Not a day goes by I don't think of you ! I can't take your phone number out if my phone and may never ,cause it just doesn't seem real that your not there anymore . The irony is that I feel so vulnerable,you were my protector. I know you just wanted Kat and I to be settled and happy ,yet we didn't get to provide you with that but I can assure you that we never stop trying !! We are both at cross roads as our babies have /are leaving home now and I'm not sure what to do w my life now and so wish I could talk to you
about it ,as I feel our lives have been similar wuotte were both widowed young w babies to raise.we both made alot of mistakes and we both have stayed alone ,and I just don't know how you did it all those years and now your not here to ask. But you really needed to go and rest and be w mom again and i get really down that's what I think of . I have a feeling your much happier now then you were ,living . I know someday we will be together again and unfortunatly we lost so many along the way ,but this way we will have a hell of a party when all is said and done . Til then ,I will continue to cherish the good times we had while you were here. And the proof was in the pictures at your memorial. Rob did a outstanding job as it was a beautiful service and was done with class . You may be surprised how special you were to all of us in each of our ways . I love you daddy !! You may be gone but you will never be forgotten,never !!