July 4, 2015
July 4, 2015
Happy 4th of July baby! I miss you tonight...
This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Paul Przybysz, 41 years old, born on August 22, 1973, and passed away on December 17, 2014. We will remember him forever.
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June 29, 2015
June 29, 2015
Well I did it!!! Got the camper out this weekend with the kids!! Rained out but I did it!!! Just wish you were here to enjoy with us!!!! We miss you honey! Please look after us as we head out to Cali this weekend too! I'm hoping to meet Justin at Disneyland the next weekend. I
Had a long chat with him a few nights ago and he is missing you also!' You two were brothers as well as friends and he's devastated your gone!! Wishes he'd have talked to you more! Megan messaged me also the next day so glad to hear from her too!!
Well duty calls now. I love and miss you baby and don't ever forget that!!
Had a long chat with him a few nights ago and he is missing you also!' You two were brothers as well as friends and he's devastated your gone!! Wishes he'd have talked to you more! Megan messaged me also the next day so glad to hear from her too!!
Well duty calls now. I love and miss you baby and don't ever forget that!!
June 21, 2015
June 21, 2015
Happy Father's Day babe... This day is hard! kids seem ok but I'm hurting!!!! But know we love and miss you today and always!!!
June 17, 2015
June 17, 2015
6 mo today.. You were just taken from us!!!! I'm alone and now I'm scared!! Scared I'm going to thouroughly screw up finishing raising OUR girls ALONE!!!! I had to chew out Hannah last night. She ran down the side of the street from me!! I'm trying, I really am!!! They neede BOTH of US!!! Now I'm it; they need ME!! Can I measure up?? I
Know your counting on me; as I would you if the shoe were on the opposite foot and it was ME gone! But ; DAMMIT!!!!! It's not FAIR ! To ANY of us!!!! YOU ; ME; OR OUR GIRLS!!!! We were short-changed!!! We were CHEATED!!!! WE NEEDED YOU HERE !!!
We love you!!!!
Know your counting on me; as I would you if the shoe were on the opposite foot and it was ME gone! But ; DAMMIT!!!!! It's not FAIR ! To ANY of us!!!! YOU ; ME; OR OUR GIRLS!!!! We were short-changed!!! We were CHEATED!!!! WE NEEDED YOU HERE !!!
We love you!!!!
June 15, 2015
June 15, 2015
Happy anniversary babe! Our ' church anniversary'! Lol remember last year we actually forgot until the next day?? BOTH of us? Surprising for me since I'm the one who is so good with dates. Even you were surprised I forgot. But not this year. I pledged my life to you today ( before God) and I ment it!! No matter what happens or how much time passes; these days will
Always be sacrid to me!!!! I love and miss you!!! Happy anniversary!
Always be sacrid to me!!!! I love and miss you!!! Happy anniversary!
June 10, 2015
June 10, 2015
Boy what a bad last few mornings with Hannah!!! Yesterday she misses her bus and I toke her to school. Today... BUS DOSNT SHOW!!' Hannah's at the corner crying not mowing what to do ; bunchy just happened to drive by on the way to work; sees her and takes her to school!! Poor kid!! I have to thank mark
This evening for that!! From now on: I'll have her get ahold of your brother to drive her in those circumstances! We just miss you in times like this!!! We love you!!!
This evening for that!! From now on: I'll have her get ahold of your brother to drive her in those circumstances! We just miss you in times like this!!! We love you!!!
June 6, 2015
June 6, 2015
Our girl is 12 tomorrow!!!! Time sure went with these two of ours huh?? Lol I know you will send down birthday huggs and kisses to her... Recital day for them also.... Just not the same without you!! These days hurt me and nothing the same !! Though I'm trying to get through!! Hannah likes her new bike and I know she'll like the 'rest' I got her as it's what she asked for! I'm just tired very tired and hurting like hell these days! Your dad will be up for the recital tomorrow but then probably just leave. Wish I heard from or saw more of him doe
The kids!! I love you babe!!
The kids!! I love you babe!!
