Mommy, ur beautiful smile lite up my life. But today isn't shiny. It is raining down here on earth and I believe its because god feels the pain in my heart for u and so he is crying. I remember u telling me that as a little girl. That when god gets sad he cry's and that's why it rains. Today, exactly one year that u have been gone. There is no sunshine no warmth just Grey clouds and a lot of rain. I miss u more than any words I can put in this tribute. U wasn't just my mom but u were my best friend. I shared all my deepest secrets with u and u never judged me for it. U just loved me even more. Even when I didn't deserve ur understanding. U were one of the best parts of me. So I walk around empty here without u! I love u once, I love u twice, I love u more than beans and rice!!!