Good morning Monica,
Today makes 9 years you left us. I only find comfort of you not being here is that you are resting in God's kingdom ✨️ ❤️ I had lunch with Desi last Sunday(she's ur twin 4 real) She is growing beautifully. Mani & Desi are so smart. Desi has that funny witty personality just like you. I miss you dearly and you will always be in my heart and in my thoughts. Love always,
MOMMY

Dear sweet Monica (daughter) I know yesterday was your born day. I wanted to post a note and also go to the cemetery, but I couldn't muster the energy or strength to drive yesterday!! You also know how uncomfortable I am driving in the rain or snow, lol. I miss you so very much. It is so lonely and cold without hearing your warm soothing voice and words of wisdom, or laughing, joking on the phone. I miss our conversations, I miss visiting you and the girls. Yesterday you would have turned 36!! Wow, how t7me is flying. I love and miss you!!. Oh, right after I posted on Facebook, I got a loving call from Destinee, she is so bright and Beautiful and caring, just like you. She asked how was I feeling cuz it was ur birthday, that really made me feel so good, my heart lit up. She starts school today, Jr. High School and Emani starts High School today. They are growing up so beautifully and fast. Destinee is almost my height, lol. Rest peacefully baby girl, save a spot for Mommy❤️

Happy 36th Birthday Buzzin. Can you believe how time flies? I miss you so much. Your girls are growing so beautiful- I couldn’t believe how big Desi got. When I look at them- I see you when we were young- running and enjoying life. I think about you/us almost everyday. My favorite Leo- no one could ever replace the spot you hold in my life. Have a great day in Heaven- Love you ❤️

Good afternoon my darling Angel Monica, your 35th Birthday is approaching fast. We are doing it in a special way. It's going to be held @ my Pastor's lounge. I hope everyone that you love shows up. Sheena & I are doing a video montage, it will leave people in tears!! I had brunch/lunch with Sheema yesterday, it was very nice. I will always love you!! #4everandadayMonica. Emani & Desi are doing so well in school. Emani was 1 of 3 students to get student of the year award. I'm so proud of the girls. I love and miss them so hopefully Shaqwan brings them to your 35th bday celebration. I invited them!! We will see!! That would be extra special if the girls were there!! So long for now!!

Your Ma

Merry Christmas Eve, MY beautiful Angel. I miss you especially around the Holidays. I'm actually not spending Christmas with the usual suspects (lol). Buji baby girl Ki'Ari looks just like your Grandma Dot ( My Mommy). I am so glad we have these memories to cherish and I can express them here on this website. My uncle George passed today, that was my mommy's younger brother. I never met him, but it's still so sad he's gone. Your other Grandma Dot's anniversary is tomorrow, Christmas day.

Oh boy Monica, I needed a getaway and I went to Punta cana in D.R. it was fabulous. I had a grand time, we had butler service, on call maid service, room service and bar service at the resort we were staying at. I want to go back, hopefully soon. I met a few nice people too, we decided to keep.in touch and get together ever so often and travel places. That's what I wanted to write earlier. I'll be back soon.
Mommy Loves you  ❤

Hey baby girl, I have a lot to write but don't know where to start. You know how much Mommy misses you tho. Oh, Sheena found some pictures of you, NaShawn and I in her storage, you know I didn't have any because of the fire. Well anyways God's plan for my life is progressing forward with a few changes that I didn't expect. I'm going to have to let go some people because they aren't supposed to go to the next level God is preparing me for. I really care about this man of God ridiculously so. I haven't really felt this way about anyone ever. I pray he is my soul mate. I feel so.much joy, peace and love in my heart & soul for over these past 7 months. Something strange has happened to me and I can't explain it really. But it's a really special feeling I hope everyone can experience. I pray for God's grace to sustain me thru the hurt of losing you too soon. But I know God has you, so.i don't worry about you!! Your uncle Jr. Passed. I know you , Mommy, daddy and Nana are all together ❤ I do have more to write but I'll come back on here right before my trip.with my boo, that's something to write about. Until then. Love you Monica 4ver and a day!!
Your Ma

