..man ii remember when we first met in da loop. i wasz walkin down da street on da fonee widt "FABO" lookin for him && "RO" n he said he was comin up da street widt "HOMICIDE GURLS". dass when i seen YOUU widt him , ro , niisha , yum-yum , && hella othaa ppl (too many to name) . but den when we wasz by disz store isz when YOUU 1st said sumthin 2k me. we got to talkin n den da next day we start tawkin on bebo lOl. YOUU wasz my othaa half on der for hellas. den one day YOUU asked me wasz ii goin to da gateway classic n ii said no because i dont have no ticket and YOUU was like ii got a extra one det YOUU can have. so when da gateway classic came ii rode da metrO widt my homebois and when i got off n tried to call YOUU, YOUU yelled my name n ran over there and gave me one of da biggest hugs ever. we walked to da stadium widt everybody, we wasz str8 hella deep lOl. when we got to walkin around YOUU had got mad adt me because YOUU was like its too many females up her det im lookin adt and YOUU grabbed my hand n we started walkin around da rams dome holdin hands <3<3<3. den we YOUU wasz like YOUU can walk around widt yo frewnds I walked around widt da whole HOMICIDE n we got into idt widt dem luh niggas from BMBk. da next time ii seen YOUU, yhu was like whats wronG widt YOUU n ii aint say nun den YOUU got mad n we start walkin again. when we got outside and dey jumped me, YOUU && NIISHA (women) came over der swingin on dem sayin dey got me fukCed up, ii cuulda lost my life det day and YOUU saved me. aftaa det happen ii str8 fell in love widt YOUU CUZz nobody else wuuld have dunn anything like det for me n det showed me det YOUU really cared about me. den YOUU women nd yum-yum beat sum hoes ass da same day when we got off da metro adt delmar LOOP lOl. man i still remember how YOUU use 2k call me everyday n we use 2k talk for hellas no matta what. when YOUU use to call me hella early adt like 3 sumthin in da mornin i didnt wanna pikC up da fonee but ii knew idt wasz YOUU so ii pikCed up anyway. we use to tawk abkout any and everything. YOUU always use 2k get mad adt me n be like YOUU hate me n hanG up den call me bakC like 5 minutes later or later det day n say "SORRY MANNY I LOVE YOUU" den ii get da biGGest smile n say ii love YOUU bakC. ii remember one day ii seen YOUU adt da LOOP widt women n sumbody else && ii tried to act like ii didnt see YOUU when ii put my fonee up 2k my head & YOUU wasz like dont act like YOUU dont see me now & YOUU gave me a biG huG. my homeboy wasz like "PRECIOUS WOULD YOUU EVA GO WIDT MANNY" && den YOUU was like "HE ALREADY KNOW I WOULD & I LOVE HIM SO I DONT KNOW WHY YOUU EVEN ASKED DET" lOl. my heart str8 dropped when YOUU said det. && sumthin ii cuuld never forGet isz when YOUU told me "only reason why we aint togethaa isz because ii dont wanna do YOUU wronG n end up cheatin on YOUU or brakiin yo heart" right den n der im like damn anybkody else wuuldna said no shidt like det 2k me dey just wuuld did idt anyway but YOUU kept idt 100 widt me abkout anything/EVERYTHING.. we got into idt one day n ii cant remember exaCtly what for but we stopped talkin. MAN IDTS LIKE SO MUCH SHiDT I WANNA SAY BUT DEN AGAiN DONT REALLY KNOW HOW TO SAY IDT. man ii swear to god on my life ii wuuld do anything just to get YOUU bkC n see YOUU one more time so ii can express all my feelins 2k YOUU. ii swear if ii wasz der det day YOUU died idt wuuld have bkeen me det wasz in da casket instead of YOUU. det wuuld have bkeen my way of pAyinG YOUU bakC for savin my life det one day. && ii cuuld chunk idt up on anything det before YOUU died ii said ii wasz gon get yo name tattede on me but ii didnt think det idt wuuld have a R.I.P infrOnt of idt (smh) , dass how muCh ii love YOUU. && ii cant forget YOUU because YOUU wasz really my 1st love n idts not right to forget abkout ur 1st love. "PRECIOUS IMA ALWAYS LOVE YOUU NO MATTER WHAT & IF ANYBkODY GOT SUMTHIN TO SAY I DONT CARE CUZz DONT NOBkODY ELSE MATTER 2K ME EXCEPT YOUU" && idt str8 took da death of YOUU for me 2k realize how muCh ii love YOUU.
[[P.S]] just promise me det YOUU gon be waitin adt da doors of heaven when idts my turn to leave from here... ii LOVE YOUU && ii MISS YOUU always && forever
**r.i.p RANISHA PRECIOUS "p-bluud" COLE [[02/01/93]]--[[12/26/10]]