My son Nicholas I remember the day you were born, you were in such a hurry to come and meet the world. You were the most beautiful baby. You were always so happy never crying. You are missed so very much. You were very impatient, guess that would go back from the day you were born. I would love to write that things were perfect while you were growing into a young man. We sure did have our challenges. I would not change any of them. That is what made you, you.  I do know you were a kind gentle man with a caring heart. And very smart and a great writer. You sure did love cars and your dream to have your own car business someday. I would have visions of you running your business, as you were sharing your dreams with me. You would have been awesome. I think of all the funny things you use to do and I laugh I cry.  You are loved and missed everyday