March 23
March 23
Alastair - I often wonder where you are now, are you watching us? I am afraid I have lost my religion these days, I lean more towards Buddhism and their principles. I meditate to attempt to increase my mental strength and develop an inner calm and stability, or I would just die of grief and shame of this world.
I find I can no longer believe in a god who allows such terrible things to happen through the world, Alan woke up from his operation to hear about the appalling loss of life in Israel and even now Hamas are holding their people to ransom. So much hatred and killing in the name of religion. Also so much cruelty to the animals of the world.
So much has happened in the past year, Chris has had a partial knee replacement, Natasha is undergoing numerous medical tests to attempt to isolate what is wrong with her and has to have gold injections into her fingers to keep stiffness and pain at bay. Alan underwent a kidney transplant last October. At his age, he was lucky to get this long and arduous operation done. The kidney wouldn't “wake up” for some time and we were fearing it was a second failure – then slowly it started to function. He still had to have dialysis for quite sometime afterwards, but thankfully for now, that is at an end. He is on enormous amount of medication for the rest of his life, and has constant medical checks. It has taken it out of him though. We really feel for the loss of the person who had to loose their life to enable Alan to continue his.
The county was told that our king Charles third has cancer and then yesterday that the Duchess of Wales also has cancer.
Do you know all of this already I wonder?
I have been looking at photographs of your visits to us in Devon this week, happy memories for us and I know you enjoyed them.
You would have enjoyed seeing Georgia married last year to a wonderful man, sadly his mother has also passed away from cancer.
There is still so much disharmony in the Kendall family - so sad. Do you know the truth of things where ever you are?
Alan and I miss you and you adding extra pages to "Never Without a Tie" and your clever impersonations of people.
With love xx
I find I can no longer believe in a god who allows such terrible things to happen through the world, Alan woke up from his operation to hear about the appalling loss of life in Israel and even now Hamas are holding their people to ransom. So much hatred and killing in the name of religion. Also so much cruelty to the animals of the world.
So much has happened in the past year, Chris has had a partial knee replacement, Natasha is undergoing numerous medical tests to attempt to isolate what is wrong with her and has to have gold injections into her fingers to keep stiffness and pain at bay. Alan underwent a kidney transplant last October. At his age, he was lucky to get this long and arduous operation done. The kidney wouldn't “wake up” for some time and we were fearing it was a second failure – then slowly it started to function. He still had to have dialysis for quite sometime afterwards, but thankfully for now, that is at an end. He is on enormous amount of medication for the rest of his life, and has constant medical checks. It has taken it out of him though. We really feel for the loss of the person who had to loose their life to enable Alan to continue his.
The county was told that our king Charles third has cancer and then yesterday that the Duchess of Wales also has cancer.
Do you know all of this already I wonder?
I have been looking at photographs of your visits to us in Devon this week, happy memories for us and I know you enjoyed them.
You would have enjoyed seeing Georgia married last year to a wonderful man, sadly his mother has also passed away from cancer.
There is still so much disharmony in the Kendall family - so sad. Do you know the truth of things where ever you are?
Alan and I miss you and you adding extra pages to "Never Without a Tie" and your clever impersonations of people.
With love xx