Happy Easter!! Another holiday without you. Kenny and I both made your Easter Pie..mine tasted just like yours and I'm sure his did too! Taking a bite brings back memories. Sad. I thought Rob and I would be having our first Easter alone but Taylor surprised us!! They don't give you off for Easter in College. I made the girls baskets and was sending them off and I had to go and get Taylor's back. LOL. Wonder when they are too old for Easter Baskets. 21 AND 19! I can't believe it and I can't believe how much you missed. I know you're watching over us. Our guardian angel. We miss you more than you'll ever know. I love you with all my hearts and soul....Your Daughter xoxo

Merry Christmas!! I keep saying the same thing to you every year...I miss you and love you more than you'll ever know. Its 6 years and time as stood still. I love you....your daughter xoxoxoxo

Merry Christmas 6 years ago you left us , sad went to St. Judes yesterday left you a beautiful plant ,no holiday is the same without you , Have a Very Merry Christmas in Heaven , Love You Billy

Six years without you here, without your advice, love, support and most of all your amazing sense of humor. Missing you so much still but grateful for having had you in my life. Love you Ma. Xo

Happy Thanksgiving 6 years now seems like yesterday ,miss you very much , wish it was me and not you you were so more important then me , funny times should heel it does not have a blast with Vic, Louie, Rosie, Happy Thanksgiving Love Billy

So as we both know tomorrow will be 6 years...long one at that. For the past six years my family and I have gone to Disney. Its a good distraction. This year Paige got sick so we are home and it sucks. I made your stuffing last night...hope it tastes just like yours. It was good that Paige helped you every year so she could direct me. It's funny how this day was always your favorite holiday, you always said to me that it was so easy....unfortunately for me it is so HARD. It's worse than Christmas. Rob told me this morning to focus on the good times we had and not think of your last days with us. I remember that morning when Kenny woke me up and told me....that's what I remember about Thanksgiving. That's the day my life changed forever. I miss you so much...it's not fair. Somehow I'll make it through today but you will constantly be on my mind. Especially when I taste the stuffing and everyone says, "It tastes just like Memas" I get that alot. Maybe this holiday will get easier when my girls get married and have children. I don't know...Enjoy your Thanksgiving in heaven and know that we are here thinking of you and missing you. I'm thankful for the time I had with you, it was way too short.. I love you with all my heart.. Your Daughter

Happy Birthday in heaven. Celebrate you! You are so missed, I hope you know it and feel it. Having bad weather and out of no where flew a yellow butterfly. I know it was you!! I love you and miss you everyday!
It never gets easier and the sadness never goes away....I love you with all my heart and soul. XOXO your daugher

Happy Birthday Ma, the only other person besides my own mother I would use that term for. You were the mom I could tell anything to and helped me thru my hardest times in my life. I wish I had you now to help me thru my dads death, I know you would have helped immensely, and to even help me thru the planning of my daughters wedding, like you did for mine 34 years ago. You would have definitely had me on a better diet...lol...and kept me in check. Sometimes I swear I look in the mirror and say, if Pat was still here I wouldn't be this heavy...lol...You were so brutally honest, everyone should have someone like that in their life,I knew whatever you said to me was with the best intentions and only wanted the best for me, thats why you'll always be my Ma!!!!! I have a lifetime of good memories and I was so lucky to have you in my life. Please keep my dad busy until I get there and we will all laugh again together. Keep praying for Debbie to be strong and watch over your whole family. and p.s. - between you and my dad please make sure October 15th has perfect weather and everyone is healthy to celebrate, I know you both will be there in spirit, love and miss you so much!!!

Hi, Pat Happy Birthday in Heaven ,bad storm for your Birthday, why I am wishing you Happy Birthday today , Love you & miss you very much ,I feel so alone , Have a Happy Birthday Love Billy

Hi ma...today is Taylor's graduation!! So sad that you're not here...you would be so proud of her!! She really accomplished amazing things and received tons of special awards. We've been to several award banquets...I know you would be gleaming with pride. I know you will be there today...as our guardian angel. Watching over her and smiling. I saw that the idiot that you were married to said that no one talks to him and if you could help. Trust me, he did this all himself..it's been years since he's seen me and my kids. It's really disgusting. The wrong person left us too soon. I would give anything to have you back. You loved us unconditionally. I miss and love you with all my heart. XOXO

Happy Mothers Day , miss you very much went to St. Jude yesterday left you a Mothers Day plant, it is almost 6 years cant believe it I wish all this would not have happened , it was too early , I have a hard time with everything , no one talks to me OMG ,try to fix this please Love you Billy,you were a GREAT MOTHER & A GREATER GRANDMOTHER

