I found someone that reminds me alot like you . thats a trip cuz i never that anyone can be like the friend you were to me .miss you right hand

Dear rob, ....
My heart hurts right now. I feel like I'm closer to death as the days go by. Miss u

Dear friend,.
The day I get to join you is coming very soon. Wait for me at the gate. I know I'll find my happiness at last. See u soon

Dear Rob,
I'm hurting friend. my heart feels like it's being torn in a million small Peace's. I've never felt so alone and betrayed, abandoned, neglected and worthless. Chris hates me and has not only fell out of love with me but hates me more than anything in this world. I feel like I've been a game for him all this time. I wish this nightmare could end . Only it's not a nightmare, it's real. I don't like this life . It's dreadful the way I'm dreadful to Chris. I can't bare to see tomarrow .my days are sad, empty, and my heart is broken and continues to break. I hope I meet with u soon. Soon as I get the courage . I'll see u soon hopefully. Love u friend

I MISS YOU SO MUCH. REST IN PEACE

DEAR ROB, IF I COULD JUST GO TO SLEEP AND NEVER WAKE UP, ID BE SO GREATFUL. MY HEART WOULDNT BE HURTING BECAUSE ITS BEEN TORN IN PEACES. MY EYES WOULDNT FEEL TIRED AND FULL OF SAD TEARS. HONESTLY NO JOKE ROB I WOULD BE SO HAPPY AND AT PEACE. BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY I WISH I COULD BE WHERE YOU ARE. I DONT WANT TO WAKE UP TOMARROW AND LIVE ANOTHER
LONG DREADFULL WHOLE DAY. LIFE IS BEGINNING TO BE SO UNBEARING. THAT BEING SAID I CANT SAY WHEN OR HOW BUT I FEEL IN MY GUT , ILL BE HAPPY AGAIN ONLY WHEN THAT HAPPY FEELING DOES HAPPEN, ITV WONT BE IN THIS WORLD . ILL BE WITH YOU AND WE WILL HANG OUT AND LAUGH AND OF COUSE KAREOKE. IM TIRED OF FEELING SAD MY EYEBALLS FEEL SORE AND HEAVY FROM CONSTANTLY CRYING. I CANT STOP THE CRYING BECAUSE I CANT HELP BUT FEEL DEPRESSED .I CANT STOP IT BECAUSE MY HEART IS BROKEN BY THE ONE PERSON I TRULY LOVED AND TRUSTED WITH MY HEART . HE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MY OTHER HALF .MY BEST FRIEND .MY PARTNER I THOUGHT WOULD BE THERE FOR ME . NOT JUST AS MY BOYFRIEND BUT AS MY BEST FRIEND. ALMOST 4 YEARS TOGETHER WE LIVED TOGETHER MOVED OUT OF STATE TOGETHER.BEEN THROUGH ALOT MADE A BABY TOGETHER . SO AFTER EVERYTHING WEVE BEEN THROUGH TOGETHER, HOW COULD HE ? MY MIND IS STUCK ON HOW COULD HE JUST GO ON WITH HIS LIFE AND LEAVE ME TO BE ON THE STREET ALONE . NOT CARING WETHER OR NOT I END UP UNDER A ROOF AT THE END OF THE NIGHT. I UNDERSTAND RELATIONSHIP S SOMETIMES END IT HAPPENS WHEN THINGS GET CRAZY AND ARE NOT WORKING OUT . BUT I THOUGHT HE LOVED ME AT SOME POINT. OR MAYBE HE DIDNT .NOT EVEN AS A FRIEND COULD HE CARE ENOGH TO ASK, YOU LOOK TIRED MARIA.HAVE U BEEN GETTING REST? ARE YOU OK? NOTHING!!! NADA!!! SO HERE I AM ROB he hoping I can figure out an easy painless way to kill myself so I don't live to see another day and feel my heart bleeding and shredding in Peace's. Everyone tells me life goes on there's plenty of guys out there your beautiful girl Maria. Blah blah blah. But no one sees or feels it the way I do . How do I snap out of it and go on living happy when I spent almost 4 years loving someone being there unconditionally constantly showing my love care and dedication to him trying to build a family had plans goals with him. And then one day he decides this time its over. He no longer loves me he doesnt care about me or how I'm feeling or what I'm going through. I'm not even a friend to him. I'm nothing . 4 years together was nothing meant nothing . Our plans were never plans in his eyes .they were killing time . Thats what it seems. So now what. Kathryn died Heather got taken away, lost our home Chris broke up with me for good .everything is erased including his feelings for me. It hurts Rob. But I won't go on long so I'll see u soon friend. I feel alittle better now .not really.see u soon

