Their are no words that can express how much I love and miss you.
I only wish I could have done more to make your life happier, all the times we traveled and on cruises I know you enjoy them all and the much needed rest from the hustle and bustle of life.
I only hope now you are resting in peace I was sorry to see john go but I know you were their holding him at the time of his death.
I believe that is why god took you when he did the last thing I expected that day in the hospital was for you to die.
I still see your face looking at me before they took you into that operation room I only wish I had the chance to give you one more hug.
but I know you saw the love in my eyes that day, and the love for you will always be in my heart crying and being sad will never bring you back but I cry anyway, I just try to think of all the happy times we had ,
when I pass your house I see you their I don't care who lives their I will always see you. I hope you are with all the rest of my friends and family that have departed and having a great time I know one of (your) most feared things in life was to die I think god chose the right way put you to sleep and never wake up.
that day in I C U as they worked on you to try and bring you back to us Susan and I just held each other and I told her god was making his choice to take you or leave you I'm not happy that he chose to take you .
you will forever be missed I love you so much rest in peace until we meet again.
love your friend and sister Barbara