I can't believe that 3 years have passed since I last saw your beautiful face. Although I see it everyday, in my mind, it just isn't the same without your laughter in my ears. I miss you honey; so very much. And although days like today are cause to write you letters, not a day goes by that I don't wish you were here to tell me that everything is going to be OK; and to remind me how much I am loved. NOBODy can hug me quite the way you did. And with everything that has happened this year, both the good and the bad, I know that you would have helped to ease my fears...both the good and the bad.
But I know that you are watching over us all and that does help. I may not get a verbal reply when I ask your advice or for guidance, somehow, I still feel like you have everything under control. I know that you know when I stumble. But I also know that you are still proud of your baby boy. Just as I am proud that you were my Mamma and I treasure the time that I had you. We are all working very hard to ensure that your name is never forgotten...forever. I love you, today as I did yesterday.