Nicole I still do what Lauren messaged me to do whe Lauren died just pretend you are Lauren are still alive. I love you Nicole
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I will re-write---- Nicole I miss you more and more everyday..... I would trade in a minute second if we had the opportunity.. Please watch over me. Let me experience the "good" things in life.. I rather be stoned to death than lose you.. However,you are gone now and I just pray every second I can that someday we will reunite... I wish I couldn've changed things... Nicole I love you