Paul my darling son i really do not know how i am going to cope with out you i made a promise to you that i will cope for all of our family, you valued your family son i know you did and i know that caused you stress through no fault of you or us .
it was always us against the world paul me and my four lovely children our own close little family.i love you x

we had our own little family and also my family nan grandad and our ken they all went so sadly when i thought i knew what pain was how mistaken was i it doesnt scratch the surface i truly hope you are with them now son. our family grew with keith 2 michaels our lovely elli.beth, and summer, they are our true family but the chain is well and truly broken now we all miss and love you x

my darling boy i will miss you for ever my gentle beautifull son my heart is broken now and will never mend until we are together again forever.
my son i am so so sorry that i couldnt help you through your troubled time. i love you paul i will never ever stop missing you, sleep well and rest in eternal peace my angel all my love your broken hearted mum xxx