January 8, 2017
January 8, 2017
This day 4 years ago was one of the worse days of my life I will never forget it yet it still seems like it yesterday. You drifted away from us without a trace in the night. You fought for ypur life yet God said he would finish the rest for you and needed you to rest in his arms. We all cried and cried for weeks at a time asking God Why...why you had to die...so young so full of life why him why now so many night I lay awake asking God Why as I cry myself to sleep. I say before my take gaze into the darkness of depression while ending my prayer session my heart is sad and hardened with sorrow hoping wishing and praying for a better tomorrow that things would get better and tgere would be no more sorrow. I love you my brother who their would never be another like you one of a kind as I smile of the memories of you I feel your presence and now my dark skys and red eyes turn blue crystal clear because I know you still here with me and mom and dom, Jaden, V and J, we all doing ok but we all missing you... tryna cope with this pain that comes and goes it hurt deep down in our souls. But thanks for letting us know that you will always be there in spirit deep within our hearts. We love you Paul and nothing will ever tear us apart!!!