You were the best mother an friend any girl could ask for,I miss u so much an would give anything to see you again. I know you are in a better place now an god is watching over you like your watching over use. Pam I need your help with Dylan he's going down the wrong rd plz help him get on the rite one look over him guide him he's a great kid just has life mixed up,I wish u were here with me, when u died u took a big part of me with you that I still can't seem to find,I love an miss u soooooo much. Well u know dads really sick Pam an i know in my heart with you is where he wants to be,just watch him don't let him suffer plz, I haven't always been the best daughter but im trying I just don't want to be the one who finds him dead Pam plz don't let it be me, to this day I haven't got over u nor e.j or uncle David but u were the hardest don't think I ever will get over it, my life is so hard an when I get down i remember u telling me countless times how proud u were of me that u believed in me an as long as I keep that in my head I'll be fine. Thank you for everything you done for me an my boys I'll never ever let you go! I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AN FOREVER