Happy Birthday Heavenly Birthday Patrick 

Wow 8 years… how the heck am i even going on. Nobody knows the pain and the sadness i feel.. outsiders see me smile or laugh sometimes and think im okay and im NOT. I miss u sooo much. I have so many questions and advice that i need from you, i cant believe my reality. Sad news, Dad died in October 2022. Its about to be a year since his passing ,and that also feels like yesterday.. my life goes on because i have no choice but my heart refuses to be truly happy knowing u are never coming back. Pat give me a sign or tell me you are okay.. All our cousins post u on the day u passed and on your birthday, i hate posting ,it makes me angry and bitter, i know u wouldn’t want me to be an angry person but i am and its getting worst.. i miss u, mom and dad so much. I drink to hide it but thats just making me fat so im going to stop. I dont know how else to be. I just wish i turn back the hand of time and save your life that day.. im a thug so i cry alone , i hate attention from pol especially if i dont think they will understand my pain.. (sigh)
  Well you have another nephew he is five years old now i wish my Kids got to know you. Every thing i do reminds me of you which some days puts me in a bad mood and i hate that for me, i have kids i should smile for yet im sad.
Pat a.k.a my sensi ,my BFF, my younger brother
I love you sooo much. I hope you are united with mom and dad…watch over us down here until we meet again
Love your big sis

Wishing you a very happy heavenly birthday Patrick 

We miss you so much Patrick 

Happy Birthday.. I wish for one second I could hear your voice again. I wished for a sign when the clock hit midnight but I really just wish I could call you and tell you in person. I love you and miss you every single day, your picture is still hanging from my review mirror a little faded after 6 years but beautiful smile as always. My heart aches. I wish you could've been here to celebrate Jaydens 10th birthday with us.. birthday twins forever and always. Miss you

Happy Birthday Patrick. There was a penny on our door step this morning. I would like to think you sent that penny from heaven. We miss you .

I don’t know how 6 years can go by so fast, yet most days it feels like we just lost you yesterday. I stopped wondering if losing you would ever hurt less and came to terms that I need to learn to live alongside this void. You are one of a kind and I keep you with me always, and that will never change. I am the luckiest person in the world to have had the privilege of meeting and loving you, but that same gratitude is what makes missing you never get easier. I hope you’re up there watching over all of who you loved and who love you.
I love you always Patrick xoxo

Hey lil Brother I know your watching us I can feel u sometimes , we all miss you. Knowing your in a better place eases me because I know u are to good for this world hold all our spots for us

Still can’t believe you’re gone, it’s been 6 years but the pain feels the same. I’d give anything to hear your voice again & get advice from you, you were younger than me but so wise & a voice of reason. I need you, you should be here. Every day without you is tough & I’m trying to be strong but I feel so heartbroken. I love & miss you so much! Rest In Peace handsome until we meet again

Today I am at the exact same place that I was 6 years ago when I received that gut wrenching call from Amanda. A call I will never ever forget. Patrick, you were/are such a special person in so many ways. You are one of a kind that touched the hearts of so many people. You are missed ❤

Not a day goes by without you on my mind. Your picture is hung in my car so I can see that beautiful face everyday.  I miss you more thanever, I love you the same as I did the last time we spoke.. 6 years you've been gone and it's not any easier, it's just something I was forced to get used to. I wish you were at my wedding, I wish you could see how big the kids are, you'd be proud at who they've become. Today sucks. I just wish I could hear your voice. I'm sure there are so many who would love to talk to you, so much to say and so much love to show you. You will always be the best person I ever knew. I hope in some way and some form I will be able to speak with you again.

Crazy how you can know in the back of your mind that today is a hard day. A bittersweet day.. my baby is 9 and for that I am blessed and happy and so many emotions, but today is also what would have been my best friends 32nd birthday. He was always by my side my kids called him uncle Patrick because he was either here with me or on the phone with me. A day never went by without hearing his voice even if I was busy and it went to voicemail he would still leave me the funniest messages. 3 days before that horrible morning he left a message on my phone "Kat, why aren't you answering? I haven't talked to you, are you mad at me? I miss you, im going into work but call me later." I never called. I was mad at him, over something stupid I don't even remember. From that moment I have made an attempt not to ever take anyone for granted. Today is a good day and everything has been perfect. Patrick has been in the back of my mind all day but I've been able to hold it together. The thing about losing someone so close is that as time goes on you stop crying as much but the pain is always there always somewhere in side you and the reason I say this is because people tell you it gets easier and for some it might but for me it just became something I had to get use to no matter how much I just want to hear his voice or ask him how his day went. I just want to hear a stupid joke or have him sing me a song like the good old days. So even though today is a good day I felt the need to write this and get it out there because all it took was a notification. I looked on my Facebook because someone wrote happy birthday to my baby and what did I see at the top of the page? I saw a picture of my best friend I'm someone's "story" there he was, his beautiful face and that's all it took for me to lose my shit and cry like a baby, so even if people tell you it gets better.... truth is even 5 years down the road you will still have those days when it feels like you just got the news from your mom crying in the hallway at work that your best friend was in an accident and didn't make it. That day 5 years ago feels so brand new right now. Happy 32nd Birthday Patrick.

Happy Birthday Patrick

I can’t believe you would have been 32 years old today. I wish you were hear your listen to all my old man jokes. I don’t think I’ll ever stop missing you. Happy birthday, Patrick xoxo

So many things have happened in the five years you have been gone. The one constant thing that has not changed is how much you are missed.

