November 17, 2014
November 17, 2014
Hi Ronnie,
I can't believe it's been two months since I talked to you. I miss you so much! Well, I did it again Ronnie, I hurt your sister without ever meaning to do so. I don't know what's wrong with me but I seem to have the uncanny ability to hurt someone when I'm trying to do something nice for them. Would you believe I actually made Robbie cry? I don't even know what happened, I've been crying tor two days and I can't even think. All I know is Robbie was happy one day and then the next day she was mad and was crying. I bought her a combination birthday and Christmas present for her sewing machine. I wanted to surprise her and just have it delivered to her house but then I ended up telling her that I bought it and she seemed happy. I was thrilled that I could finally do something to make her happy. It's been so long since I could do anything for her. She's been making me beautiful things Ronnie. If you thought she could bake, you should she the embroidery work she does. It's unbelievable!! Anyway, there was one part that she wanted that didn't go with this kit that I bought her and when I saw it on Ebay in an auction I made a bid on it. It was the lowest one I could make and my maximum bid was only a dollar more. I sent her an email telling her I found It on Ebay and I had bid on it. That's when everything started to fall apart. She wrote back to me that she was crying and to withdraw my bid. I couldn't do that so I wrote back to tell her I was sorry, that I didn't want her to get upset. That was it, she never wrote back and all I did was get her so upset that she started to cry. I would do anything if I could make her happy again but I don't think that's going to happen. I guess I overstepped my bounds this time. So what I meant to do and what I did are two different things. I am sick to my stomach and I have been crying non stop since last night.
I'll be okay Ronnie but could you please just say a little prayer that I can stop crying and maybe Robbie will forgive me some day? Thanks honey and if I don't get a chance to talk to you before Thanksgiving, have a wonderful Thanksgiving in Heaven and please tell Nana and Pop that I love them. I'll talk to you soon.
Love,
Mom xoxoxoxo
I can't believe it's been two months since I talked to you. I miss you so much! Well, I did it again Ronnie, I hurt your sister without ever meaning to do so. I don't know what's wrong with me but I seem to have the uncanny ability to hurt someone when I'm trying to do something nice for them. Would you believe I actually made Robbie cry? I don't even know what happened, I've been crying tor two days and I can't even think. All I know is Robbie was happy one day and then the next day she was mad and was crying. I bought her a combination birthday and Christmas present for her sewing machine. I wanted to surprise her and just have it delivered to her house but then I ended up telling her that I bought it and she seemed happy. I was thrilled that I could finally do something to make her happy. It's been so long since I could do anything for her. She's been making me beautiful things Ronnie. If you thought she could bake, you should she the embroidery work she does. It's unbelievable!! Anyway, there was one part that she wanted that didn't go with this kit that I bought her and when I saw it on Ebay in an auction I made a bid on it. It was the lowest one I could make and my maximum bid was only a dollar more. I sent her an email telling her I found It on Ebay and I had bid on it. That's when everything started to fall apart. She wrote back to me that she was crying and to withdraw my bid. I couldn't do that so I wrote back to tell her I was sorry, that I didn't want her to get upset. That was it, she never wrote back and all I did was get her so upset that she started to cry. I would do anything if I could make her happy again but I don't think that's going to happen. I guess I overstepped my bounds this time. So what I meant to do and what I did are two different things. I am sick to my stomach and I have been crying non stop since last night.
I'll be okay Ronnie but could you please just say a little prayer that I can stop crying and maybe Robbie will forgive me some day? Thanks honey and if I don't get a chance to talk to you before Thanksgiving, have a wonderful Thanksgiving in Heaven and please tell Nana and Pop that I love them. I'll talk to you soon.
Love,
Mom xoxoxoxo