There is such a painful void in my heart for you. You were just here the weekend before Christmas, and no one knew you were sick. I really believe that you kept that information to yourself, because had we known you would have never gone back to Ohio. And talking to my aunt Pat I realize that you and uncle Charles were so much alike in needing your own space. I respect that, but it left so many questions that will forever be filed under unanswered. I love you, and will always miss my only brother on earth!