Hey baby girl, we celebrated your bday with a little twist to it this year. We had a reunion with your Dad's side of the family that day also. Your cousins Steve, Myron, Keith, Deacon Leon, and Darcella, and more We had a great time. Also, I met a Man of God who is amazing, funny, gifted, tall, dark, kind, supportive, encouraging and is so positive, and perfect for Me. Guess what, I had no intentions of seeing someone from my Church, but that's what happened. Everybody says they have never seen me so happy, and baby girl I really am. I miss you, but I carry you with me always in my heart. He came to your bday celebration to support me. That really meant a lot to me. He met your snicker doodle and your baby brother. Everybody loves him. So you know he's a good one, a keeper. But, anyways for your 35th bday, God willing, it's going to be grand!!! This year was my 55th and your NaShawn 30th. Well until next time I write, love you my sweet Angel.
Xoxo
Your Ma

Hi baby girl,
I'm back!! Me and your Godmommy were at the cemetery on Sunday after your birthday. We sent a pink & purple balloon attached to the 3's from your bday celebration. We also had Church at the cemetery while Moo-Moo was cleaning around and digging holes for the flowers. I hope you liked them. I hope for your 35th all the people who misses you can help us celebrate big, I want it to be real nice. Doing it up big for you. I love and miss you as always. But I'm comforted knowing Mommy, Daddy, your father and your Grandma Ms. Yvonne are up there with you. Im quite sure you have a lot of conversations with her and Daddy. Im smiling now, just thinking about it. But keep watching over the girls and me and NaShawn. Oh, Guess who I talked to, Vincent and DeAndre.. it was a funny conversation to say the least.. Vincent wants to visit the girls,, aint that something. Ok, until next time. I LOVE YOU 
XOXO
YOUR MA

We celebrated your 33rd birthday yesterday. I catered some food from Footprints, some Shrimp Rasta pasta and Oxtails and dinner rolls. Oh boy, I tell you, the best place that you can go to in Brooklyn to get Caribbean food. You would have loved it. But I know you saw we did. You saw the banner? Your Mommy got that made. I hope you liked it and everything we did. Buji is having another baby, a girl. You would of loved Kumari, he looks like his Uncle Jah,
(your snicker doodle). We love and miss you baby girl. God willing , I will be making moves. So far he is providing a way. I must stay the course and not get distracted and lose focus. More details about that coming up soon. I'm sorry I haven't been on here to write. But I promise I will soon. Til I come here to write. Keep watching over your girls and the rest of your family. Emani & Desi are growing nicely and are do beautiful. Can you believe Mani is going to middle school. Yeah, I know right. 

Love
Ma

Happy 33rd Birthday in Heaven Moni. I was told that you were by my sIde each time I was sick. I wish I could tell you Thank you in person. Please dont ever leave my side & come to visit soon. Missing you Always

Dear Monica,
I went to the cemetery today. I haven't been there in a few years, but since today Mark's the 5th year you have been gone, I went by myself. You know how afraid I used to be to go places by myself, you would be proud of me not getting lost on route to put fresh flowers on your burial place. I did get a little lost in the cemetery trying to find your name placecard and panicked like a little kid, crying and having a anxiety attack. But, I heard a few of our fav Jaheim and Next songs, so I new I was going to be fine by myself. Tiffany, Jamilah and Sheema wrote letter for Family court next month. I'm so grateful and thanful for them doing that. I miss the girls, haven't seen them in almost a year. Its wrong on so many levels, but I know you are watching and you and God are protecting them. I pray we get a just decision from the Judge on December 11th. Love you baby girl, I'm at PT.

Xoxo
Mommy

Heyyy sista sista. 2019 has came in gone. Taylor Nicole is a year older and Riley is only 5mths in the making. You know i miss you so muchhhhhh. 2 lil girls what will i do. I love you!!

Moni... I think about you everyday. Each time our memories make me laugh. We shared so much time together, you are my sister. No one will ever replace the bond that we had. Loving and missing you always

Happy 32nd birthday in Heaven. Did you get your purple birthday balloon today?? I'm watching Ellen waiting for your fav Wendy Williams to come on. I love and miss you. Your b-day Memorial is Saturday, I hope to play some type of games, of guess what Monica did, say, etc??

