Today is officially 5 yrs today. Thinking about you so much, my head hurts. Tears won't stop. My heart is pain to the point I'm numb. I miss hearing your voice in the morning saying "Mom can you fix me something to take to lunch pleasssssse" or Mom what you cooking? I'm hungry." or when I was stressing or crying or just having a bad day you'd say " It's gonna be ok mom. I got you." Just just a big hug and say I love you mom." I watch videos just to hear your voice again. Some say I be torching myself doing that. That I need to let you go to be at peace. Naw dude. I'm remembering you and keeping you memory alive. I can never let go and never will. We will see each other again. I love you mijo forever. RIP MIGUEL ANGEL (AKA) Flaco Malos We all miss you more than words can say.

This guy was a one of a kind and I know he is flying high his mother is one of my friends and this day and time that's hard to find I love them all and am so thankful I had a chance to be in there lives fly high baby boy

Ima miss you bro but hopefully you watchin over us all

Happy 23rd birthday mijo. God I miss you so much. Can't believe 23 you would have been. Just wish you could be here to celebrate it. So many things taken from me when your life was cut short. I long to see you again and to hear your voice. There's some much that I didn't get the chance to say. I will be with you again son and I hope your there to show me around. I got to go mijo. I miss and love you forever and always.
                                 RIP Miguel
                                 Love Mom

Been gettin good bro. Just tryna keep it one day at a time. Might have a lil jit otw soon too . I gotta get another bullet but gotta get up w Tia DonDon . Ayy foo yhu gotta check in on her . Love my guy

Rest In Peace Miguel! We miss you until we meet again love ya!

I’m sorry brother. I’ve let yhu down time and time again seem like all I wanted you to do was stay out of trouble and soon as yhu left....man ik yhu been there a couple of times I’ve thought I seen yhu in the backseat of my car when I was on the road late nights by my lonesome. Bro just forgive me for not checkin in w Tia . I hate goin to the land because she always cries when I come around . I stay out of everyone’s way now, I don’t even talk to family. Bro tell God I am sorry and please help. I’m tired of goin thru the motions. I want yhu and God to be happy . I juz wish I had a bad wreck and one day ima wake up out of a coma to see all of yhu there. My soul is strong but weighing heavy and my body strong but not strong enough tell God I want him to let me just talk to ya asum . I prayed this wouldn’t be the thing. I dunno how to feel all ts really crazy I feel numb . I miss yhu bro PMLⓂ️

I'm sharing this here for my daughter Brianna. She wrote this on facebook a few days ago.  
 "Wow does time fly God only knows why.
Still so unreal been thinking about you every day. And I know your anniversary is next week but it’s sitting really heavily on my heart right now .
I miss you so much and I know you’re in a better place and I know you don’t want to see me crying but it’s so hard not to .
I’m counting down the days to see you again ! I’m trying my very best to keep it together right now I’ve been fine or trying to be !
I’ve been trying to grow up and I’ve been trying to mature in every aspect of my life you’d be so proud I know you’d be really proud of how far I’ve come !!
I love you with my whole heart and I miss you I miss you so very much it’s freakin unbelievable so many things I didn’t get to do with you so many things I didn’t get to see you become 
To you my handsome baby brother I’ll see you again soon just hold on a bit longer I’ll see you soon ❤️  Flaco Malos"

Not one day has went by that I haven’t thought about yhu bro. I sometimes catch myself trying to get to Memphis on the weekends to check on yhu but I remember yhu gone all over again that’s how ik yhu gotta be walkin w me. . I dropped tears on this times are hard I just wish God would’ve answered my prayers when yhu was in the hospital. I miss yhu and hope to see yhu if I get to heaven PLenty Much Love Miggy. Sorry I couldn’t be there .

I could write an entire book on how much I miss you, but I think you already know. I love you so much little brother. Life isnt the same without you..

My sweet nephew Tìa misses you so much. I remember the last valentine's day you had with us you and loca was having an argument and you didnt have the money to get her anything for valentine's so I took and gave you some of the long stem rwd rose that my friend from Vegas sent me to give to her she was so happy when you gave them to her. I will never forget you my sweet Miggy. GONE BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN!!!!! I LOVE YOU MIGUEL AND I KNOW HOW MUCH THE LOSS OF YOU BROKE YOUR MAMA'S HEART AND SPIRIT. Donna hes in God's hands now and happy and no pain or sorrow just keep that in mind and in your heart when you begin to grieve and wont to give up on life just remember he is always with you.

