Happy Birthday Nick, as memories will always be I live on. I want to know what its like on the other side... I've been trying to feel something other than the numbness of emotions. I'm tired dad.... just like you were. What happened that night? What happened to my mother? Did she die with you? There are so many things I've been wanting to ask you. I wish we had more time alive together. I wish I could have learned from you the truth. Have you visited Harley in her dreams? I want to be apart of her life again, I miss what once was. I'm sad today. I've been sad for a while now. I need help... I've never asked you for anything....so please help me. My relationship with you has always been shallow and distant, but you made me feel like there was light at the end of the tunnel. When I was a little girl, I wanted to be just like you. You were always so cool and fearless and bold. You didn't care what people thought of you, and I wanted to be like that. I remember the days you were alive very vividly, and I could almost hear your voice in my memories. I can admit that days with you were the best days. And I'm sorry what my mother did to you.....