MY DEAREST MOST LOYAL LOVING TRUEST FRIEND WHOM I MISS EVERYDAY, I HOPE YOUR NOT DISAPOINTED IN ME FROM ALL THE MISTAKES IVE BEEN MAKING THIS PAST YEAR. I KNOW ONE THINGS FOR SURE , NOBODY KNOWS ME BETTER THAN YOU. AND YOU KNOW IM READY TO JOIN YOU AND BE AT PEACE AND IN PARADISE. UNFORTUNATELY IT DIDNT WORK OUT AS WELL AS I THOUGH IT WOULD. BUT NO WORRIES SOON FRIEND WE WILL BE HANGING OUT TOGETHER SINGING OUR SONGS AGAIN. UNTILL THEN I LOVE U ROB

I CANT CATCH A BREAK!!!!! I WISH YOU. YOU WERE ALIVE AND HERE TO HELP ME GET THROUGH THESE IMPOSSIBLE OBSTACLES IM FACING ALL ALONE. I MISS YOU ROB

Dearest Rob, at this point i feel like i cant catch a break. Times like this is when i wish you were around cuz i know if you were alive today, you would be here to help me figure out how to fix things going wrong. I saved up for 6 months to finally get a place for me n chris to start from scratch .you know a fresh start, and build a better life than the one were living today. But as usual i didnt succeed with my goals . someone scammed me out of my deposit. Now were back at 0. What do i do. I wish you were alive . miss you friend untill next time . maria

last night a mutual friend of ours was in trouble there are people trying to set him up and take his _________. so that reminded me of you. i dont know why im writing this but i guess just to say your not forgotten by me. i miss you friend. by the way im leaving marcus house soon to start a new life w chris.do me a favor rob watch over mike and adam. love you friend

DEAR ROB, THIS WHOLE WEEK ALL I SEEM TO DO IS CONSTANTLY THINK ABOUT YOU AND I FEEL NOTHING BUT GUILT . I CANT GET PASSED THE THOUGHT THAT MAYBE IF I LET YOU SPEND THE NIGHT HERE AT MARCUS YOU JUST MIGHT BE HERE TODAY. IVE SAID IT NUMEROUS TIMES BUT IM GONNA SAY IT AGAIN. IM SORRY FOR NOT LETTING YOU STAY ABD IM SORRY FOR WHAT I SAID BEDORE U WALKED OUT

HAPPY NEW YEAR FRIEND

ROB YOU YOU ARE GONNA BE REAL PROUD OF CHRIS AND I. WHEN HE GETS OUT, IM GONNA GET CLEAN AND CHRIS IS ALREADY CLEAN. WERE LEAVING TUJUNGA AND STARTING FRESH . A NEW PLACE TO LIVE A BETTER RELATIONSHIP AND BETTER LIFE. WISH US LUCK FRIEND. I MISS YOU ROB

DEAREST ROB MY ONLY TRUE FRIEND. SOMEONE ASKED FOR MY HELP TODAY TO GET THEM A PLACE TO STAY BECAUSE THEY FEAR THEIR LIFE IS BEING THREATENED . THIS REMINDED ME OF U. I REMEMBER WHEN U ASKED ME IF U CAN STAY AT MARCUS I DIDNT HELP U AND U GOT SHOT HOURS LATER. ALTHOUGH I DIDNT KNOW U WERE GONNA GET SHOT BUT ITS STILL MY FAULT UR DEAD. BECAUSE IF LET U STAY U WOULD STILL BE ALIVE. THAT BEING SAID, I WONT MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE TWICE. IM GOING TO HELP THIS PERSON AND DO EVERYTHING IN MY POWER TO MAKE SURE HE DOESNT END UP DEAD SOMEWHERE. SO WHEREVER U ARE I HOPE U FORGIVE ME AND I HOPE IM MAKING U PROUD.

