how she loved life and everyone she loved was bless to and no matter what she was mine as a baby she was spunky as she grew she would fight any one who miss treated her brother and mom she loved rocky as a dad

rosan i caught a glimse of you yesterday i ask god to just give me a sign you were ok oh how i miss you know you wanted to be loved for you and know some people did that my darling. i had the best daughter in the world you took alot oh things from some people and honey i prayed every day to see the pain you were in and yes i still was giving you your way cause you were my baby and you were my baby girl life took you too soon you should of had alot more living to do.. you knew who loved you and were there every day for you just to be near you was my only thing. know you were hurt cause some never came to see you but babe soon mom will be with you again i know it honey in heaven no one can take any thing away from you and i know so many people miss you and wish they could of been there more at your bedside i thank god i was there for you and just wish i could of went in your place cause honey you had so much loving to do here. but honey god only takes the best that you were i miss my phone calls asking momie are you ok and i love you more than anyone in the whole world never quite under stand but in do time i know you will always live on in people who loved you   your mom loves you rosie yes rosie i can say this

been a month now wihout your smilig face and hearing you say i want milk ickles and oh my darling how i miss you andalways will love you my darling rest in peace till i hold you in my arms again love you

yes my darling i know how you loved life to make people laugh was your main concern we were gona go susie again now you are every where hearing the prayer and you said you didnt want to be without your mother baby i didnt want to be without you and you said mom its me and you no matter what ues it was i nurse you threw chemo i set beside your bed at the hospital cause i love you no matter if i had things to do you were important to me and rocky and linda cried as much as we did but baby the pain was to much for you and your  gave out but babe it not fair of how it came down you said your heart was breaking and it hurt and wanted out i would just to hold you my darling love mom

   Rosa .. always clowning around .. making everyone laugh .. So I got her a costume for halloween .. She's so cute!  Can't help but miss her .. so i am sharing some pictues for friends and family ..

  So much energy .. alway's full of cheer and hopping around like a rabbit .. Such a special Lady .. I watched as she ran around laughing and thought - what will we ever do without her ..

   Now she's gone.  "She did it her way" .. and you can't be sad .. You just need to think and remember her, the way she lived. And, how much love she gave for all.

   She lived, to make people happy! I think that was one of her goals in life. She surley made that happen! My life will be much smaller without her.                         

   Another goal .. she had .. Was to make sure .. that every person in her life, really knew .. how much she loved them .. Her Mom - Daughter - Brother ..  She did this on a day to day basis. She would call every day .. And, give her Love ..

   Rosa, You showed me so much, I learned so much. I miss you so much!

how happy we were just the four of us laughing at what ever know there is alot to tell  in the picture you were so happy  the love in your eyes for us and wish your hand was on my shulder now saying you know momsome peopl dont changeat all and its only when hey want somthing heyare there

three weeks today baby and seems like only yesterday you took the journey with the angels to set beside god were there no more pain or tears only peace of mind and i still wish i could put my arms around you and say i love you baby girl we still had so much living to do but god heard your prayers to take you out othe world i know you i look at your picture see that beautiful smile and honey it warms my heart so much i thank god for giving me you to love memories yes many of them and you know i could never tell you no and i half to learn to do that now rest my darling i will see you soon cause i will stay in church and honor our father and god for we wllbe together again love you freer and ever

this year you are having dinner with god and looking down on me know you are here with me i can fell you here the smell of your clothes and i lok in your room so want you in there my darling and thats your mom always worried over her baby girl and setting at your bed side seeing the pain you were in i hurt every time you hurt and i couldntkiss away that pain like when you were small give anything to go back to when you were a baby. i have so many memories that no one has and thats mine your first pair of boots and how you loved you brother rest in peace and honey now you are that beautiful angel with wings  love mom

she had a heart of gold she was funny and oh how she loved life and to the fullest many many friends  she had we would laugh the last time rocky me and her went out to eat we laugh and had the best time baby im so gladi spent your time with you even though they couldnt stopyour pain we were there to help you as much as we could. not fair you went first and honey you had so much to give yet to people who loved you and one day we be with you inheaven were there is no pain and tears of sorrow only lots of love my darling and mom be there next with you and forever and ever you were the best daughter im thankful that god gave you to me and you thaught me alot about life  love you my darling

my darling you had the best send off and baby i know you went to heaven and honey i will make that journey myself someday. you ask me not to give up on church imnot god will be with me. you were so worried about not having ins. but honey this shouldnt went like this but god has a master plan for everyone of us and honey you led me and rocky back to church and babe we will be together again i have shilo mom chris and tom now you my darling you make that home for your mommy im coming to you all the turn out was good how did you like the roses dave done good. the meal was good he wanted you to have the best and together we done it my darling.  remember your saying mom get over it let me go and be happy. now you are out of that awful pain and every pain you had i had to you give life to a daughter who became a friend and miss our talks about everything we were two of a kind know you loved me more than life its self you were so afraid you loose me and didnt want that.