Mother’s Unconditional Love
October 13, 2019
I always hear those words about God’s unconditional love And how He sacrificed himself to save his children but Those words were more felt because of Mama Pilar. I cannot count how many times you saved and helped us to get through some hurdles in life. I told Izzy, my daughter that with Lola Pilar, I feel I AM THE BEST GREATEST PERSON because she let me feel that I can do everything and anything. And with her by my side, I forced myself to spread more wings that I couldn’t imagine and fly.
During my childhood years, I am more of Daddy’s girl because Mama Pilar was a disciplinarian to me maybe because she knows that I am a little naughtier than my siblings so I always cling to my dad. But I thank God that he let me experienced to be with my mom and very blessed!
Thank you Mama for always being there - in EVERYTHING! YOU ARE SO UNSELFISH AND ALWAYS GIVING TO US YOUR FAMILY EVEN YOU WON’T HAVE ANYTHING FOR YOURSELF! Thank you to you and Papa for showing us a very good example of how to value your FAMILY AND MARRIAGE. I miss you so much especially when I am in the kitchen coz that was your fave place coz you always wanted to feed us with your good food and NOW whenever I feel like crying- I only think of your words few days before you left us- that “IAM HAPPY LHOY! “ and I saw that pure and sweet smile of yours- AND THAT IS ENOUGH FOR ME TO TURN MY TEARS INTO SMILE TOO.
Few hours before your last breath- I saw you smiling while your eyes were close and It crossed my mind that maybe - just maybe, Papa Lito was already standing in front of her telling her to hurry up so they can be together and dance! It hurts thinking you won’t be with us anymore but this time- I WILL BE THE ONE WHO WON’T BE SELFISH AND LET YOU GO COZ I KNOW YOU AND PAPA BEEN WAITING FOR A VERY LONG TIME TO BE TOGETHER AGAIN- YOUR ONE TRUE GREAT LOVE - as what Papa always says in his love letters to you...
“ Love till the end of time is what I will offer to you”
- Papa Lito to his Dearest Pil
”
During my childhood years, I am more of Daddy’s girl because Mama Pilar was a disciplinarian to me maybe because she knows that I am a little naughtier than my siblings so I always cling to my dad. But I thank God that he let me experienced to be with my mom and very blessed!
Thank you Mama for always being there - in EVERYTHING! YOU ARE SO UNSELFISH AND ALWAYS GIVING TO US YOUR FAMILY EVEN YOU WON’T HAVE ANYTHING FOR YOURSELF! Thank you to you and Papa for showing us a very good example of how to value your FAMILY AND MARRIAGE. I miss you so much especially when I am in the kitchen coz that was your fave place coz you always wanted to feed us with your good food and NOW whenever I feel like crying- I only think of your words few days before you left us- that “IAM HAPPY LHOY! “ and I saw that pure and sweet smile of yours- AND THAT IS ENOUGH FOR ME TO TURN MY TEARS INTO SMILE TOO.
Few hours before your last breath- I saw you smiling while your eyes were close and It crossed my mind that maybe - just maybe, Papa Lito was already standing in front of her telling her to hurry up so they can be together and dance! It hurts thinking you won’t be with us anymore but this time- I WILL BE THE ONE WHO WON’T BE SELFISH AND LET YOU GO COZ I KNOW YOU AND PAPA BEEN WAITING FOR A VERY LONG TIME TO BE TOGETHER AGAIN- YOUR ONE TRUE GREAT LOVE - as what Papa always says in his love letters to you...
“ Love till the end of time is what I will offer to you”
- Papa Lito to his Dearest Pil
”