Happy birthday, Patrick! Another year has gone by with someone I can’t over indulge with cake and ice cream with. Another year I haven’t been able to Truely be or express myself. I love you so much and I miss you dearly. I hope your watching over me still.

Happy birthday handsome! Wish you were here to celebrate but until we meet again Rest In Peace. Love & miss you so much!!!

Happy Birthday in Heaven Patrick. Hope you are celebrating with your Mom.

I recently read a quote that said "Good-byes hurt the most when the story is
left unfinished" . You are so dearly missed Patrick.

Well another year has passed since you were taken from us Patrick. Can't believe its been 4 years since I've gotten to see that smile or hear one of your corny jokes. I still talk about you all the time and share our memories and your wisdom like you never left. I miss you so much and would give anything to be able to talk to you one last time. I love you Patrick and I hope you are still watching over me. ❤

Happy 30th birthday Patrick. I hope you are up there celebrating with your mom. I love and miss you dearly!

Today's a big one. The big 30. Wishing you a very happy birthday Patrick. Miss you as much today as the day you left.

Happy 30th birthday to my best friend, my soulmate, my love.. I hope you are celebrating with your mom today. You were and always will be amazing. Till we meet again, I loved you yesterday, still love you today and will love you forever...

Patrick I can't believe it's been 3 years. I've been receiving memory reminders of this day all morning but I don't need them. It's a date I'll never forget for a very special young man I'll never forget. You are missed not just today, but everyday.

Three years today and it still hurts that i cant see you or talk to you, who wouldve known August 11th would have been such a heart breaker for me every year. I miss you, but i love you today more then ever.. you were a huge part of my life and i truly believe we will see each other again. I love you to the moon and back infinity times infinity.

Happy Birthday Patrick, I still think about you and I miss you. I hope you're good up there.

Happy birthday Patrick, I still think about you constantly and I miss you so much. I hope your still up there watching over me.

Happy birthday handsome! Hope you're riding in the clouds. I miss you sooo much! Love you bro

Happy Birthday Patrick

Patrick on this very sad 2 year anniversary, we wanted you to know that you are so dearly missed. You will forever be in our hearts and minds

It's been 2 painful years without you. I love & miss you so much!!!!

Happy birthday my love.. I miss you everyday I'll be sending up some balloons for you later today.

Happy 28th Birthday. Patrick. You are truly missed

I love & miss you soooo much!! You’re always on my mind & can't wait until we meet again. RIP handsome

Patrick, I can't believe it's been a year. Sometimes it feels like yesterday and other times it feels like forever. We miss you. I see your picture almost everyday as well as some of your things. I hope you are resting easy in the arms of your mom and riding through the clouds with the Angels ..

I am struggling today, I've watched videos of us, I've tried to be positive. This month will be 10 months since you have gone, they say it gets easier with time but I disagree.. I find myself driving down the road when a song comes on the reminds me of you, I just want to have a conversation like we used to. I wanna lounge around with you and watch twilight or American horror story.  I miss just having you in the car with me as my dancing passenger.. Jeeze I miss you...

Happy birthday Patrick. Wish you were here to celebrate your 27th birthday with everyone, but instead wishing you a happy 1st birthday in heaven. I love you and miss you so much.

Happy 1st Birthday in Heaven Patrick. Miss you.

Happy birthday handsome! You should be here for us to celebrate with you but I guess God had other plans. I love & miss you so much!!!! R.I.P until we meet again! Happy birthday!!

Missing you so much. RIP handsome!

Wow!!! 2 months without you & the pain is getting worst. It's not fair that you can't be here to meet your first God child. I hate that this happened to you & I can't wait to meet God & get some answers. Rest peacefully until we meet again! I love & miss you sooooooo much!!!

I miss you so much & I'm always thinking about you.

Here missing you.. Your God daughter CC was born 9/5/15 and I wish u were here to see her, she looks just like mom... Rest in peace brother I will never forget you

A month ago on this day God gained an angel but my heart was broken. Only God knows why but I pray that you're resting peacefully. You're so loved & missed. RIP Rick!

Heaven couldn't wait for you so rest in paradise handsome. I love & miss you so much!!!

I will never ever forget you. my brother, good friend my cool guy and my voice… I love ❤ u always .. Baby CC God father gifts Other Dad… we all love ❤ n miss u dearly… see u again ninja love ❤ Sensei

Patrick,

Was such a sweetheart and good friend to me im happy i had the chance to have known you the person you was to all and never change truly one of kind!! I can remember a time where things were tough and you made me laugh and it help a lot i appreciate those times cause just one laugh can change how someone feeling wether if they're mad or sad and you had that effect to change an atmosphere of a room its hurts that ill never see you again but im happy to have gained a good friend ill forever speak nothing but good/kind words about you... and ill forever cherish the good friend you was to me!!

My family and I send our deepest Condolences to You and Family. Our thoughts, prayers and plenty of love with You All, now and always. A humble precious soul, gone too soon in the land of the living, However, we lean not to our own understanding and Trust in God.
2 Corinthians 4:16
Therefore We Do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day from light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all.
So we fix our eyes not what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is Unseen is Eternal. 
Rest Peacefully Patrick

With love, I send my condolences to you and your family at this tragic moment. To lose a love one at any age is the hardest thing to cope with but to know your loved one is in great hands is the best thing to keep your mind. I will pray for strength & comfort for your family! Stay strong & never lose Faith in God!!
Stay Bless & Humble

The good die young is a understatement but may your legacy live on forever. You are truly loved & missed. RIP Rick