Lee I just want you to know how much I truly love and miss you bro. Everyday of my life is now even more of a struggle now that I don't have my big brother around. Well not physically anyway bro but I know that you are still with me as I take every step through life because believe me my brother, I definitely feel your presence. I know when I'm alone at home that I'm never really alone because I know you're right there. Some folks probably think I'm crazy and sometimes I even have to question myself but I see and hear all the little things you do to get my attention bro. I just hope that you can somehow find a way to tell me whatever it is that you need for me to know. I'm not gonna give up on finding the truth bro. There will never be a day that goes by that you aren't on my mind . The answers are so hard to find because of everything that has happened but I know I'm my heart u will find a way to show me. No matter how hard things get out here for me bro I try to stay strong and keep my sanity most of all. About the only thing I find comfort in is knowing in my heart that some day I will get to see my big brother again and tell you all the things that I never got the chance to tell you while you was here.  I love you my brother rest in peace and know that you Will be forever loved and missed.