Dear Rob , i dont think i can get past you being dead. I hope somehow someway your reading what im writing because i miss you friend. Since the day you were murdered, i cant stop feeling like its my fault . if i only let you spend the night at marcus you would be alive today.

This ones from kimmy fullerton /
 Robert my dearest fallen friend but never forgotten. me lori and mikey were looking through our yearbooks looking at pictures laughing our asses off. as i reminice i remember so many times i cherrish to this dasy.i have to admit that when you started kareoking you sucked like shit lol but in the end you carried it like a boss. no matter how many minutes and miles we missed together i want you to know that your death has been justified

if i could rewind time and relive the night at marcus december 11 2011, i would never say what i said to you.id let you stay and you would have never gone home and get shot .for that im so freakin sorry.im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry 3

7 years and still i feel this way. only god know when ill stop hurting

DEAR ROB,
HI FRIEND, IM SORRY ITS TAKEN ME SO LONG TO WRITE ON YOUR MEMORIAL PAGE. A FEW YEARS I TOLD MYSELF I HAD TO LET GO OF MY OBSESSION WITH YOUR DEATH BUT I REALIZE NOW ALTHOUGH I HAD TO LET GO , AND MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE, THAT DIDNT MEAN I HAD TO FORGET U . ITS HARD TO JUST FORGET U . U WERE A VERY IMPORTANT PERSON TO ME AND A REALLY GOOD FRIEND TO ME. TO FOGET U IS IMPOSSIBLE. I STILL THINK ABOUT U AT TIMES ATLEAST ONCE OR TWICE U POP IN MY HEAD. OH ROB, I MISS YOU . I MISS YOU FRIEND .YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN. UNTIL NEXT TIME , BYE ROB.

DEAR ROB I MISS YOU AND THOUGHT OF YOU JUST NOW WISH YOU WERE HERE. KAREOKE W ME LIKE WE USED TO. LOVE U MISS YOU FRIEND.REST IN PEACE

DEAR ROB, THIS PAST WEEK IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT YOU CONSTANTLY. 5 YEARS HAS GONE BY SINCE YOU LEFT THIS LIFE AND YET IM STILL NOT ABLE TO GET OVER THE FACT THAT YOUR DEAD. ID GIVE ANYTHING TO HAVE JUST 1 HOUR TO SIT AND TALK TO YOU LIKE I USED TO.I REMEMBER BACK WHEN YOU WERE LIVING AT ADAMS HOUSE, AND ID HAVE MY BAD DAYS FEELING SAD AND ALONE, YOU WOULD CONSTANTLY ASK ME WHATS WRONG AND FORCE ME TO SPILL EVERYTHING. AFTER TALKING TO YOU AND POURING MY HEART OUT , SOMEHOW YOU MADE ME FEEL BETTER, EVEN THOUGH ALL YOU DID WAS SIT AND LISTEN. I GUESS I FELT BETTER AFTER BECAUSE I KNEW YOU WERE THERE FOR ME TO CRY TO TALK TO AND NEVER DID YOU JUDGE ME. I DONT HAVE ANYONE RIGHT NOW I CAN SAY IS CAPABLE OF TAKING YOUR PLACE AS MY FRIEND . TRUE FRIEND.IT HURTS TO REALIZE I HAD THAT SPECIAL PERSON ONECE ONG AGO AND NEVER AGAIN

MISS YOU FRIEND YESTERDAY TODAY TOMARROW AND FOREVER. R.I.P ROB

DEAR ROB,
I DON'T KNOW EVEN KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN. SO HERE IT GOES. MY LIFE IS SO MESSED UP AND U BEARING TO LIVE, I'M LOOSING GRIP AND I'M FEELING SO SCARED OF WHAT I WILL DO JUST TO ESCAPE FROM IT ALL. JUST 2 DAYS AGAIN I WAS ABOUT TO GO DO HEROIN FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE. I CAN'T BELIEVE MY LIFES GOTTEN SO MESSED UP WHERE I LOST ALL MY HOPE AND STRENGTH THAT THE ONLY SOLUTION I HAD WAS TO TRY AND NUMB THE EMOTIONAL PAIN AND SUFFERING I'M GOING THROUGH. THAT BEING SAID, SINCE YOU ALREADY KNOW, I DON'T BELIEVE IN GOD, BUT I BELIEVE IN YOU, SO IF THERE'S ANYTHING YOU CAN DO PLEASE KEEP ME SAFE AND AWAY FROM BAD THINGS. I LOVE AND MISS YOU FRIEND . MARIA

