Hi Peggy,
This year has been quite eventful so far with a big family vacation which felt like a bootcamp. I got promoted, Hun went on biz trips almost every month, and Eurie had a surgery. Just going through the whole process of dealing with her medical needs, I would have to say, was the most difficult thing I've done as a mom. But, I always thought of how you'd have handled situations like this, and it made me regain courage and hope. You would have been so proud of Eurie! We talk about you often and the girls remember how kind and sweet you were. We miss you very much. Though it might be some time until we meet again, when we do, I'll bring my emergency clubbing kit with me. We shall party like we did before. :-)
Love always,
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Hey 누나, remember our talks about tattoos? And how we said that we would never get a tattoo of someone else's name? Well, guess I was wrong. Got your Korean name (Chung Jin) in hanja the other day on my shoulder. I know there are other ways to "honor" you (wink, wink ... since that's the tattoo I got on my other shoulder when we were hanging out in New York), but I wanted a permanent reminder for myself. And the fact that your name means real, genuine and true made it really fitting.
I miss you so much. I keep finding myself waiting by my phone to see if you texted or called. I keep wishing for even another minute with you to tell you that I love you. I keep searching for a way to just go on, because I know that's what you would have wanted.
Thank you for being such an awesome sister, for being my best friend and for still watching over us all.
Love and miss you always
This video was taken on Oct. 19, 2012, when Liam officially turned 1 year old. It's over 2 minutes long, but if you watch the whole thing, you'll get to catch glimpses of Peggy as she was and hear her beautiful voice.
Yesterday, Liam turned 3 years old.
Yesterday was another birthday without Peggy.
Yesterday was another day when she should have been there.
Yesterday was the second time celebrating Liam's birthday without her, his umma who only got to celebrate his first birthday with him.
Though we filled the whole weekend with fun and laughter and love for Liam, it still felt terrible and so wrong without her. Peggy, how we miss you so much and how we wish you were here.