Hey babygirl, it's the night before Christmas Eve. Hopefully my phone has service on Christmas day. We at Ms. Geneva house for Christmas. I'm going to give Emani & Destinee their gifts tomorrow. I'm gonna tell them some Christmas stories and tell them how much you love this holiday and be excited when the time comes. I miss you Monica and Merry Christmas in Heaven.
XOXO
Ma

4 years ago on November 9th, Monica, you left us in the physical. I carry you in my heart and spirit. I now wear a engraved picture of you on a chain around my neck which hangs down close to my heart. I love and miss you so very much. It still hurts my soul you are gone. I speak of you often with a smile in my heart but sadness in my eyes wanting to cry sometimes. Til I come back this site, so long my dear baby girl.
XOXO
Ma

Monica, You would have been celebrating your 31st birthday today. Happy birthday

Hey Moni, miss you so much. Think about you and the girls everyday it seems. Wish I lived closer to them so I could visit. Thinking of doing a little weekend trip to hang out with them for a day or two. They’re so smart and beautiful, you’d be super proud. Love you always.

Hey my beautiful Angel up above, today is your god-sister's birthday, (Destiny) she would have been 13.It's so hard to believe it's been 10 years. I love you both, tell Destiny happy birthday for me. I told her this morning, but now I want you to deliver my happy birthday message. RIP Destiny Angel Kemp

XOXO
Renee

Hey baby girl, today is your dad's (A.K.A.Stack) 52nd birthday. I know you and him are up there in the kingdom probably spades partners and kicking butt. I love and miss you both. Both of you were my (bestest) friends :-). HAPPY Birthday in Heaven Johnny!!! Continue to RIParadise!! Celebrating you til I join you!!!

XOXO
Renee

On the 3rd anniversary of you going to the Kingdom. I still wonder why you!!!!!!!! I miss you something awful still....... I know I am not supposed to question these things, but I am only human and your mother and thought we had more time to be on earth together, especially after Mani & Desi were born. You were supposed to bury me 1st. IT STILL HURTS LIKE IT JUST HAPPENED, that phone call that made my life, heart and soul hurt like no other hurt can hurt me!!!!! Well, your little Desi is not so little anymore!!! She is just as tall as Mani, Desi is sooooo smart and still has a smart mouth, LOL!!! They both are doing great in school. Oh, yeah, Desi is in Kindergarten, she loves it and you already know Mani loves school, she still does. I hope to see them over the Xmas holidays!!! Mommy loves and misses you soooo very much!!! I will alwaqys celebrate you and your memory will live on in those 2 darling little girls you gave birth to!!!

XOXO
Ma- as you called me :-)

Monica, My Sister and Friend. Your legacy, will live on forever. Our memories I'll cherish those forever. I cant seem to find the words to express this moment, these feelings, these emotions, OMGGGGGG. Sometimes I want just want to turn back the hands of time an revisit every moment we shared, we bonded, we laughed, we cried (lol on those many occasions), back to when we first met, LORD our first argument, on the way from Brooklyn to Dallas...LOL Lord Lord Lord. Girl Every moment was a moment to remember. You know back when Emani was crawling and Desi was merely a thought... And that lead us to few years later when we took those test and found out about Desi, Her Birth. Remembering what it was like on Emani first day of school.......But of course we cant forget the birthday when WE ALL went to Universal Soul Circus for your birthday .....But like I said every moment and memory was one to cherish........I love you Monica, forever and always, Gi-Gi .

Happy 30th in Heaven baby girl. I had so much to say today but am left speechless. I cried this morning and it rained all day. Me and NaShawn went to the bowling alley and played games to celebrate your bday. We love and miss you so very much. It's still so very hard living this life down here without you, but I know you are watching over. You see how big Desi and Mani is getting especially Desi, she is almost the same size as Mani!!! I am trying to remain strong, but it gets hard sometimes. The tears fall and sometimes I get real emotional and in my feelings. But I channel strength and gather my bearings and remember that you wouldn't want me to be sad and crying, so I smile and think of all the good times.

Love you forever

Mommy

Happy 30th Birthday my favorite LEO. I miss you so much words can't describe my feeling of numbness without you. I need your opinion on this motherhood stuff, all things I know you couldn't wait to lecture me on. Lol
Love you

Happy Mother's day in Heaven Monica!!