DEAR ROB, IT'S BEEN SUCH A LONG TIME SINCE I LAST WROTE ON UR MEMORIAL PAGE, I KIND OF FEEL LIKE CRAP ,I HOPE U KNOW I HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN U. I'VE JUST BEEN LIVING A CRAZY 2 YEARS AND BOY HAS IT BEEN CRAZY. ANYWAYS I DON'T BELIVE IN GOD BUT SOMEHOW I BELIEVE THAT YOUR SPIRIT IS ALWAYS AROUND WATCHING ALL OF US, SO I'M GONNA PRAY TO YOU ROB. PLEASE WATCH OVER ME MIKE N ADAM. WE'RE ALL IN NEED OF AN ANGEL TO WATCH OVER AND PROTECT US. I MISS U AND SO DOES EVERYONE ELSE. I'D GIVE ANYTHING TO HAVE THE CHANCE TO SIT AND CHAT WITH U IN PERSON. BUT I KNOW THAT WON'T BE POSSIBLE . I LOVE YOU FRIEND MISS U DEARLY. LOVE MARIA

DEAR ROB,
ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I LAST WROTE ON YOUR MEMORIAL PAGE. EVERYTHINGS GOING WRONG IN MY LIFE AND ITS JUST GETTING WORSE AND WORSE AS EACH DAY PASSES. IM PREGNANT ALMOST 4 MONTHS AND CHRIS IS GETTING WORSE AND WORSE EVERYDAY. SPITTING ON ME, LEAVING ME AND DISAPEARING ALL DAY LEAVING ME HUNGRY AND IN TEARS. HITTING ME IN MY STOMACHE.STOMPING ON MY SIDE. IM SURPRISED I HAVENT LOST THE BABY YET. I FEEL LIKE IM ALL ALONE NOW MORE THEN EVER AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO OR WHERE TO GO. JUST A FEW DAYS AGO I WAS THINKING OF WAYS TO END MY LIFE AND PUT AN END TO THIS HURT IVE BEEN FEELING AND GOING THROUGH. MY UNBORN BABY CAME TO MY MIND AND I SNAPPED OUT OF IT IN TIME. SO I GUESS IM ONLY LIVING NOW FOR MY BABY. I WISH YOU WOULD BE HERE .LIFES NOT EASY OR THE SAME WITH U GONE .I MISS YOU ROB.

SOMETIMES IT TAKES JUST BEING AROUND DUMB ASSES AND ASSSOCIATING WITH LAMES TO SIT AND THINK DAMN I WISH ROB WAS ALIVE AND HERE WITH ME. FRIEND YOU ARE WERE THE ONLY RITCHOUS FRIEND I HAD. MATTER OF FACT U STILL R. NO ONE CAN MATCH UP TO THE GUY YOU WERE AND THE LOYAL FRIEND I HAD IN YOU.. THAT BEING SAID , I MISS YOU

Dear Rob, its been aa while since ive last wrote on your memorial page and part of it is because i started to think that its pointless and that you cant possibly be reading what i write to you. plus ive had someone distracting me from getting too emotional and depressed on ur death. but today something made me really sad reminded me of when we used to sit in your friends garage youd play guitar hero and sing laugh and hang out and have a blast. i dont want to cry all night so just so you know i miss you rob

Dear Rob ive been trying my hardest to not log in and visit my site . an old friend of mine has been trying to help me end my grieving over u and one of his advise was to not come on here because its going to drive me more crazy. But I couldn't resist. Hey guess what! Your brother misses u like crazy . he loves u so much and until today he's heartbroken over your death. That being said I just want u to know that your truly missed by me and ur family . hey dedication to u Jessica Andrews "you will never be forgotten"

missing you my friend ill never forget u

Miss you

Dear friend, I know I said my goodbyes to you the other day but im not ready to let u go rob. NOT YET!!!! I MISS YOU . these days there aren't too many people I can truly say are loyal and real LIKE U WERE. I MISS U ALWAYS LOVE U BYE

Rob, i need you now more then ever but ur gone i cant have u here no matter what i do where i go, songs people, places houses they all remind me of u friend i love u homeboy

im loosing it missing u friend

Dear Rob,
Thank you..,
For always being there
Even when you were really busy
You always seemed to care

You meant so much to all of us
you were special and that's no lie
you brightened up the darkest day
and even the greyest sky

Many tears I have seen and cried
They have all poured out like rain
I know that you are happy now
Cause your no longer in pain.