Happy Mother's Day! Ugh...can't believe another Mother's Day without you...I'm not a big fan of this holiday as you can imagine. It's so weird going into stores with all the Mother's Day gifts and I don't or can't get one because my Mom isn't here anymore..it sucks. My girls try to make up for it...they make a big deal out of this day because they know I'm missing you. When you left me, a piece of my heart went to heaven. I love you with all my heart and soul. You were the BEST mom. You were my best friend....XOXOXO

Happy Easter mom! Miss you more than you'll ever know! Made your Easter Pie and it tastes just like yours!
The holidays are different now since
you've been gone. It makes me sad!
I love you with all my heart and soul❤️

Merry Christmas! Another holiday without you. It makes me so sad..I know that you're not suffering anymore so I try to rationalize it. I miss you so friggin much! I have so much to tell you and we had so many things left to do together. Its not fair. When I see my friends complain about their mother...I get so mad...I tell them I would do anything to have my mom back. Then they shut up. LOL I pray that you are with your loved ones on this day. Keep watching over us..your presence is felt. I just saw a butterfly and I know its you...Merry Christmas...I love and miss you more than you'll ever know. XOXOXO

Merry Christmas pat i miss you very much no hoilday is the same without you,cooking tree presents i am really sorry you left before me love you Billy

Hi Ma, I didn't forget you yesterday, did my first holiday without my dad and twice as sad because Thanksgiving always makes me think of you, even when you were here with us. You taught me so many of your great dishes and I have so many memories of our phone calls with you teaching me what to do. You are missed so much by your family and me too. I'll never forget you, one of the best ladies I'll ever know in my lifetime!!! You always felt like the female version of my dad, so much alike in so many ways. That's why I know your with him and having lots of laughs together. Someday we will all be laughing together but until then I'll continue to miss you..xo

Hi, Pat Happy Thanksgiving its five years now I think About you all the time ,things are not same anymore without you , the holidays dont mean anything ,went to church yesterday said some prayers and lite candles ,You left me too early I had cancer first I still have the guilt , as to why I am still here the ways things are going I wish it was the other way around Love you Billy

Hi mommy. Happy Thanksgiving. 5 years went by real fast. Just lost a dear friend on Friday. His name is Chad. Could you say hello for me. We miss ya alot. Enjoy your time in heaven with your family..Love, and miss you....Kenny

Ma.....it's been 5 long years.... I can't believe it! It feels like yesterday! I miss hearing your voice.... I miss your hugs... I miss everything about you. I wish you were still here. It's not fair. You didn't deserve it leave us so young and so quickly.  I miss you today and everyday. I love you❤️❤️❤️

Hi Ma....just thinking about you....like I do everyday. I miss you so much and I don't understand why its not getting easier. Regina and I have gotten really close the last two years. I guess we comfort eachother and reminisce about our mothers who left us way too soon. Her father gives her heartache just like mine, so that's another thing we have in common. Believe or not, Uncle Mike is not even half as bad as Daddy...he takes the cake. Regina's daughter is beautiful and Taylor and her have built a nice relationship. It kills me that you can't see your grand daughters!! You would be so proud....beyond words! Paige made the Presidents/Deans list last year....Can't believe she is already a junior in college! She plans on going to Grad School at NYU. Taylor is number 4 in her class of 480 kids!!! I can't believe it!! She is the first girl on the list behind 3 boys. She's so friggin smart!! She graduates in May and she beginning to apply to colleges. She should be receiving scholarships. I don't know what I'm gonna do after Taylor leaves....maybe I'll get a job!! LOL...Well, keep being our guardian angels...you're doing a great job!! I love you and miss you more than you'll ever know....XOXOXOXO

Happy Birthday Ma! I hope that you are enjoying your day with your loved ones. I was thinking about the last gift I gave you for your birthday. You were sick but you still loved it and got out of bed to have your birthday cake. I wish you were still here.....I miss you so much...I talk to you all the time. I know you hear me. I love you.....

