Michael, I love you more than words can say. You are the love of my life and will forever be in my heart. 8 amazing years and so many happy memories. I adored you and loved you unconditionally. You are my rock and I am so lost without you. I miss you and not a second goes by without me thinking about you. I know you want me to be happy not sad but its so hard, I am broken and I honestly don't know how to live a happy life without you. You made me the happiest girl in the world and I know I made you happy too. I'm devastated that we won't get to be in each others arms again. I am so so proud of you as you know, I would tell you every single day. I feel blessed to have had you by my side all these years.Our life together was perfect! We had so many adventures and amazing times together, incredible! Its so unfair, such a tragic, senseless loss, so unjust. I am heartbroken that you won't be coming home. I love you now, always and forever. Always yours, Joanne xxxxxx