Hey babe! I'm just beginning to wonder if I'm damaged goods from all this! Yesterday, I told the therapist that I felt I was as there's been too much lose and pain! Geez-Luis; mom, dad, billy... Now you!!! I'm 42 yrs old and widowed!!! She asked me what I
Miss most about our marriage... Well, the list went on but top was of course : intimacy; companionship; our laughter, your smart-ass jokes ; songs we sang and stuff like that ! Us!!!!!! I miss us... Dammit!!! I even miss arguing with you!!! You know as well as I do we had our times but we always managed through , no!? Neither of us were perfect, paul Jon; but we always had loyalty, love , and devotion!! That was NEVER in question. Now I'm just left in this pain and loneliness.... It's not fair to you, me , or our girls!!! I love you!!!