Well Ronnie another birthday without you here. They lied when they said this gets easier, it gets harder because it's just more time without you. It's like I'm grounded and you was taken away and I'm just waiting on the day to see you again. I'm miserable without you. I don't want you watching over me or as my angel I want you with me!! It was always us through the hell storms. You would say it's going to be ok and hold me or my hand when they took your hugs away ( I will never forgive for that). But you didn't know yourself if we would be ok but you made me feel like we would. I need that now!! I don't want to be where there is no you anymore. I love you so much