Happy Birthday in heaven! I know in my heart you are there. You believed in Jesus, you said it in your letter. Everyone told me it would get easier, it hasn't! I love and miss you so much! I would give anything to hold you one more time. I do feel you around me a lot lately. And its comforting. Mother's should never have to out live their children. Its too much to bare. Give Grandma and Grandpa and all the puppies, a hug from me. Nicky, I love you so much my son.