-It hurt's to let go, because so many got use to being loved by you. She was so blessed to live such a long life, CHAOS, but a GREAT LIFE and to be loved by so many people, she wouldn't have traded any of it. There was a certain amount of pressure by all of us at different moments in time... this was playing a part... a favorite at one moment in time. Something we all have in common is that we were ALL her favorites at one point in life. @--(----..... SHE LOVES YOU ALL!!!!!