So much to say yet right now words fail me. lots of longing and lots of hurting but most of all missing you always.

Natalie Happy Birthday Time has gone by so quickly yet all we wanted was for it to stand still. So many have also passed on after you and I believe you are all together. Natalie how we wish you were still here, they all say you are in a better place and I too believe this to be true but what is better for us left behind than to fight with you, laugh with you, and love with you. You are missing nothing but us here are missing so much, so much of who you were and the effect you had on our lives. There is nothing much I can say except always loved, always missed and we here have an emptiness that will never go away. We have learned to cry with no tears. Love you for always.

Think of you constantly. There are so many things i can tell you but I guess you already know. Well you will be so proud of your parents. Quaillan has become this beautiful young lady and yes she has been bratty, pain in the ass, back chat and o soooooooooooo lazy everything you went through too but hey so do all children trying to find their independence while still relying on Parents or Grandparents. Well she is almost there. She misses you and always will yet we all do and has been tough for her to grow up without her Mommy but what do you say to her, what can you say. Hang in there girl things will get better. So Natalie the years roll by and one day we will meet again, love you always

38 years ago today I gave birth to a wonderful little baby girl sadly God saw that you had blown into to a person that he needed and took you home to be one of his angels. Never a day goes by that I don't think of you, often a tear will fall as I remember those precious moment we shared they are forever etched in my heart

AAAAAA think of you so much and miss your visits. You have a special place in Andretjies room on his wall. Happy Birthday

You were my person. I didn't need to express all the words for you to know what was going on inside me. We were connected I knew when to phone when something was wrong and I'm so sorry that the one time you needed me to know I was not there. I miss you everyday and still want to share things with you that make me laugh but you not there to share it. I hope you happy and one day we will meet again. It won't be for a long time as I have a lot to do still. I need to be there for our girls when they get married and children of their own. Boom boom love always