June 3, 2015
June 3, 2015
Well, Tuesday were getting the new roof on the house !!' I know you were probably laughing hard last night at what I did with the camper; not hitching it up correctly and trying to back it up and move it!!!! Lmao! Well, I'll learn!!! I just hate being alone!!!! I still clutch your pillow to me at night!! I miss not having you beside me to hold !!! God, how I miss falling asleep in your arms paul Jon!!! No matter how mad we'd be at times; we always did!! The girls and I miss you terribly!!! I love you!!
May 29, 2015
May 29, 2015
Hey babe! I'm just beginning to wonder if I'm damaged goods from all this! Yesterday, I told the therapist that I felt I was as there's been too much lose and pain! Geez-Luis; mom, dad, billy... Now you!!! I'm 42 yrs old and widowed!!! She asked me what I
Miss most about our marriage... Well, the list went on but top was of course : intimacy; companionship; our laughter, your smart-ass jokes ; songs we sang and stuff like that ! Us!!!!!! I miss us... Dammit!!! I even miss arguing with you!!! You know as well as I do we had our times but we always managed through , no!? Neither of us were perfect, paul Jon; but we always had loyalty, love , and devotion!! That was NEVER in question. Now I'm just left in this pain and loneliness.... It's not fair to you, me , or our girls!!! I love you!!!
Miss most about our marriage... Well, the list went on but top was of course : intimacy; companionship; our laughter, your smart-ass jokes ; songs we sang and stuff like that ! Us!!!!!! I miss us... Dammit!!! I even miss arguing with you!!! You know as well as I do we had our times but we always managed through , no!? Neither of us were perfect, paul Jon; but we always had loyalty, love , and devotion!! That was NEVER in question. Now I'm just left in this pain and loneliness.... It's not fair to you, me , or our girls!!! I love you!!!
May 26, 2015
May 26, 2015
Just stopping in to say I love you!!! It's just an on-going struggle everyday without you and I'm not sure if I'll EVER be happy in this life or be able to ' move forward' and live again! Our girls bring the joy ( always have) but one day they will 'leave me' too to create lives all their own. What will be of me then?? The plans we had at that point in what was to be 'OUR LIFE' , you and I then.... Gone now and I'll be left behind!!:(
I can't handle that!! I can't accept it!!!!!
I can't handle that!! I can't accept it!!!!!
May 23, 2015
May 23, 2015
So did you like the plant we left yesterday?? I didn't want it too flowery as I thought you weren't into big flowery things but thought the
Small plant with the little wild flowers you'd like ! Hannah says you DO like flowers but I think we'll just plant stuff after the permanent marker is placed in July!! It's a great place for us babe and for once I'm giving a proper burial !!!! As your wife I feel it my privilege and duty plus I love you!!!
Small plant with the little wild flowers you'd like ! Hannah says you DO like flowers but I think we'll just plant stuff after the permanent marker is placed in July!! It's a great place for us babe and for once I'm giving a proper burial !!!! As your wife I feel it my privilege and duty plus I love you!!!
May 20, 2015
May 20, 2015
Got your ( our) spot picked out yesterday at st. Stanlicious cemetary. You ( we) will be at the other side from the grandparents mosulium , but it's a nice spot!! I hope you like it as I do! I'll take kids up after your in there, as I thought of having the three of us there when your placed in the spot but... I changed my mind with them. Think I'll do it then bring them! It may be too much for them. I just hope this meets your approval ( I know how you are about spending, but i kept cost to a reasonable amount!) and I wanted the chance for you to have a proper place to rest! You more then deserve it!!!! And even more importantly; the kids will have a proper place for us!! So when it's my turn to leave this planet; I'll be in with you babe!! ( you'll be at the head of our grave , me at the foot! YOU ON TOP!!
May 16, 2015
May 16, 2015
Hi babe... We got a pop up camper! It's a 1990 but in good condition! I just wish you were here to camp with us. I know you are in spirit but I hurt bad without you paul Jon!!
May 14, 2015
May 14, 2015
Well Drea is studying for her Regints exams coming up in a few weeks!! Think she's going to survive her first year of high school! Can't believe how fast it's all
Going! Hannah in middle school! Though now she's saying mr. Baily may or may not be back in September as he's taking a position at UB !! Good for him! But sorry for Hannah as she wanted him for science next year. And with cerilo out as well.. It's going to be rough! Don't even
Know if she'll continue with chess but I hope she will. We miss and love you much !!
