Happy Birthday baby I remember your last birthday we made all those reservations reserved a car it was your nite and at the last moment you wanted to stay home just you and me you knew all along you told our friend so they wouldn't come over and it was just you and me cause not one person came over I figured you had something to do with that too baby people tell me to move on but I can't it hurts and it doesn't feel right so I'm not when the right time comes I'm sure you'll let me know happy birthday baby I love you.pray for me.

Dearest Richard no words can explain the pain that I feel within my soul the day that I found out that you had left this Earth. To me you are more than just a friend or a casual acquaintance you are a godsend to us here. How much I can recall the many times you've helped me out and my brother with your words of guidance and your effortless actions and which you help us make a better decision on what we were dealing with. So from the bottom of my heart in the depths of my soul for me and my brother I do not see very well but I say till we meet again in the afterlife.

Richard it's times like this I miss you the most and I know you're looking down on me and you're probably disappointed but baby I'm trying it's just baby it doesn't matter to me anymore whether I live or die I just wanna be with you and only you I can't explain how much you mean to me and you've always meant a lot to me I just never told you and I am having a hard time living with that not a day goes by when I don't think of you I love you too much see you soon baby.

Richard I know you are not to proud of me right now for some decisions I've made since you've been gone but baby I feel like I'm being pushed against a wall but baby I'm gonna make some changes and make things right again for you baby you at least deserve that.
By baby love you.

When we were together we didn't need anyone or anything else it was as if we were the only 2 on this planet Richard didn't like crowds so we stood home a lot just the 2 of us or we would go away for the weekend those were good times I'm gonna miss you Richie I miss you so much I love you baby.

To my partner and best friend you will always be remembered in my heart .