Four years on I remember you
And what you used to say
You made each of us smile
And live to the fullest each day

They say in time it gets easier
I believe this isn't true
Because even after all this time
I still cry for you
I guess what I'm really trying to say is I miss you friend and it's times like this where u come up in my head a real caring trusted friend. Miss you Rob

Goodbye Rob

Miss you rob

Misssss you u

Still thinking of you friend and missing you very much

Hey friend I'm thinking of u right now . Everyday gets harder and harder to bare . Things are not going well in my life and I really wish you could be here to give me your advice and now I think with u gone, I can't think of anyone I can trust it talk to . Everybody's changed and there's not another rob . It's a trip when u realize everyone around you even the ones you consider ur closest true friends end up being a total stranger and one that never even liked or respected u. Lol if u were here right now u would probably say I know righhhhbht? Gotta go friend I'll write again when I have free time love u rob miss you and always will keep u in my heart.

Dear rob I miss you friend I miss our karaoke I miss late night do it yourself car wash the talking laughing crying everything I miss having a friend

Rob, ever since the night i went to that house , I feel as if a part of me is dead now. I can't explain the feelings and the sences I felt the minute we stopped right in front of the house . When I told a friend of mine last night about me going there and feeling that really bad evil creepy vibe around , he told me it was probably your spirit trying to tell me u were there with me. But of course I don't believe that because if it was your spirit, it wouldn't feel spooky and horrible . Ughh. I can't find the exact words to put of how awful it was being there. I hope u understand when I say I can't I won't ever go back there again. I've never felt that ever in my life and I never want to feel it again so I'm just going to keep writing on ur memorial to feel closer to u instead of going anywhere near that house . Love u friend

By the way friend Chris and I were just reminiscing about back when u were living in his garage and the time when me you Chris and joe were playing guitar hero.

To Robert Hendrix,

    Past is the past, but from the past gives us wisdom of the future. Friends are friends, but a brother is family. Thoughts that can be shared are the things that will never be forgotten. Some that you shared with me still have given me the pushes i've needed to head in the right direction like an invisible guide. Choices however are always up to us and we are the ones who always make them. But your always able to use your voice when I could use it. You have people who love you and for the wise, we can be aware of such a truth. I can only say that your integrity was always as you said it would be. Nobody is perfect brother, but everybody can be good, and most of the time thats what I was blessed to witness when we were around each other. If it comes to be the people who deserve to have your consciousness present again, well then im sure that that time around it will stick. Then maybe we could be the friends we always had the potential to be. The ones who made the positive impacts on each other, like a brother.

The most Precious Gift,
I am told, is all the love the heart can hold.
   -I give it to you
    -You give it to me
there is enough for the world, and the gift is free.
Will you take my love?
More precious than gold.
Its the finest gift, that a heart can hold.

                    by: Andre Anbarchian
                       1993

Rest in Peace,
Namaste

Andre "infinite" Anbarchian

Rob, I've been thinking alot about you lately. I somehow feel your presence is near. I know you are in a much better place now. I can see your spirit cloud and feel your warmth next to me. You will never be forgotten in mind, body, or soul. You are forever missed by all who were privledged to really know the real you. Your time here on earth was not long enough. Until we see each other again, I will always look up to see you looking down at us. Rest in Peace my friend, All my love.

Rob, I think about you everyday. I miss your smile and your laughter. Rest in Peace my dear friend. Love you.

miss you rob

i miss you rob every minute of the day i think of you . lifes just not the same with you not being here . id do anything to just have one more chance to see and speak to you. i miss ur eyes i miss your smile i miss the way youd look at me everytime id walk in a room and i sit here n feel the sadness and realize just how lonely it really is being here without you. god i miss u

i wish i can somehow bring you back
i miss u like crazy

i dreamed of you today rob

rob i thought of u today i miss u