Going! Hannah in middle school! Though now she's saying mr. Baily may or may not be back in September as he's taking a position at UB !! Good for him! But sorry for Hannah as she wanted him for science next year. And with cerilo out as well.. It's going to be rough! Don't even
Know if she'll continue with chess but I hope she will. We miss and love you much !!
May 12, 2015
May 12, 2015
Found uncle riches grave yesterday. WOW! Beautiful marker he and the folks have!! I'm going to have the remainder of your ashes placed in the cemetery too. Hope you don't mind it... It's a place for the girls and I to! I'll keep the cost down sont worry!! Lol but it will be nice! I'm looking at the spot called ' St. Casmiers'! Lol thought that was cool since we were married in that church!! Well, like I said ; something for the kids. I want to be placed in with you when
It's my turn to leave this life one day ! Our reunion! And also for the girls to have us in one spot! Thought it appropriate!! Love you!!
It's my turn to leave this life one day ! Our reunion! And also for the girls to have us in one spot! Thought it appropriate!! Love you!!
May 10, 2015
May 10, 2015
Hi honey! Well, it's your firsts moms day with YOUR mom in a LONG TIme!!! Hope she's enjoying it with you there! I know you probably wish things were different but know we love and miss you!! I'm lonely today but I'm sure girls will make it good. Got steak thawing! Of course lol!! You'd always cook on the grill for me on moms day! Just do me a
Special favor today... Please give my mom a hugg and kiss for me
To?? If there be flowers up there; give a bunch each to our moms and our grandmas today also!! Love And miss you always honey!!
Special favor today... Please give my mom a hugg and kiss for me
To?? If there be flowers up there; give a bunch each to our moms and our grandmas today also!! Love And miss you always honey!!
May 10, 2015
May 10, 2015
Hi honey! Well, it's your firsts moms day with YOUR mom in a LONG TIme!!! Hope she's enjoying it with you there! I know you probably wish things were different but know we love and miss you!! I'm lonely today but I'm sure girls will make it good. Got steak thawing! Of course lol!! You'd always cook on the grill for me on moms day! Just do me a
Special favor today... Please give my mom a hugg and kiss for me
To?? If there be flowers up there; give a bunch each to our moms and our grandmas today also!! Love And miss you always honey!!
Special favor today... Please give my mom a hugg and kiss for me
To?? If there be flowers up there; give a bunch each to our moms and our grandmas today also!! Love And miss you always honey!!
May 9, 2015
May 9, 2015
So they toke care of the car! Lite off... All is good! Warranty coverage! I'm learning as I go!!!
May 9, 2015
May 9, 2015
Hi babe.. Girls and I at evangola tonight... Yep. With Todd and Judy. Sue and John here to. I'm sitting by the shoreline thinking of you. You loved it here and o wish we had more time out here! I miss you soo bad it physically hurts me at time!!
May 8, 2015
May 8, 2015
Well sitting at the car dealership waiting for my shuttle ride back to the house! Engine lite is on already!! Hope the warrenty covers it!! Look after this one for me babe! You were our mechanic and now I'm on my own with this!! Love and miss you honey!!
May 6, 2015
May 6, 2015
Sitting outside... Not the same without you! I see you walking around our yard! Tulips are bloomed! Did you leave them early this year for me?? Can't enjoy it outside even without you!! I miss you!!!!
May 5, 2015
May 5, 2015
Got the lien- release papers on the one smaller mortgage loan I paid off!! I
Burst into tears seeing the copy of our signatures on the loan papers ten yrs ago! Member how happy we were that night we closed??! I also toke a HOUGH chunk out of that remaining mortgage. I know you'd be proud! I Just miss you baby!!!!!
Burst into tears seeing the copy of our signatures on the loan papers ten yrs ago! Member how happy we were that night we closed??! I also toke a HOUGH chunk out of that remaining mortgage. I know you'd be proud! I Just miss you baby!!!!!
May 4, 2015
May 4, 2015
Well , tomorrow this guy will pick up the check for the roof job!! Says they'll start first of June!! Keep your strength And guidance over me with this project!! Really wish I wasn't doing this alone!! Love you always!!
