Hey,, Mother,, almost a year of your demise and you are still coming into my dreams,, Perhaps is my own inability to see exactly what it is that you need, or the feeling of inadequacy in meeting your last rights as a human being,, it's my own feelings of knowing that your ashes must be set free so that you can be one with the universe, to see that you are flying Free at last.. Your existence in this world was so limited comparing your-spirit of freedom that you always had, However ailways hidden..Why you thought that you should be enclosed in that dark room with only a t.v. To accompany you is beyond my understanding...you were liked by your peers at work and respected, so it was not due to self esteem, you were talented in many ways and in those occasions that you participated, you shined.. I know about being ripped of the soul so therefore I understand,, Not accomplishing your inner goals due to someone else's needs,, I get it... And now that you are in spirit, again you must be forced to live in death again confined,, Mother, that is killing me..How do I set you free when my hands are tied,, I do not want to hurt anyone, you see it's just a feeling of this wonderful loving daughter of yours to keep you safe, to keep you close....My Lord,, You need to be Free,, then you will go to the places that you missed here on Earth..I can not wait till I also reach the spirit world, although my life its fulfilled, I never wanted anything but peace.. I have that. But if I wanted anything else I would seek that adventure in spirit...I am so sorry, Mother, I guess your life and death were meant to be in confinement ..I wish otherwise for you, you and I were not kindred spirits, but I did see and understood more than you thought...Rest in Peace I ask you? How....