You always saw me different than I saw myself.... you never failed to tell me how beautiful you believed I was..... 
It's Sunday morning and yet again as I sit on the porch, I find myself looking for you... wanting you, needing you... missing you.  

I WILL FOREVER HAVE YOU WITH ME MY LOVE RIGHT HERE IN MY BROKEN HEART.MY LIFE ISN'T GOING NOWHERE WITHOUT YOU IN IT.I PRAY THAT THE GOOD LORD BRINGS ME HOME TO BE WITH YOU SOON.


This is not goodbye.... it's still
I will love you forever. 

My life changed when I met you almost 40 years ago.... that's a whole lifetime almost! It changed again 7 years ago when I found you... I missed you everyday the first time but there was always hope of seeing you again and that hope was realized... the only thing I have to hang on to now is the hope that the I meet you all over again in the next life... I will look for those eyes for they are your soul, I will listen for your laugh for it is your spirit... I will wish for your heart for there is your love. ILYTTMAB 

If I could visit heaven, even for a day, maybe for a moment the pain would go away.
I'd put my arms around you and whisper words so true, that living life without you is the hardest thing to do.
No matter how I spend my days, no matter what I do, no morning dawns or evening falls, when I don't think of you ....