I Love you and miss you! I spoke to Mani & Desi. They are growing so fast. Desi is about to start Kindergarten in August. I'm going to show them my Facebook post I made for you on Mother's day. Nana's girls are so smart and giddy. I know you are watching over them!! They are just like you when you were their age!!

Until I join you Mommy misses you something terrible. Love you forever and a day!!

Hey baby girl, it's still so, so hard that you are not here. I am still trying to cope with the fact you are not coming back!!! I love you and miss you very much!!! Kiss everyone up there for me!!! Continue to Rest In Heavenly Peace!!!! Mommy is doing what she has to for your 2 lil darlings Mani & Desi. Continue to watch over us, Until I join you!!!

Your Ma

Good morning baby girl

I'm still missing you!! I'm still thinking about you(always). I know you are in heaven watching over. I still can't help it sometimes that I wish you were here. I still have this aching in my heart. I know you don't want me to be sad, it's really hard. I know time supposed to help with healing, but sometimes something sparks a memory or sometimes someone reminds me of you and I know I can't pick up the phone and call you or you call me and I miss that very, very much!!!!!

Mommy misses and loves you!!!
#Monica4everEmaniAndDestineeMommy

Miss u baby girl
Luv u.

Hey Monica
I miss you. I miss our conversations and u calling me mean with my yellow self. I always play back our last conversation in my head. And get sad cause it will always be the last time I heard your voice. But at least we got to laugh one last time together. Your always be the third piece to our puzzle. Continue watching from above. Love you.

Hey Baby girl,

Mani & Desi went to Disney World this morning. They were so excited to tell me last night!! I know they are going to have so much fun. Watch over them while they are there!! I prayed for them to have a safe and fun trip. I told Mani to watch out for Desi and to hold her hand!! I remember you telling me about plans to take them there!!! Well you will be there with them in spirit!!!

Miss and love you forever!!!

Your ma

Moni, we meet in the 2nd grade and were attached at the hip ever since!!! You were more than just a friend to me and we quickly bonded into family and called eachother cousins. We were each others shadows throughout our elementary, middle school and high school days. We would argue at 12 and then at 1 be calling each other back to apologize and hang out. Even when I moved to FLA, that didn't stop our daily longgggg talks. Remember running up your moms phone bill? Lol. Once I moved back, you would come to my house EVERY weekend and I looked forward to your arrival every Friday, ready for our weekend shenanigans!!!! You know more than me than anyone else in my entire life. You were always loyal to me and for that I will always be grateful. I will always and forever miss you and the one of a kind relationship that we shared. Missing you forever & always Buzzin.

Sis I love and miss you it doesn't get easier with you gone but I have to continue to accept that God had plans for you and he doesn't make mistakes. I love you and continue to SIP until we meet again

Monica, my beautiful cousin. I'm so thankful and grateful that I was able to meet you before God called you home. You showed me nothing but love, and I will never forget that. Your laugh, your smile, and your love for other's will forever be missed. Love you and miss you. Give the family a hug for us!

Love you cousin!

Awww sis miss you so much wish I could just pic up the phone and call u just to bother you and here u tell me get off my phone John John lol and tell you about all that is going on in my life right now it's a little crazy but I got it man I miss you lady love you SiP baby Sis tell daddy I said I miss him and love him 2.

Hey big sis, I miss you so much, life without you has been difficult but I'm making it thru, I know you watching me from above & I love you forever.

I Love You Forever Baby Girl!!

Hey Monica,

I spoke with Mani & Desi yesterday via Tango. They are too much. They are such little characters. They were watching Ghost busters and kept trying to fool me and tell me they were seeing Ghosts. They kept telling me to put Moo-Moo on the video chat. They soo love your God mommy. They are growing beautifully. They miss you but they are doing well and are such smart little darlings. Emani is a writer just like you. She is writing a Female super hero story!!! I can't wait for her to finish and read it to us!!!

Love and miss you baby girl!!

Renee

Baby Girl, today is your Grandma's birthday. She would have been 85. Remember when you used to climb on her bed and eat her food when you were little. I remember it like it was yesterday!! She used to call you, her little monkey. I have so many stories to share!!! Miss you both. But am happy you are both in the kingdom together. Going to share your story until I join you baby girl.

Your Ma,

Renee

I love you Forever and a day sister Fly High baby girl