I remember Nick from 5th grade. I remember going home just to play Fortnite with him. In 6th grade I just thought that he had moved since I never heard from him again... Up until a couple months ago I found out he passed 3 years ago yesterday. I miss you Nick, I wasn't the best person to be friends with you but I truly miss you because you were so funny. Rest in Peace.

Boo Boo, Not a day goes by that your Not thought about. I hope you and grandpa are keeping each other happy and watching over all of us.

As we get closer to the holidays, it gets harder and harder to keep emotions under control. When people asked what our Christmas wishes were this year, we all just kind of stood silent because our Christmas wish is something no one can give us back. We all just want you here with us.

Last night I found myself thinking about you in a way that you were still here and it was so real. I miss you so much. I wish I could hug you again, I wish I could cheer you on in football and get you pumped up for school and your future. I wish I could hear your jokes and your laugh. The anger rolls in every time I think about how this could have been different. I love you with all my heart and you will always be in my mind.

Happy Birthday my sweet boy. I love you with all my heart, I miss you every minute and you are always in my thoughts. I look back at the memories we had and can't help but smile with a tear in my eye. I miss you so much it hurts.

My sweet boy, I still cannot process the fact that you are no longer here with us. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you, miss you or talk about you/to you. Everything is a reminder of the memories we shared. I know you still walk beside us in a way we cannot see but can feel. I miss you so much. Every day, every hour, every minute, every second. I love you so much.