April 29, 2015
April 29, 2015
I feel cool air at night around me after I get in bed...is it you?? I hope so; I can feel your presence! I want you beside me!! I'm lonely and miss you horribly!! I fear I'm going to be damaged goods from this! May not know or see it now... But it will come out another way! I'm just trying to keep my head about me and do rite by the kids as I know it's what your counting on me to do!! I'd expect it of you if shoe was on the other foot and I was the one gone!! You can't know how many scenarios I played out in my head! What would you do?? How would you be? We miss you honey! And I'm continuing to try really !! I just can't / won't accept this yet... I don't want to!! Just stay with me in your spirit... I want/need this to!! I can't hold you again... You can't hold me... But you'll be with me at least this much!
April 29, 2015
April 29, 2015
Ps... On a funnier note... Hannah is getting her braces!! My 'child support from social security' as I call it !! Lol) will help with that expense!!! Now she'll have her incentive to take care of those teeth, brush, ect! As we ALWAYS hollard at her to do! Lol.. I remember sometimes you making her brush TWICE if your inspection after her first brushing wasn't good enough for you! So, that's the good news from dr. Fulsafis office ! YEAYYYY!!!
April 26, 2015
April 26, 2015
Having a bad morning... Just constant hurt... I miss and love you!!
April 24, 2015
April 24, 2015
Got a pretty good deal on a roof today honey... I always try and go the cheapest rout! Think you'd be proud!! ( I hope)
I just wish I wasn't having to do all this alone!! And when Hannah was upset last night I missed you then as I know the special bond you had ! You'd hugg her and make it all better!!! I did my best it's just hard without you!!! I love and miss you!!!!!
I just wish I wasn't having to do all this alone!! And when Hannah was upset last night I missed you then as I know the special bond you had ! You'd hugg her and make it all better!!! I did my best it's just hard without you!!! I love and miss you!!!!!
April 21, 2015
April 21, 2015
Hi babe... I'm just lost without you!!:( I cry each day and nite still!! It's hell for me without you by my side!!! I love you forever !! That will never change!!
April 17, 2015
April 17, 2015
Four months you've been gone! It's down to this... This being my communication with you! My 'messages' conveying my continued love for you!! My final words to you that nite " whatever!" When you snapped at me to 'go back upstairs to bed!" Can't deal with 25 yrs ending in that note!!! What if you HAD come back to bed... Would I have awakened beside you dead?? Got you to the hospital SEEING SOMETHING WAS WRONG!!!! God the way it went down and our life shattered ; cruel!! To ALL OF US!!!!
I love and miss you always!!!
I love and miss you always!!!
April 17, 2015
April 17, 2015
Dad,I just realized that today it has been 4 months.....the night before(atleast I know how to spell that right)u let me take a shower before u and I saved u hot water because I usually take it all but u were "sick" so I saved u some well actually the last 10 min I was washing in ice cold water but I don't care......"so dad I saved u hot water" "ok honey thank u have a good night.love u
April 16, 2015
April 16, 2015
Well I went to tops today in the morning when we were suppose to go to school and would u bail me out of the test if MY MATH GRADE IS A FRICKIN 92
April 15, 2015
April 15, 2015
What a bad year babe. Now we're gathering Saturday at the cemetery to say goodbye to uncle Richey. I knew , and I think you knew, it would happen soon and the way it did... Him being found in that house!! Smh
Iay not take the girls and let them hang with Emms and Maddy. It's just too much now. I know he's probably up there chewing your ear off as he always did here! Lol but he's another one keeping you company now! As always... I love and miss you!!!
Iay not take the girls and let them hang with Emms and Maddy. It's just too much now. I know he's probably up there chewing your ear off as he always did here! Lol but he's another one keeping you company now! As always... I love and miss you!!!
April 14, 2015
April 14, 2015
Well... Kids had good checkups and Hannah has grown 3 inches and gained 5 lbs this year!! Drea's report card was good; haven't seen Hannah's yet but I'm not worried on her end ether!! We sure made great kids honey!! I'm just leaning more on them to do more at home . It's a team effort. Now if i can just get cooking lessons underway! Drea just doesn't seem interested but Hannah does... Love you!!
