I've been thinking about you a lot lately. I miss you so much and wonder what all of our lives would be like if you were still here. If I could go back 7 years and get you to a doctor then things would be different. But I can't. You would be so proud of James. He found himself as we knew he would. He will be graduating in a few months and getting married a few months after that. Ironically you know her and would love you. You will be so missed at the wedding but we will make sure there is a wonderful picture of you. It's not the same but you will be with us. I love you, forever and ever. Amen