Today would have been your 48th birthday. I tried to keep my mind busy to keep from having a total melt down today. I miss you more than you will ever know. But I also know you are in a much better place. A place without sorrow or pain. A place where you never have to say I'm sorry. Until we see each other in Heaven, I'll see you later.

7 years ago today. Don't seem possible. I miss you so much. Always have since you left the walks of this life. I will see you later on in Heaven. I will never say goodbye since that word to me means forever. Always on my mind, Forever in my Heart!

Today you would have been 47 years old. You've celebrated 7 birthdays up in Heaven. I love you and miss you so much. I would never ask for you back though. You were in so much pain up until you died. Always on my mind, Forever in my Heart!

6 years today. I have thought about you a lot the last week or two and even cried. I miss you so much. You leaving was the hardest thing I have ever endured other than losing our 2 precious babies. Always and forever sweetheart. I loved you then and I love you now.

It will soon be 6 years that you have been gone. So many things I have wanted to ask you. So many things I wanted to tell you. All the woulda shoulda coulda could never bring you back. All the wishing in the world that I had never had that horrible car accident that kept me away from you and our son. I often wonder what if? What if I hadn't had that car accident? What if I had been there to make sure you flushed all that dye out of your body with fluids. So many what if's but the outcome probably would have been the same. I still love you and miss you my darling husband up in heaven. You have 2 out of 3 of our greatest blessings and I know me and Skyler will see all of you again some day.

this past Tuesday would have been our 14th wedding anniversary. You left the walks of this life 5 and a half years ago. We were only married 8 and a half years. You spent the rest of your life with me. Happy anniversary up in heaven baby. Give the boys a big kiss from their mama. I miss you terribly each and every day that passes. I know you would want me to be happy. You were the love of my life. Still taking it one day at a time.

Miss you terribly. Wish you were here.

5 years. Sometimes it seems like yesterday. Sometimes it seems like forever. I will Always love this man who was the love of my life. I know these last 5 years a lot has changed but a lot has stayed the same. It is a hurt nobody understands unless they have been through it. Always on my mind, Forever in my heart!

You were truly my brother from another mother. You accepted me as part of your family and I will be forever grateful. Your beautiful wife & son, and the rest of your family, miss you immensely, as do I.
5 years and it still doesn't seem like you should be gone. I still haven't said good-bye because in so many ways you are still here.

4 years and 8 months. Don't seem like it should be that long. Sometimes it seems longer. I miss you every single day. Your son misses you too. We both love you still so very much. I never thought I would become a widow at the age of 35. But now I am 40 and things are better in some ways. I just wish you were here to put your arms around me and tell me everything is going to be okay.