April 11, 2015
April 11, 2015
Having a rough time trying to get things done! I love the shit out of
You , BUT YOU HAD A HELL OF A MESS TO CLEAN OUT IN THE SATURN!!!! That's what always made me crazy with you... YOUR MESSYNESS!!! Anyway, I went to Michaliac and
Harrington office to draw up papers to appoint Todd as the kids Gaurdian IF something happens to me. We discussed doing it before but now I'm seeing it HAD to be done. It was another emotional day for me with that and your car. But I'm trying to take care of business. I just love and miss you so!!
You , BUT YOU HAD A HELL OF A MESS TO CLEAN OUT IN THE SATURN!!!! That's what always made me crazy with you... YOUR MESSYNESS!!! Anyway, I went to Michaliac and
Harrington office to draw up papers to appoint Todd as the kids Gaurdian IF something happens to me. We discussed doing it before but now I'm seeing it HAD to be done. It was another emotional day for me with that and your car. But I'm trying to take care of business. I just love and miss you so!!
April 8, 2015
April 8, 2015
You always said you didn't have many friends and they were all acquaintances, bit you really don't know the impct you had on others! Yesterday proves it!! I got a package from Anna and Jeff at your work and a card. They sent two picture albums of you on the job!! The guys still talk a lot about you and miss you this year! A lot of them feel your absence and I know Don and Billy and Brian and mark all had a hard time too. You ment a lot to many!!! You'll never be forgotten!
April 5, 2015
April 5, 2015
Happy Easter babe! These are sure tough days without you!!! Had a beautiful vigil tonight... Father Gary's final one! Didn't occur to me til' after. I teared up thinking of our special vigils 02' and 04' when you got your confirmation snd toke the Christian name of 'Michael' . I'm keeping your st. Michael on a chain and always think of you whenever I see it!!! I miss and love the shit out of you paul Jon ! Forever and eternity!!
April 1, 2015
April 1, 2015
Had a breaking point last night .. Think it was when I cooked stake on the grill and out of habit I thought of the piece for you to eat... Med/rare! Just how you'd like it!! At the table I mentioned it to the girls. " there's more on the stove...enough for four..."
I teared up! At least I laughed thinking of our running joke about me cooking on our grill, you'd say " woman don't touch MY grill!" lol man stuff rite?? Lol I just miss you SOO !! Love you!!
I teared up! At least I laughed thinking of our running joke about me cooking on our grill, you'd say " woman don't touch MY grill!" lol man stuff rite?? Lol I just miss you SOO !! Love you!!
April 1, 2015
April 1, 2015
Happy April fools day i know u hated when me and Drea prank u,this year I actu don't know what to do! I might get mom, DREA MOST DEFINITELY and get to wear prank king crown we made with Burger King cardboard crown
March 30, 2015
March 30, 2015
Hi honey... Guess Hannah posted something there about the race! We're looking forward to it but won't be the same without you !!!!
Well... I'm looking to get someone to do this roof! The garage needs it badly !! I'll do my best!! Please look out for me as make this deal!! Times like this I always let you do the talking! You know how to handle contractors!! I miss you and love you!!!!
Well... I'm looking to get someone to do this roof! The garage needs it badly !! I'll do my best!! Please look out for me as make this deal!! Times like this I always let you do the talking! You know how to handle contractors!! I miss you and love you!!!!
March 29, 2015
March 29, 2015
I cried because I thought of all the times at the glen
March 24, 2015
March 24, 2015
Hey babe... Mr. Cerilo ended up getting fired from the school... Can you believe that stuff???!! Nana was really upset lastnight and sulked around! Drea said she thinks it's BS too! ( not in those terms of course) but you get the point!! Sad... But I just put my arms around her and told her to keep her chin up!!
March 24, 2015
March 24, 2015
God they ( we) need you in times like this!! I'm trying honey, really am, and want SOOO much to do you proud by our girls!!! It's tough doing this physically on my own!!! I just try to find the rite words in times like this too... And think of what YOU'D say and how YOU would handle it! I know we at times didn't see eye to eye on EVERY detail when it came to the girls but our goals for them were always common! To grow strong and their best!!! I pray they will and I continue installing that in them!!! Love and miss you always paul Jon!!!!
March 20, 2015
March 20, 2015
Well tomorrow our girl is 15. I think of that day and how happy we were that morning at 9:33 am when doctor Allen placed her on my belly and handed you the sissors to cut her cord! I know the girls were ( are still) your life as well as me!!! Love at first sight from the moment of their births!!!! They miss their dad!!!! WE MISS YOU!!!!!