HI, Pat, Happy Birthday, I really miss you , you left us too soon , going to St. Jude today visit your memorial and lite some candles for you , NOTHING IS THE SAME ,WITHOUT YOU , hope you have a great birthday in Heaven, Love Always Billy

Happy Birthday mom.. I miss you. Always thinking about all you taught me. I wish you could see Ryan and Elise, and how big they got. I know one day we will be together again. That's what helps me. We just have to wait. I love you. Kenny

Hi Ma, Happy Mothers Day ......again. My original tribute to you was deleted. I guess that the narcissist couldn't handle the truth...I don't have to tell you what he is....you can see it all. The girls are doing great and miss you. Biscuit was recently diagnosed with cancer and it has spread. The Dr. said that he can live from 2 months to 2 years. How sad..cancer took my mother, best friend and now its taking my dog. Sometimes life is cruel. I miss you and love you....XOXO

Hi, Pat Hope you are having a Great Mothers Day in Heaven Miss you very much , you were a great Mother & Grandmother , Love You & Miss you very Much Love Billy

Hi Ma, been thinking about you alot lately. I hope you enjoyed your Easter in heaven..So I was at Atlantis recently and I saw Sherren.
I was bringing her bracelets that I wore another time when I was there so I brought her one. She was so happy and she said the me, whenever I wear this bracelet I will think about your mom. We both hugged and cried. I just thought I'd let you know...you may be gone but not forgotten. Everyone misses you....afterwards we starting talking about all the fun times you and I had at your favorite place on earth!! I would give anything to bring you back there...one last time. I Love You and miss you....xoxoxo

MERRY CHRISTMAS in heaven , I miss you , think about you all the time , nothing is the same without you all Holidays are not the same , you were taken way to early damm it  have a beautiful Christmas in Heaven Love You Billy

Merry Christmas!! I hope you enjoyed your day...I made lasagna and stuffed artichokes and they tasted just like yours! I know you would be proud. I love you and miss you,,,xoxo

Pat dear, forever missed.....
I wanted to thank you ...for looking out for Bobby.
He needed all the help he could get. you intervened, so he could be here with us for Christmas. just not his time... you and victor will have to play cards. without him for now !!
Hope you enjoyed Christmas with JESUS

All my love...Pegt

Happy Christmas Eve....miss you so much and the traditions we
shared on this night. You always seemed to make it special. Especially with your awesome cooking. I made your ricotta cookies last night. They are so delicious and everyone loved them. Last year the girls and I went to Midnight Mass. I loved it...we are going again tonight. It is beautiful you would of loved it!! I'm sorry that I never took you to it. We always went to church with you on Christmas Eve and I always think about the time you feel asleep and started snoring and I had to wake you up! I think about it every Christmas Eve. You always knew how to make me laugh.. The holidays aren't the same without you and neither is our family.....Kenny and I have reconnected which makes me happy ...besides my family he is all I have. I'm glad that he is back in my life. All our kids are growing up so fast and it pains me that you aren't here seeing it but in my heart I know that you are their guardian angel. They all turned out to be nice kids and you would be so proud. I can't imagine how beautiful and serene it must be for Christmas in heaven. I bet it is beautiful...just like you are. I MISS YOU SO MUCH..I love you with all my heart and soul. Enjoy Christmas Eve in Heaven. I love you....Your Daughter xooxooxoo

Can't believe your gone from us all this long. I still talk about you all the time and tell so many funny stories we shared together. I'll never forget each and every one. I know your there for my dad now and I know your taking good care of him for me. I'm sure your having lots of fun together too. I know we will all be reunited one day and we will all be laughing again. Love and miss you...,XoXo

Dear Bill and Family,

We are thinking of you on this 4 year anniversary.
Wishing you peace and sending you love.

Hi Ma, four years ago today my best friend was called to heaven. It seems like yesterday. I miss you so much that it hurts, They say that with time it will get better...but it doesn't. You were the glue in this family and since your passing everything has fallen apart, nothing is the same. When I think back at all the suffering you did, I know that you are in a better place. It comforts me to know that you're not in pain anymore. You were too young to leave us. You didn't deserve this. Life isn't fair. I know that you are looking down on us and are our guardian angel. I think about you every day and miss you more and more....I love you with all my heart and soul. XOXO

Hi, Pat it has been 4 yea rs , life is not the same without you I miss you very much , went to your memorial Friday lite candles and left you a beautiful Christmas plant , I miss you very much everything has fallen apart , I wish I was as strong as you were , its Thanksgiving in 2 days no holiday is the same,Love you miss you we will meet again till then I love you Billy

Well its been 4 years now. This used to be my favorite time of the year. Not so much anymore. Things have been strained between the family, and only time will tell if it's ever fixable. I miss you, and think, and talk about you often. Just this week I took Ryan to get a hair cut at the place you used to worj. We sat there and talked about you, and the times you worked with that crazy owner. The world is crazy now, it's just changing so fast. We all miss you. Debbie is having a hard time with this. Ma8you could send her a sign that all is ok. To carry on, and that you are now at peace. I love you so much, and I miss u every day.  Love ya, Kenny