Bro words can't Express how much I love and miss you I wish that you were still here it seems just like yesterday that you were still here I think about you and miss you more and more every day if I could go back in time and have the chance to talk to you again I would tell you how much I love you and miss you for the bottom of my heart I wish you were still here fly high lil brother I love you till the end of time and miss you

Miguel was born on the 8th of October 1997 in Memphis, TN. He was a miracle baby. Had complications when he came into the world but was a fighter. Weighing 3lbs and 13oz born at 28wks. He was ready to come and make a difference in everyone's life. He was a child that never gave up and always had a smile on his face. Always into something and picking on his siblings. He had a few rough spots growing up and was in the process of changing all that and growing into a young man that would have been a great man of success. He had a big heart and loved his family with every inch of his soul and being. Now all I can do is wonder what it could have been. We will never get to see him become that man, or a father, or a husband. It was all stole from us. It's not fair nor is it right. I will forever love and miss you son. Still can't believe that it's 3 yrs in about a week from now. It doesn't get easier to me. It's so unbelievable that your gone. I still catch myself waiting for you to call or just pop up. I want to hear your voice one more time, to hug you or just to see you. Wanting these things are impossible to get. But now all I can do is wait til I go where you are now. I love you son.
                                Love Mom

Hey mijo. Well it's been a year you've been gone. I miss you the same as the day you left. I'm dying inside and the pain is even more deeper than the 1st. I wsh I could take your spot til this day and i know its possible. But i do hope every day that passes will be my turn so i can hold you again. I miss you so much and i love you morw than you'll ever know. Happy 1 yr heavnenly anniversary.. miss you soooo much.

Just wanna say Rest easy Miguel, I remember the days you used to always walk with me from Kingsbury to my moms school and ig that's how I'll always remember you. You were a very kind hearted person I know i wasn't really around when you were "flaco" so I never did call you that. I hope You Keep watching over your family and your fiance because they need you more than ever... I know I'm late but it's because I couldn't believe you were really gone.. sorry. r.i.h.

You were the Best n sweetest man i ever fell in love with..i have no words daddy i really dont all i have are pictures and memories some of the sweetest memories in my life..i will for always love you for showing me i was worth it all knowing i wont hear you call me babe ever again kills me inside no one will ever love me like you did and i know it thats the sadest part amor...all i know is that you reserving me n mom a spot

I love you Carnal and can't nothing change how happy you made me every single time we kicked it I would always leave the house just to kick it with you g and every single night g you would always tell me take care g be safe ! I remember every thing you've done for me g and trust me g in always be thankful for everything you've done for me ! Your my carnal my brother my right hand man g you was always down my nigga and you knew wassup with me as well g your always in my heart carnal ! You'll always be remembered g your name will stand tall and strong forever g !

You are gone but never forgotten homie! May you be with your family watching over them. Fly high beautiful angel! Until we meet again we love you. R.I.P Miguel!

Miguelito, mi carnalito. There is so much I wish I could say to you but knowing that I won't get to see you face to face while I say it is what breaks me the most! You were my best friend, the only one who understood me when it came to pain. Now that your gone I don't know who I will talk to. It breaks my heart to know that I never got to say how much I love you or to be able to hug you one last time! You were supposed to walk me down the isle because only you knew how much pain I felt when it came down to not knowing who my father was. But guess what, I know it was you who gave me the courage to start my search for him. Only you know who my father is now, and now I will look to you for guidance in finding my dad. You will always be my angel in the sky and I will continue to keep your memory alive and help my kids remember who you were and are! Te amo papito!

Rest In Peace our new Angel in heaven. Although we never meet....I'm sure after the Resurrect we shall all met again in the hereafter. This our Lord and Savior does promise us. For not a hair will be lost and we will be whole again. Condolences to my beloved family. I'm so sorry for the loss of your loving son. Prayers that soon you will find some comfort and peace.

YOU ARE IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER MIJO. I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND I LONG TO HEAR YOU ONE MORE TIME SAYING "LOVE YOU MOM" WITH A KISS ON THE CHEEK. THE PAIN OF KNOWING THAT YOU NOT HERE IS KILLING MY HEART. I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU MIGUEL.

May you rest in peace, you were gone too soon.