March 17, 2015
March 17, 2015
Is that you leaving me heart shapes with my tag on my desk here at work? That's the second time I've seen it!! I've preyed and begged for you to send me signs of love!!!
March 13, 2015
March 13, 2015
Got the new carpet today!! Looks great babe!! Sure needed it!! Only been wanting to do it last few years now!! You I'm sure, would have approved the choice and feel! Love and miss you much!!
March 10, 2015
March 10, 2015
Hi honey... Sitting in my cubicle hiding my tears again!! Getting myself together so I can work! I just called to cancel your dental apt for tomorrow! All I could do not to burst out in tears on the phone saying " umm... He died a few months ago!" I just miss you !!!
March 9, 2015
March 9, 2015
Hi babe!! So your guy won in Vegas raceway yesterday!!! Lol bet you cheered up there!!!
Can't wait for the progress reports from schools to see how girls are faring this semester. No phone calls as late from Drea's teachers saying this or that is missing assignments not done, so we'll see
Can't wait for the progress reports from schools to see how girls are faring this semester. No phone calls as late from Drea's teachers saying this or that is missing assignments not done, so we'll see
March 9, 2015
March 9, 2015
I think theve done good considering, so im going easy on them but just want them to stay on track.
Todd wants your work boots so I left them by the door today... He has to drop off Hannah's glasses so he'll pick them up at that time.
Todd wants your work boots so I left them by the door today... He has to drop off Hannah's glasses so he'll pick them up at that time.
March 9, 2015
March 9, 2015
I still find it hard to go through your clothes honey!! :( I just can't but I know it's not helping me holding off ether! Maybe this week.. I still clutch your pillow at night
And cry! I just miss you!!!
And cry! I just miss you!!!
March 4, 2015
March 4, 2015
Sheba got her checkup at the vets tonight... All good but doc wants her to shed a few pounds! Told you not to feed her all the treats!!
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December 17, 2018
December 17, 2018
Paul, I never had the great pleasure of meeting you, but feel like I have known you for a long time. Cannot believe it has been 4 years.
I want to thank you for helping me and your guidance when Billy died.
I know that you are watching over Scooter and the girls....
Please guide Scooter to have some closure with your passing, does not mean that she will ever get over your passing. She has been getting better each year. I just want you to help her to start a new chapter in her life, as I love her to the moon and back. I know you want her to have happiness again..... Hopefully she will meet somebody as great as you were.
RIP my great Bro n Law
I want to thank you for helping me and your guidance when Billy died.
I know that you are watching over Scooter and the girls....
Please guide Scooter to have some closure with your passing, does not mean that she will ever get over your passing. She has been getting better each year. I just want you to help her to start a new chapter in her life, as I love her to the moon and back. I know you want her to have happiness again..... Hopefully she will meet somebody as great as you were.
RIP my great Bro n Law
December 31, 2016
December 31, 2016
Happy new year babe! Another year is ending and you are missed as always!! Shows how time dosent stand still for anyone or anything!!! 2017 is the time for me though, babe.... the year and time when I must concentrate fully on rebuilding myself and my life. As much as I will always love you my darling; I know the time has come for me to move forward. I have been in soo much pain without you ; but I'm coming to realize reality is reality... and it won't change. As much as I had my heart set on growing old with you; I know it isn't meant to be! I can't have you back!! So I'm moving forward with my love for you and the memories of us. That is what I will forever cherish ; my sweet, sweet love! I know you have wanted this for me for a while probabaly , but until now I have been afraid to go forward... afraid of the future. But now I know I have no choices . I love and miss you always , my love; and carry you in my heart forever!!! Please live within my heart always!! I love you Paul Jon!!❤❤
December 26, 2016
December 26, 2016
Merry Christmas darling .... we're apart; that's true ! But I can dream; and in my dreams ; I'm christmasing with you!! You h the lights cuts on the tree , I wish you could see; I wish it everyday!! Logs on the fire; fill me with desire to see you and to say; I wish you a merry Christmas... happy new year too! I just one wish on this CHRISTMAS NIGHT ; I wish I was with you!!
Merry merry christmas; merry christmas ... darling!!
Merry merry christmas; merry christmas ... darling!!
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