock, my best friend, my everything. When I got that phone call, that is the worst phone call I have got a day in my life. That is a phone call that would change anyone's life, the call that changed my life forever. Those ten words my sister said too me, Harlee get to the hospital, there something wrong with mama. In that moment, my heart skipped a thousand beats it felt like. I felt like I couldn't breathe. You were three and a half hours away from me, and I knew I wouldn't make it there in time--- I didn't.
That is the worst thing in my life to think about is that I wasn't even there in time to tell you good bye and I love you.. There are so many things I wish I could have told you that day, and I didn't get the chance. I know you can hear me, and I really hope you forgive me for the things that happened between us.. I cannot forget the way things went down, I let that get too me all the time. You meant so much too me and I never showed that too you. I should have done a lot of things differently, I should have told you I loved you every chance I got, showed you how much I appreciated you every second I got, told you; you are the best mother in the world, you always have been. There is no woman in the world that compares to you.. I love you so much and oh how I miss you.. Ill See You When I See You .. ♥