Hi Mema. There is nothing I can't believe more than it being four years without you. I miss you more than words will ever be able to express. As I get older and older and more distant from your memory, it breaks my heart more and more that I didn't get to spend more time with you than I did. You are the most beautiful woman I will ever come to know and nobody will ever be able to replace you. From your genuine heart to your amazing cooking and warm hugs and laughs, you brightened up every single room you ever walked into and I will hold you in my heart for as long as I live. I wear you on my ankle with my tattoo and I have you in my heart everyday, and even though I wish I could have more than that, I am forever thankful to have had the best grandma in the entire world, even in the short amount of time that I did. I'm turning 17 soon and I wish I still had you by my side so you could see how much I've grown and how many amazing things I've accomplished, but even if you can't be here physically I know you're always looking down and looking out for me. I love you endlessly. Rest well my angel. Until we meet again <3 - Taylor

Happy 71st Birthday in heaven ma. I miss you more than you'll ever know, I can't believe that this is your 3rd birthday in heaven. Time seems to stand still. I hope your are happy and celebrating with family and friends....I love you, Your Daughter

Hi mommy. Happy birthday. We miss you. Hope your having a blast in Heaven. Love you, Kenny

Pat...Just know this...I love you and miss you more than anyone can realize..Happy Birthday to my beautiful wife....P.S. I blew out candles today for you...Love your Billy......

Pat my condolences to your family for their loss. Although i think i was 8 or 9 the last time i saw you - it was a fond memory of good times (you were tossing me in pool). My mom tells me great stories of Brooklyn and you and your sister Rosie and my mom frolicking and having fun back in the day. Rest in Peace and my heart goes out to your family. Sincerely, Dorene Mormile-Ruocco

Hi, Pat have not written here in a while I still Love and Miss you very much ,when to St. Judes last week i lite many candles for you , time seems to stand still at times , LOVE YOU BILLY

It pains me to see the strain between Debbie and her dad. Please
give them some guidance with the help of God so they can be at
peace with your passing. We all miss you and know that you have
family and friends that are with you now.

Hi Ma....Happy Mothers Day...another mothers day without you. I miss you terribly. There is a whole in my heart. Hope you are enjoying the day with your mom. Until we meet again. I love you

Hi Ma....I finally got the courage to write on here. Your passing has been devastating to me. Something I will never get over. I try and try each day but it is all an act. No one knows my pain or feels it.  I talk to you every day. I hope you hear me. I got your named tattooed on my wrist. It says Mema with a heart. I kiss it all the time so I can feel like I'm kissing you. I rub it too. Weird I know but it helps me. The girls are doing great and growing up fast. You would be so proud of them. When we talk about you I can see the sadness in their eyes. They miss you so much. Paige just did a cancer tribute for you at school. It was beautiful with pictures and sayings of how great you are. I know that she missed you immensely. She still wants to be a Doctor and I know she will succeed. Daddy turned out to be a real weirdo. Kenny thinks he always was but that you kept him in check. He finally met someone who you would never approve of. She is a WACKO!!! I lost Daddy. Its hard and hurtful but as time goes by I guess I will feel better. It just amazes me how he can give up Me and Kenny and our kids for this skank. That's what I call her. I pray to you all the time to fix this...but...it just makes me believe that you have nothing to do with what happens cause you would NEVER let this happen. Whenever I am sitting on my patio and crying or sad, I see butterflies, that I never see and I KNOW ITS YOU. I love you and miss you with all my heart.

Although it's only 3 years, it feels like forever. You are missed everyday but remain in the best part of my memories.. Nothing could ever take that away and even though it's not the same as having you here, I feel blessed to have such vivid memories of our years together..xo

Well its been 3 years already. I miss you and all the crazy times. We are all getting older, and some day we will all be together. Put a good word in for me. I love you.

Pat I had a mass for you on Sunday, Happy Birthday love you Billy

Pat, I really need your help , please I don't know what I am doing everything I touch is wrong , I cannot make a decision , you always did this for me , please help me , your Birthday is coming a MASS at ST> JUDES is being said for you , Love Billy

Pat, Today is Mothers Day, I had a Mass in your name , Pat I miss you so much , don't really know what to do with everything , please try to help me. Love Billy

Hi mommy. I had a dream about you last night, and it was like you were still here. I could touch, and smell you. I miss you. Daddy miss you so much, he is lost with out you. Put a good word in for me up their. You would be proud of me I was given the Distinguished award at work. I try to be a good person in all that I do, that's what u taught me. Love you love you!!.