Thinking of you today as I have for the last year and 11 months. I miss you so much it hurts my heart. I still find myself waiting for you to come home, wanting to wake up from this nightmare. I love you, Neil, with ever beat of my heart.

A year ago today I lost the love of my life. I love and miss you so much, Neil. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you and wish that I could understand why you had to leave so early in life. I know you are with our Lord in Heaven and I will see you again soon. Until then, know my love, that you are always in my heart.

To my husband. Miss you.